Time keeps slipping into the future through our kids and little ones.
Heartset; Relevancy

I wrote this in 2019.
Are we really only relevant to the extent that other human beings find us relevant? Isn’t that why people have dogs and cats? You’re always relevant to your pet if only because they need you to feed them. If you need to be needed, you need to feel relevant. I guess I need to express myself more than be considered relevant.
Or maybe we do literally need to be perceived as relevant in order to make money. That’s really what underlies our actions. We just need money. We have to have money to survive. Many people know how to fake care about others for accolades, fame, sales, and money. Their ego just needs attention. Mine don’t mostly because I find it boring and tedious.
The issue here is that there are many superb people doing fabulous work that are irrelevant to the masses because the masses don’t see or appreciate fabulous work. That is the case for many brilliant artists, and it remains that way until they die. I’m not doing fabulous work at the moment, so that’s not the case for me. If I was doing fabulous work, I wouldn’t look for the masses to appreciate it, though.
What about relevant to yourself? We’re always more relevant to ourselves than we are to others because they don’t live in our bodies or with us. That’s kind of the crux of it. That is the case for me. I wish I could be paid to be improving my body, which is what I’m preoccupied with. Instead, I live in a system that wants me to pay it to be sick. If I take care of myself and don’t need their pills, surgery, or visits, I’m irrelevant. So they work very hard to convince me and everyone else that there is something wrong with us and we need them. That’s just vacant and evil.
This was a very weird day. My intuition was in high gear, and I just rolled with it as usual. Yes, I do want to eventually be relevant because human empowerment to live in balance, not overtop of all life, is a good thing. That’s what I care about. I find that relevant.
Good and Evil in the Harmonic, the YiChing, in Us, and in the World
I was driving home from the store this morning which only takes 10 minutes of my day. So the chances were very low that I would choose to have the radio on a local channel and hear my son’s father, Dave, White 4 Wizard, now deceased, playing in his great jazz group CHV, Cooper, Hay VanLente. They have a CD.
So, I hear the Rhodes piano he played, which is classic, that Dave owned and loved. He played his ass off on it. I could tell by how monstrous the player was that it was Dave and could hardly believe what I was hearing on the radio. Alex and I still talk about him a lot and laugh at his Star Wars and different Presidents impressions. Alex has the same “impressions” talent that comes with having good ears. They can hear nuance. I used to make fun of preachers when I was a little kid and crack my Dad up too and was good at doing accents in theater.
So, the guy on the radio says, “This is Traditions, how we got to where we are now” which is the name of the jazz show. I got to the bottom of 4th and Covell St. and knew this was Dave giving a lesson in time. I got home and told Alex. He knew the song. Dave ripped it up with his jazz buddies. Then Alex and I got into a huge philosophical discussion about good and evil and how we can’t really escape it on earth or in ourselves. I told him more details about what his grandmother did to his Dad. He knew some of it. But that his Dad just couldn’t get over the pain, didn’t let it go, and it killed him. That’s cancer.
As my readers know, Red 11 Serpent kin have loomed large in my destiny and Dave’s mom was Red 11 Serpent (and Grandpa was Blue 3 Eagle! her 5GForce!) More synchronicity. She was 75% evil to her son. Sometimes parents are. Many times they are. I tried my best to love and support Dave but as we all know, we can’t heal our mates. They have to figure it out. Dave never did and died of cancer. The soul wrenching and being absolutely hauled off on out of jealousy by players in the area and his brothers, caused him great pain also. He was also a legacy as a friend, a great player and teacher and my husband. But alas, this is the crucifixion planet for people who excel or, are autistic, or very different. Dave would bring home fistfuls of cash and I’d put it in the bank. That was normal for us and how we bought our home I still work in. There are no fistfuls of cash anymore, probably for none of us bc of the powers that be.
I realized, looking back at my parents that I was the well-behaved beautiful one in my family and was also hauled off on by Mom and my sisters so they could have leeway to behave badly and still do. It gave me a guilt complex, that I had to be perfect to make up for their evil shit. Again, the suffering servant. Dave was the suffering servant too. So was Christ. Well, I don’t want to be and I think we have a choice.
So I thought, “Is it possible the harmonic is both evil and good?” We know about karma and dharma. I’ve actually always felt the harmonic was non-judgmental, factual, evolutionary facts based on pattern and math. I’ve never ascribed religious terms to the Maya because they weren’t religious. But what about the human sacrifice, the Draco-Reptilian, the current child sex trafficking and torture and the C%^&&? It’s evil. No two ways about it. Anyone who has the courage to see our world sees that there is entrenched evil ruling all nations of the world that is based in secret societies and is ancient. But right in the center of the Harmonic in HF33 is White 13 Dog, the Holy Spirit.
That Central Axis of the Eternal Present isn’t good or evil, it’s POWER and with it, the power to do what’s right and just, or do do what’s wrong and unfair. David Wilcock and Corey Goode have taught that the C&*() know the power of agelessness and it’s evil. That’s BS. There are also humans that know the power of agelessness and personal power and are GOOD. But somehow, that’s taboo. People assume that if humans know their power, they’ll likely pick evil. WHY THAT ASSUMPTION? I disagree.
What is that about? The Central Axis of the brain and spinal cord are REAL. I meditate everyday and use it to do my work, look and feel younger and have every intention of staying here as long as I’m needed or want to be. I’ve always thought and said, “I’m doing good because I want to. It’s the right thing” And I feel good about myself. But there are pieces I see now, the resentment of laziness and wrong doing without trying harder, people not being willing to fix what they’ve done wrong and make the world a worse place, and much of what I express on here, basically imperfection and stupidity is intolerance.
Harry (Yellow 10 Seed) used to say to me that it’s not good that I’m intolerant and impatient with stupidity and he was right. He is patient with it. I’m not. Maybe it’s because I’ve felt like I can and should clean up the mess and try to ease some pain on this planet. But…I don’t have to. I can let it fall apart. I don’t have to do this blog that barely anyone reads or work in my office. Why do I?
I thought it was because I cared but maybe I don’t. I don’t feel like dancing with evil anymore or putting up with it, or do we all have to? Is it part of TIME?
Probably.
Dave on the right, Coop in the center on with mallets and Mike the drummer on the end. The piano part is Dave.
Machinery that has given us a type of abundance has left us in want…
We need our Time, our bodies, and the earth. All the same thing right? We need to make our bodies whole through living holism.
Saturday Reading-We Model Our Minds Like Clay so We Can Live With Integrity
You have got to hear this. Resphigi. The Pines of Rome. The climax is fabulous. It reminds me of Jupiter for some reason.
The 5GForce is kin45; Red 6 Rhythmic Serpent
“I organize in order to survive. Balancing instinct I seal the store of life force with the rhythmic tone of equality. I am guided by my own power doubled.”
The Eagle tribe pulses to the left arm and Tone 8 pulses to the left shoulder. The analog is the right Seed arm.
- The Moon continues its transit of stable Taurus all day.
- This morning, the First Quarter Moon occurs when the Sun in Aquarius forms a square with the Moon in Taurus. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as we feel compelled to take action. We become aware of how our actions affect those close to us, perhaps through trial and error. Whatever project or initiative we began around the New Moon is now off the ground, and it may face its first obstacles. It can be a time of stress, clashing, and discord, but also high energy, motivation, and growth.
- However, a Sun-Neptune semi-square can be disorienting. There may be some indecision or listlessness. Our willpower may decrease as we stray from our goals and temporarily lose focus. This aspect serves as a gentle reminder to consider our needs for downtime, fantasy, or spiritual refreshment.
From cafeastrology.com
Watch “Yo-Yo Ma Teaches Music and Connection | Official Trailer | MasterClass” on YouTube
This is exactly what I mean when I say Musicians are Magicians. Listen to the whole video.
I’ve lost music expression of late because I’m obsessed with our incorrect cycles of time. Cosmic time is perfect. The cycles sprocket exactly and that has to do with math.
I suppose I have yet to bridge art and science in my own DNA, in my own mind because I feel science has gotten so much wrong, especially about the body that has caused too much suffering.
I’m not bored. Something will push through in the patterns that will be another epiphany and I’m sure it will have to do with sound which is music. Music is always evolving which is why it’s good to break out of the classical box and grow into jazz. Many classical players need to do that.
Thursday Reading-Yellow 11 Spectral Human
Earth Frequency
Coronal Holes: 05 Jan 23
There are no significant coronal holes on the Earthside of the sun. Credit: SDO/AIA.
Aw shucks…it’s all good. Nothing to fight here.
3D Astrology and 4D Tzolkin Time
The flow of time is center, right, up, and counter clockwise to the bottom. 4D is opposite of a clock. Clocks are mechanical death, slavery, money, patriarchy and error. DNA with multiple dimensions IS LIFE, female leads, genders BALANCE in power. There is no dominance.
We’re looking for the day when authoritative women who teach are not considered tyrannical but leaders equal to authoritative men who are not considered tyrannical. Tyranny indicates violence and for the most part men have that problem, not women.
The 5gforce to level up 3 and 4D is Yellow 3 Star.
“I activate in order to beautify. Bonding art I seal the store of elegance with the electric tone of service. I am guided by the power of free will.”
In the physical body evolution is focused on the thorax above the navel, left and right, (digestion) the right neck flesh, the right foot flesh and tone 11~3 pulse affects the HIP JOINTS.
- The Sun forms a trine to Uranus today, promoting changes and encouraging us to embrace the new. (4D antipode)
- Unique or unconventional opportunities might emerge. An original approach to life is appealing and works to our benefit. This transit can detach us just enough from a situation to move forward. We might make some exciting discoveries, and our willingness to take a few creative risks and experiment may be the key to success. We’re ready to embrace new plans and get rid of dead-weights.It’s a time to celebrate the unusual or non-traditional.
- The Moon continues its transit of communicative Mercury ruled Gemini until 9:15 AM EST, when it moves into soulful, protective Cancer. (Our Mercury 4D Hidden Wisdom)
- The void Moon continues today until the Moon enters Cancer at 9:15 AM EST.
From cafeastrology.com
Musicians are the Magicians on The Planet, as well as other Artists.
Time is Art. Time is DNA. We are Art or creators as Time.
My son’s father Dave, White 4 Self-Existing Wizard was a wild pianist like this; jazz and classical. Not at concert level like she is but he could have been. He didn’t like the attention. But he did play that Beethoven piece that Gould plays almost that good.
I’ll never forget the night I went out to the jazz club Speak EZ here in G.R. on Sunday night and one of his so-called best friends called him a freak, to my face. Dave wasn’t there but he was still alive. He died December 29, 2015. Alex talks about him often. He’s here with us. He took so much sh.. for being excellent.
He wasn’t a freak. He just practiced has ass off, in the room where my office is now. He just worked hard to point of being pegged “a jazz mercenary”. I work hard too as a Healer but I keep to myself around here. Unfortunately, I can’t find my music right now. I’m not sure why.
Franz Liszt Was born in 1811. He Was a Star Back Then
He had huge hands and was tall and was very odd and eccentric. His music is really great. Put headphones on and listen to this, imagining that you are at the outer edge of our solar system on Uranus. This music will transport you. It’s exceptional.
He is considered to be one of the most prolific and influential composers of his era and remains one of the most popular composers in modern concert piano repertoire.
The link
After 1842, “Lisztomania“—coined by 19th-century German poet and Liszt’s contemporary, Heinrich Heine—swept across Europe.[32] The reception that Liszt enjoyed, as a result, can be described only as hysterical. Women fought over his silk handkerchiefs and velvet gloves, which they ripped to shreds as souvenirs. This atmosphere was fuelled in great part by the artist’s mesmeric personality and stage presence. Many witnesses later testified that Liszt’s playing raised the mood of audiences to a level of mystical ecstasy.[33]
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Franz_Liszt
He was White 11 Spectral Wind. This kin never fits in but people listen even if they don’t want to. His antipode is Yellow 11 Human. Being White Wind they are speaking from Aquarius principles. He was born a Libra Sun which likely made him a social lite at parties in Austria in his day.
I know he was popular but his eccentricity didn’t mind offending.
He died on White 3 Wizard so there is great synchronicity with the 3~11 pulse making it occult. During his life, Blue 3 Storm was his Hidden Wisdom (his mother) but in his death he went to Blue 11 Hand to HEAL his life on earth which for him, was very difficult. Perfect.
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Time is DNA 