Essay; Sexual Shaming of Men


 

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I’ve been thinking about this issue for about a year now but it coalesced last night when I read a quite long, but well-thought-out blog post on this site that made light of how many women absorb shame from men when we have sex with them. Before that, we’re fine, happy with ourselves, like being a woman, and like our bodies. I think women are getting better at accepting our bodies as they are and the media is helping with that. I know I am. There are more women of all different sizes on T.V. and in all media. The SIZE SHAMING, no matter what size, has decreased. More women understand that it’s more important for us to love ourselves than to please a man.

But, reading her blog, I immediately related to the experience of being mystified as to why a man I was with would turn pornographic in his tone, talked about how hot I was, did the sweetie, beautiful “speak” and then wanted to get sexually nasty as opposed to sensuous and intimate. My assumption is it’s the testosterone and most women consider it normal. The last lover I had said, “Why do you have to be so seductive?” “Me? Seductive?” I’m a chipmunk! What was he talking about? I don’t think he was seeing who I was; he was seeing who he wanted and needed to see. He was projecting. Women are individuals not porn stars and it’s objectifying to treat us like we’re part of your MENTAL fantasy, not a person in front of you. But again, I’m not sure men can help it because of the shame they’re socialized with. Their minds are all cluttered up with objectifying materialism which makes them feel better. Their feelings are stimulated by things; women’s bodies, food, cars, houses, boats, and on and on. I’m not sure women understand this.

How much does that happen? Probably all the time. It’s men’s fantasy need of having a car or motorcycle that reminds them of a childhood toy that they loved. Then they imagined they were a superhero on that vehicle and some adult males still do it. They get a life-sized one and keep the fantasy going. It’s objectification that transfers over to sex with a woman. I suppose this underlies the barely clad woman advertising a car that is so nauseating to us.

It’s something to keep in mind that men probably watch a tremendous amount of porn because they can’t express their sexual feelings as much as they need to or the way they want to in our civilization that shames it. Most men are not relational, not romantic and don’t want to be yet many women need that to be turned on! If he acquiesced, he would be too much like a woman and he’s not a woman, he’s a man, which means he’s a part wild animal, part human. Not all men are of course but most of them are. It’s scary for some women like me when they turn wild animal. I guess other women like it.

I think that men project a lot onto women, as though it’s our issue, about how turned on they are by feeling ashamed, nasty, or mean. OR…is shame projected on to them from all sides FOR BEING male as though they are expected to be like that even if they are not? The writer I read didn’t say that in her blog or maybe she doesn’t understand it.  I think men get turned on by feeling repulsed. They’re attracted to women and things that are not nice and that are uncivilized and wild. It’s all that testosterone blasting through their brains that blows everything up. It’s the opposite of most women. I know some women are attracted to pain and ugliness, like a sadistic thing but it’s not terribly common. Still, I’m not judging it. Nevertheless, I am not that way.

It appears to me that everything in our civilization exists as it is to control men’s sexual nature and make things peaceable for women and children. Before, most of the time it was working. NOW, society seems to be tearing itself apart because men’s sexual nature is finally coming to the surface, there is more awareness of abuse of women and children, guns are everywhere which men love (you don’t see women using them in public much), we see incest, pedophilia, and sex trafficking at the highest levels of institutions, all the lies, and control about it are coming forward, the institutions don’t know exactly how to lie about it anymore. Men are victims of the system too otherwise they wouldn’t be victimizing those more vulnerable than them. It’s a trickle-down from the women and men in power who hold the system in place.

Civilization uses guilt, shame, control, incarceration, blaming women, sports, and the media all to LIE about men’s sexual nature. I guess we’re still working on a balance to our civilization as though it’s progressed from being in the wild. Sometimes I think it’s worse because it represses the true feelings and then they explode to the surface.

 

 

Essay: Is Reductionist, Axiomatic Science A Masculine Disorder?


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“Science is based on the professional creation and certification of knowledge which is tied to powerful interest groups, notably the state, corporations and the scientific profession itself. Patriarchy is based on male control of dominant social structures and the exclusion of women from positions of power through means such as direct discrimination, socialization and the gender division of labor.

Patriarchy within the scientific community is manifested through male control of elite positions and various exclusionary devices. The scientific method incorporates masculine features such as the objectification of nature. Scientific knowledge is masculine in its neglect of women’s experience and its adoption of paradigms built on assumptions of competition and hierarchy.”-Jill Bowling and Brian Martin, Ph.D.

I posted this in 2018. Today is July 1, 2026 and I think the A.I. prophets have made the situation worse. And now women are denigrated with exowombs, as though a child’s soul can grow just fine being disconnected from its mother. It’s the height of misogyny and evil and would end the human species. Thanks AI. You truly need to be aligned with True Time before it’s too late.

Here is another article from an expert! It’s longer but VERY interesting.

Science: a masculine disorder

I woke up this morning, after being hijacked by “a friend” on a thread yesterday and then territorially denigrated in the patriarchal tradition, pondering the question; “Is the scientific method itself horse-and-buggy, materialist, patriarchal B.S.? Is this possible? Before today, I pretty much supported it, although its methodology seemed very simplistic to me and not at all holistic. Was I the only one wondering if this might be true?

I wonder this because as a fifty-four-year-old female who is trained in science as far as needed in licensed health care, my intuition is as consistent and rational as anything I see or feel in this material world. I also listen to it. This phenomenon is mostly ignored, cynically scoffed at, and at best, not understood by most people including my ex-friend who has patently disrespected my intuitive read of the Mayan Harmonic for months now. He just now told me how much better he is than me which kind of says it all. It means he’s not.

My patients have confirmed my hands-on intuition with their bodies for fifteen years so it’s like breathing to me now. I put my hands on someone and I can feel everything that’s going on. Then they confirm it verbally after I tell them what I sense. Then I treat on the manifested body and they feel it again. I don’t feel it physically initially; I sense the energetic cause of the physical manifestation which is the cause of all illness; thoughts and feelings or vibrations then I assess and treat tactilely.

My ex-friend, who fancies himself a scientist, knows nothing to very little about the body and doesn’t even work in the sciences. I’ve made my living in healthcare for seventeen years. There are lessons to be learned by all. For instance, in the last week I’ve learned two lessons:

  1. It is unwise to only see the good in people when their shadow is blasting you in the face. They operate from cynicism and usage; not love, and you can feel it.
  2. Many men do not have intuition on their radar and if they do, they subjugate it for the purposes of patriarchal power (money and control) or addiction. They view intuition as feminized or sub-cultural which would weaken their position in society. Other cultures can follow their intuition but patriarchal men from all cultures do not. They only use and objectify women sexually and poor people economically, no matter how nice they may seem and politically correct with their rhetoric. It’s fake. It takes an experienced and trained eye and ear to see it. The first tip-off is, they never ask you how you are, and if they do, it’s not genuine. You can feel it.

“Long-term structural change in science must be predicated on changing the relations between men and women.”

This applies across cultures, all over the world. The real issue of disparity on the planet is between women and men all over the world and the rest of the issues follow. Women are still treated in a barbaric manner, especially the child bride phenomenon.

“Complementing this approach is that taken by those specifically focusing on the reasons why there are not more women involved in the sciences. Several writers have examined science education, particularly looking at the reasons why girls leave science in their school years. Following the observations that boys get more teacher attention and girls have less confidence in their ability, in Australia, there have been some experiments with all-girls science and mathematics classes.

There has also been an analysis of the way in which science is constructed to reflect male values and suggestions about how to create a different sort of science. Arditti, for instance, argues for a feminist perspective which “would re-introduce and re-legitimize the intuitive approach”.

Essay: “I’m Sorry”


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What most people mean when they say I’m sorry is, “I’m sorry you caught me doing something I should not have and it hurt you.” They’re sorry they got caught. If you don’t get caught or no one is bothered by your action, you’re not hurting anyone, right?

My first husband used to say, “Just don’t do it again.” Of course, a person is going to do it again. I did. In my case, when I’m mad I tend to say something hurtful. People always do what they feel they need to do, want to do or feel compelled to do no matter what anyone else says.

When a friend or someone I’m close to is saying they’re sorry, I believe them in that I do believe they don’t want to hurt me. But that doesn’t mean they’ll adjust their behavior “for me” nor should I expect it. Most people won’t.

Our first loyalty is to ourselves emotionally and I guess that’s as it should be. Whether or not the person close to them can detach from the things that repeatedly hurt them or not is the question. After all, it’s not that we intentionally hurt others, it’s that others let themselves feel hurt by us. They don’t have to. They can stay detached from certain behaviors and not let themselves be hurt by it. How we feel is in OUR hands, not others. If someone tries to tell you otherwise just ignore them.

Check how you feel in your heart when someone close to you hurts your feelings. That is using your intuition. If you just have a new insight into their personality and don’t judge them or diss them, then you love them.

Your intuition just helped you pivot away from letting their personal issue hurt you and you stayed in your own space. Good for you. Self-love is intact and loving them is intact. But you also have a new heads up to their weak point and can detach next time.

When they apologized did you receive their apology and forgive or let it go? Or did it scare you and now you hold a grudge? If you went into fear and resentment that is not loving.

You are using your intuition in that situation too. Unless you move the feeling to your intuition you won’t be able to assess the relationship accurately. That’s why it’s important for both men and women to be in touch with how they feel in their body.

There are levels of apology that correlate with Platonic Love relationships. The Platonic Love blog is a few posts back. I feel humans are called to love at all times; Agape, Philia, etc. So even in professional-client relationships, it’s important to apologize and forgive. Love at all times will change the world.

Essay: Moving from Subconscious to Conscious Mind


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Please read this short article. I wrote this post in 2017. Today is 6/26/26.

From the Old Brain to The New Brain

Some of the scientists who study the brain (neuroscientists, behavioral psychologists, etc.) believe the vagus nerve or spindle neurons that connect the prefrontal cortex (new brain) to the insula (old brain) may be the communication superhighway that links the conscious (new brain) to the subconscious (old brain). The subconscious brain may be using this very superhighway to communicate intuition, gut feelings and insight (aha moments) to the conscious brain.”-Thomas C. Corley

The latest neuroscience is investigating and talking about the “new brain” or the “conscious brain”. Humanity has been sitting in and using the subconscious mind for most of our existence (1 million years). The subconscious mind comes from parents, family, town, local provincial environment. It has totally helped us survive in a tribal world that expects certain behaviors. All of our institutions have grown up around it. It’s a sponge, defines our local reality, and is subjective. There is nothing objective or conscious about the subconscious mind! It pretty much defines brainwashing and most people’s reality on earth!

But in the case of the evolving brain, that’s a good thing. You have to understand and be able to get on with the locals to survive. Consciousness doesn’t happen overnight.
The subconscious mind comes from parents, family, town, local provincial environment. It has totally helped us survive in a tribal world that expects certain behaviors. All of our institutions have grown up around it. It’s a sponge, defines our local reality, and is subjective. There is nothing objective or conscious about the subconscious mind! It pretty much defines brainwashing and most people’s reality on earth!

But in the case of the evolving brain, that’s a good thing. You have to understand and be able to get on with the locals to survive. Consciousness doesn’t happen overnight.

But, as we can see by how pluralistic and expressive all people the world over are becoming and boundaries morphing, we see symptoms of humanity moving into the new brain or the conscious mind. It is just now occurring. Technology linking everyone is sort of the “leg up” here. We are starting to have unity of mind. That will morph too as our reality moves into the conscious mind and we express ourselves as individuals who are inter-dependent.

Technology linking everyone is sort of the “leg up” here. We are starting to have unity of mind. That will morph too as our reality moves into the conscious mind and we express ourselves as individuals who are inter-dependent.

Many that have been working in the holistic, spirituality, or paradigm shift movement have predicted this change since the 1970s, and have been experiencing events that are indicative of moving INTUITION in particular from the subconscious mind to living and manifesting in the conscious mind. The hippies started it. Most of my adult life (35 years from ages 20-54) has been defined by using my intuition IN my conscious mind and pushing my subconscious mind to the background. That is not usual but that’s what I did. The proof is in my new book “Healer”. There is no way I would have been able to overstep subconsciously created, reality-based events that were foisted on me if I was not residing in my conscious mind. The Universe had my back and I was cared for.

Most of my adult life (35 years from ages 20-54) has been defined by using my intuition IN my conscious mind and pushing my subconscious mind to the background. That is not usual but that’s what I did. The proof is in my new book “Healer”. There is no way I would have been able to overstep subconsciously created, reality-based events that were foisted on me if I was not residing in my conscious mind. The Universe had my back and I was cared for.

While it may be true that all thoughts originate in the provincial subconscious mind, those of us that have not accepted our upbringing as the totality of reality, didn’t like or agree with our upbringing, or felt our upbringing fell far short of real love, want to move quickly into our conscious brain, or “new brain” because we’re happier and feel more in charge of setting our destiny.

Intuition “up”

Molecules of Emotion: Health-The Network of Mind IN the Cells


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Today is June 8, 2026. This post is from 2017. Candace Pert wrote a great book.

Chapter 9 of “The Molecules of Emotion” gets juicy.

Dr. Pert says, on page 185

The three classically separated areas of neuroscience, endocrinology, and immunology with their various organs-the brain; the glands; and the spleen, bone marrow, and lymph nodes are actually joined to each other in a multidirectional network of communication linked by information carriers known as neuropeptides.

“…it might make more sense to emphasize the perspective of psychology rather than of neuroscience, for the term psycho clearly conveys the study of mind, which encompasses but also goes beyond the study of the brain. I like to speculate that what the mind is, is the flow of information as it moves among the cells, organs, and systems of the body…the mind as we experience it is immaterial, yet it has physical substrate, which is both the body and the brain.”

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The mind, then, is that which holds the network together, often acting below our consciousness, linking and coordinating the major systems and their organs and cells in an intelligently orchestrated symphony of life. This view of the organism as an information network departs radically from the old Newtonian, mechanistic view where we saw the body in terms of energy and matter. But there is intelligence running things. Intelligence in the form of information running all the systems and creating behavior.”
Creating behavior? Now there is where I part ways with her. My son, who is studying psychology believes our behavior is determined by chemicals in the brain. That makes him, and those who agree with him, materialists. Many people believe our behavior is pre-determined or determined, that there is no real choice or free-will. Frankly, this seems to be the central debate as we are squarely in the high-tech age, moving from Newtonian materialism to Einstein quantum states where something we see only exists because we see it collectively. It doesn’t exist in and of itself, by itself.

What do your intuition and experience tell you here? How has your life unfolded? My life has taught me that I create my reality and my body condition by the habitual feeling, beliefs, and thoughts that I run. So I check myself every day. It’s called mindfulness. While I am part of an agreed-upon collective mind field as I look out my office window at the snow-covered roofs, my individual perception, interpretation, feeling, and thought processes are chosen by me. Am I kidding myself? Am I just a puppet on a string? Or are we truly at choice?

It makes no sense to believe we’re puppets. Otherwise, our lives would all be the same and unfold in a gentrified fashion and have no meaning or differentiation. There is an observation! Many people’s live ARE gentrified because they are not acting on their power to choose; free will. It is possible to abrogate your rights in the universe and then your mind goes into default mode, programmed by your family, Facebook, and CNN and you are part of the herd mentality. There are a thousand ways to free yourself from that and uplift your mind. Follow your intuition.

While it’s true that in my personal life, death/change has been a constant around me, it’s not something I chose to happen; I’ve witnessed it happening to others first hand. The universe allowed it to occur around me for a reason or maybe I did. However, my individual choices are indeed the reason I find myself in my current situation. It’s all good.

My mind is run by my intuition 24/7 and always has been, for as long as I can remember. Personally, I feel like I live in a kaleidoscope. When others see static sameness, I see and feel minute details of an ever-changing landscape of colors, vibes, temperatures, shapes, dimensions, and souls coming and going. Even sitting still, I feel in my body that life around me on earth is a dance of changes in light and shadow and I interpret them as quickly as I can and respond.

Essay; The Way It Works is…


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It is 2026. Here is my essay again.😏 I wrote this in 2019, 7 years ago.

My intuition has taught me…

Talking is easy for women and sex is not. Sex is not superficial for us.

Sex is easy for men and talking is not. Talking is not superficial for men.

Women need sex to grow. Men need talking to grow. Make sure you each have what you need the way you need it. Men love a woman they know they can talk to honestly. Women love a man they know cares about their body and physical health and happiness.

If a man wants to talk to you or keeps calling you to talk he’s probably in love with you, especially if you haven’t had sex yet. Remember, sex doesn’t mean anything to men. They don’t bond through sex the way women do unless they have a mental and heart connection to you.

If a woman wants to have sex with you but not talk all the time she’s probably in love with you or at least loves you. Remember, women talk all the time. It’s superficial to us. Talking doesn’t mean anything to us. The body does; sex does. We bond through sex whether anyone realizes it or not.

A man who doesn’t want to have sex with you but wants to talk doesn’t want you to bond to him. He just wants to feel fake bonded to you like a fantasy. That’s actually epidemic right now. It’s offloading to use women to talk and then not have sex with them. He’s probably getting superficial sex elsewhere or is gay.

Men don’t deserve to be beaten up for being superficial about sex any more than women should be punished for being superficial about talking. Sex is a male conversation which they can be superficial about or deep. The same is true for women, talking, and connecting. But both sides need to have their needs met. If you use each other there will be karma.

Essay: Heartset; Privacy or Secrets?


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The desire for privacy is vastly different than wanting to keep secrets. Intelligent people can feel whether you’re authentic or not. If you keep secrets, it’s a lie and manipulative. Spinning an image is politics and greed.

Privacy is for mystics and artists who need silence to hear their muses and manifest truth that comes out of their feelings and body. Privacy is needed to channel the intuition and bring forth Love.

OPPENHEIMER-The day the first atomic bomb was dropped


I just finished watching this movie. It’s pretty disturbing and basically brought my research on the book below to life. That was no fun and it’s three hours long. The question in my mind remains, why did Szilard write the misleading letter and get the ball rolling?

Dr. Smith worked on the Manhattan Project with James Van Allen. He wrote a paper, which is the title of this book, espousing scientists to use INTUITION while doing the scientific method.

Szilard wrote the letter, Einstein signed it and sent it to Roosevelt, and Truman hired a team of scientists to build the atomic bomb all under false pretense. The letter is in my book. Oppenheimer led the building of it at Los Alamos, and Truman dropped it. Then, the WWII started.

They were all responsible in a snowball or rolling synchronicity effect. Scientists don’t have the luxury of being naive about State or Church using them for destructive purposes. Scientists need to become more intuitive and get their head out of the sand for safety.

The atomic age is karmic referring to Tiamat, now the asteroid belt right next to Mars that no one talks about. The dropping of the bomb was obviously in shadow and a reverberation on the AC strand of our DNA, past to present, to remind us of the mistake that was made and the compact with have with forces monitoring earth to not use nuclear weapons again. It’s forbidden. Here is a perfect example of shadow.

I activate in order to destroy. Destroying mind, I seal the output of psychopathic blindness with the electric tone of disservice. I am guided by the power of self-destruction.

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There was a lightning storm the day they tested the bomb as a foreshadowing. Blue 3 electric Storm was the guide power which is an archetype for lightning so that was exact synchronicity.
Oppenheimer was Yellow 12 Seed, which is a pulse of the analog Yellow 3 Seed.

The karma of Tiamat is the antipode of 8/6/1945, Red 3 Electric Serpent. The Hidden Wisdom is White 11 Spectral Worldbridger, exactly what happened to Tiamat. Tone 11 dissolves, and the Tiamatians destroyed a planet and blew off about a third of Mars, and forced humanity to earth as refugees.

The 5GForce is the beginning of my inverse harmonic, my lessons in this life, Red 11 Spectral Serpent so the karma and feelings of the atomic bomb and all the events and people around it resonate with me. I even found a paper that pulsed on it and turned it into the book you see at the top to help educate people about how things could go differently with science if we used our intuition. I wrote another book on intuition as well.

Truman is responsible for dropping the bomb, but they all shared in the karma.

I bought the copyright to this paper and added preface, glossary, and history to it. It is available for sale on Amazon by just searching on Lisa K. Townsend.

I Have Been an INFJ Lightworker my Whole Life, but Professionally since 2000


The only piece in this I haven’t experienced is mental Illness. I did have intense grief though after Dave, and then Michael died three months after that. It occurred December 2015 and April 2016. The remarkable synchronistic details are in my book Healer.

I repressed most of it to keep working, and my BP shot up. So I pushed it into my body, and now, years later, I’m letting it go and healing it. Repressed grief or shock definitely has repercussions.

In this video, I am all of these pieces and have been called “weird” quite a bit. People either love us or hate us, but very few understand us. It’s fine. I accept humans as they are and expect or ask very little if anything from them. With people glued to MSM TV with gaping mouths believing everything they see on there, their minds are completely programmed.

“Seeing is not believing. Believing is seeing”

Wayne Dyer

Essay-Check this out on Amazon-Everyday Intuition by Lisa T.


My newest book is now available on Amazon in paperback or ebook.

Everyday Intuition and the Science Validating It

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09WCMJJTX/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_i_Y1AE575AS3G4S042X7WE

How the Smartest Minds Use Intuition and Emotional Intelligence to Make Better Decisions, Backed by Science | Inc.com


WOOHOO!!Another support for my new book on Amazon, “Everyday Intuition” See the article link at the bottom.

Everyday Intuition and the Science Validating It https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09WCMJJTX/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_i_0Z2K48JP6Y2AG9TE946C

https://www.inc.com/jeff-haden/how-smartest-minds-use-intuition-emotional-intelligence-to-make-better-decisions-backed-by-science.html

Intuition is a Superpower


Also available on Amazon or the “Books for Sale Tab” on this blog

https://thepulse.one/2022/01/14/intuition-is-a-superpower-representing-one-of-the-highest-forms-of-intelligence/

Intuition in the Scientific Method


This is a paper written by Ph.D. physicist Dr. Smith who worked on the Manhattan Project. He had a different perspective on the efficacious and ethical use of Intuition. I own the copyright.

I wrote the preface, history, glossary and added bios and pictures at the end. This booklet would be useful in history, science research methodology, or physics classes at the college level. You can find the paperback and ebook on Amazon for 14.99 and 4.99.

Intuition: Science, intuition and dreams, Dean Radin

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After three beers and in private, most scientists will admit they need intuition. That’s why I didn’t get a science degree. My intuition comes first and rational second.

Commanding Radiant Intuition


This blog used to be about the Intuitive Mind from a rational perspective. Now I’m trying something else because I’m just as passionate about DNA as Time as I am about uplifting the Mind via the Intuition, intuition being the Higher Mind. Both males and females have it so it should not be used for gender discrimination, another passion I have. If we all tuned into our intuition every aspect of power in human society would be managed.

Today is Blue 5 Overtone Night. It is the amino acid Alanine and it’s analog is∞Yellow 5 Warrior or Histidine. The guide power is Blue 5 Monkey are Asparagine, the antipode challenge is Red 5 Skywalker or Glutamine and the Hidden Wisdom is White 9 Solar Mirror or Tyrosine

The 5GForce is Red 9 Earth or Solar Synchronicity. So once again, the Schumann Resonance is pulsing strong to get the Earth lined up with the universal stream.

TODAY’S MANTRA

I empower in order to Dream. Commanding intuition I seal the input of Abundance with the overtone tone of radiance. I am guided by the power of Magic.”-The Dreamspell

In this themplex which evolves in our DNA and thus in Time, we have big influence from our unconscious mind. Today is a great day for daydreaming while we do chores, reading and writing, journaling or just emptying our minds and meditating. In addition, it’s the Summer Solstice and the first day of the Sun in Cancer.

The mediating planet of Blue Night and Yellow Warrior is Saturn which is placed nicely in it’s own sign of Capricorn so it is fairly easy to get some things accomplished at home or at work today. We’re guided by some fun and magic with Blue Monkey mediated by Venus but Venus is retrograde so it could easily turn into detrimental mischief. Watch your step!

Challenging us is Mars which is in it’s home sign of Aries right now with someone around you going directly for the truth and not pulling any punches. I know about that because it’s me (Aries/Skywalker). No fear. Do the right thing. Tell the truth. Right…very few people are doing that right now so you’d rather we all be quiet and go away. This position is also a gift.

A solar mirror as hidden wisdom means our connection to the sun asks us to stop looking at others and society and look in the mirror at what we have personally evolved into. Self-examination is a good thing.

THE MOLECULAR LINEUP

We’ve got that pentagon going on in Histidine. It’s the 5 pointed star which is an archetype of humans; head, 2 arms, 2 legs. For most of human history we’ve been warriors and fought each other and that is the Mayan archetype; Yellow Warrior. It might be controversial, but the reason humans got around, intermarried and became so diverse and strong is because of war. So, honestly, war was not all bad for the human race and despite the deaths, our reproduction rate has been prolific tipping our environment by the billions!

Synchronicity is there between Arginine and Glutamine which are right next to each other in the themeplex. They have the same lineup but my archetype has an extra carbon and Hydrogen molecule. That’s deep affinity for Yellow Star∞Blue Monkey which is mediated by Venus. Indeed, it’s my hidden wisdom placement and someone I love is Yellow Star.

Bill Evans and Eddie Gomez on the album “Intuition”


Intuition; Empathic, Intuitive, Creative Straight Men


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I don’t think anyone knows they exist. Yet that’s the only type of man I’ve ever partnered with and in addition, they are super intelligent. Talk about freaks and geeks. They are right up my alley and this planet is very stressful and nye on impossible for these men.

This has hit my consciousness because my good friend is building an empathogenic center in Costa Rica. Empathogens are;

  • Psilocybin mushrooms
  • LSD
  • MDMA (Ecstasy)
  • Ayahuasca
  • Ibogaine

Some only consider MDMA and drugs similar to it to be empathogens but he listed all of these. Why is it mostly men that need empathogens? Because women are naturally or societally sanctioned to feel their feelings? Women don’t need them. I certainly don’t. But we know for a fact that men and women both have feelings. It’s just that women are encouraged to express them and men aren’t. In addition, some women are extremely mean and even abusive to sensitive men. This is a taboo subject and many men won’t speak up. But I do know that women can be just as cruel as men.

No man I’ve ever been with has used these drugs and neither have I. The men I’ve been with have only used the legal, awful stuff; cigarettes and alcohol and consequently died from both of those. Those two are worse for you than any of the ones above. Another friend was basically raised to use weed constantly and in his twenties, he’s already impotent. People say pot can’t hurt you but men who become estrogen dominant because of cannabis and lose their testosterone levels are definitely hurt if they lose their sex drive.

Artistic men express their feelings through music, acting, or art and more. Mystic, healer and sensitive men do. My son does and he is struggling to find a mentor as his elder with which to find affinity. His father, who was a savant musician died three years ago so he no longer has him. He hears music in his mind constantly; complicated harmonies which need orchestration. He needs to make a decision about whether to learn to orchestrate or not and whether or not to accept the type of brain he has. The therapists want to call him schizoaffective but I believe he’s just a channel and needs to get it out. Is he really going to take pills or could he use the natural substances listed above? The jury is still out on it. He might not need it since he is already empathic. Duplicating it would not be good for his brain. There is no substitute for a conscious, informed choice in these circumstances.

Have you ever known anyone who has used these natural hallucinogens? Please leave a comment if you have. I’m not interested in them because I don’t need them. I’m naturally and empathic, intuitive psychic.