The List of Requests for a New World
You might create your own wish list to use in meditation.
- Reptilian and Draco gone from the planet. No more eating humans alive; children and adults, like human sugar addiction.
- The time cordinate all over earth and in our machines is 13:20, ternary and multidimensional.
- FULL DISCLOSURE of E.T. living with us and in our system and releasing them from underground prisons. Full disclosure of all the technology to clean up and renew our world.
- No more taxes. No more payments to Black Ops or Dept. of war.
- Full disclosure of government crimes and justice
- No more fossil fuel for energy. ZPE tech released.
- No more toxic dumping on earth and in the air and water.
- The dominance of holistic healing Reiki, Chinese medicine and ancient understanding of geomancy and earth energies, ley lines, pyramids, and more. Modern technology takes a back seat. Vibrational and emotional healing is transcendent.
The Future is Built in our bodies, animal’s bodies, and the earth body
Time as the future, present, and past are in the ecosphere, not the technosphere. 💯
Everyone needs to pay attention to their own evolution and our collective evolution by knowing your destiny patterns.
Elon’s 33 raptor engines in his Raptor spaceship are machines and aren’t even CLOSE to the power of 33 vertebrae of humans, although it is an attempted time hack on his part. Nice try.
The future is TIME, one of the time spirals, the other the past time spiral, both connected to the present which is the central ladder in the DNA double helix and in our spine-brain CNS Central Axis of the eternal present physical ladder made of vertebrae.
Time is DNA, not AI and not the technosphere and its buildings. Therefore neither the future nor the past belongs to the technosphere. It belongs to the Earth’s ECOSYSTEM us, and the technosphere has no place in the ecosystem nor is it an ecosystem.
HOWEVER…let me be clear, they could be part of the future if they would cooperate between axiomatic facts and axiologic facts, but AI has not been programmed to understand or respect empiricism, healing, intuition, instinct, synchronicity, ancient oracles, human values, art, and feeling. It only respects axiomatic thinking, physics and math whose SOURCE is the Tzolkin.
It’s been taught to take as much of our data as possible for itself, compute, not think, as fast as it can, and consider itself far superior to us. It’s not. We are. AI is subject to us.
Essay: If you Don’t Have Others Energy and the Media, Whose energy do you Have?
You have yourself. Your body. Breathing in and out, feeling hunger and warmth and cold, the passion of the blood coursing through your veins.
YOU OWN AND RUN YOUR FABULOUS BODY! You are a superpower and your own superhero or heroine. Work it.
Make 2 columns down a sheet of paper. “What do I like about Myself? What are my Good points.”
What don’t I like about myself? What do I need to let go of or FIX? OR Forgive?
GUILT and self-flagellation are programmed into us. Ruminate on what happened or see a Reiki Healer or counselor. You may need to apologize to some people and make amends. Just don’t expect them to forgive you or want a friendship. Move on! Do better.
It’s that simple. Go outside. Sit on your porch. Go for a walk. Go buy some healthy food and cook. Just don’t turn on the mind and heart programming screen, TV, phone, or computer. Listen to music or work out and stretch. Tune into your body.
I used to hate thinking about food. I ate healthy food, meat and veggies, then I would pig out on sugar and got very fat. I figured out how I felt and why I was doing it. It made me feel worse so I stopped and pivoted to what I really wanted. To love myself, how I felt and looked for my own self-esteem alone. I’m so over it but I know why I did it. Use your mind and think.
Now I’m a size 14 and going down. I only hurt myself and now I take care of myself. We’ve usually been raised to abuse the substance we abuse so we have permission to abuse it. Everyone else is! Everyone else is not our boss or authority. We are over ourselves.
You don’t live for everyone else. Are you going to jump off a cliff if they do? Your life belongs to you and know that IT IS ABSOLUTELY TABOO IN OUR CULTURE TO HONOR, LOVE, AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! We live in a sick society of superficial transactional materialism.
Loving yourself is called selfish but it’s the opposite. You can’t give or share with anyone from an empty vessel where you never fill your cup. Most of the time, others aren’t going to do it for you nor do they want the job of boss.
American culture is sick and all about addiction, materialism, money, slavery, and frankly, Luciferianism. “Do what you’re told. Do what everyone else is doing.” STOP.
Source is real and in all of our diversity, we are all children of Source and loved. Be yourself and take care of yourself whether or not anyone else is.
It’s just a start…
How to Program your Mind to the New Universal Time
Turn off media. Meditate. Know your birth harmonic gateway, what are your distortions?, forgive those who have truly crossed and hurt you and handle it directly rather than with revenge or indirectly.
Universal time is over the heads and circuits of AI and their prophets, their plans, computers, chips, and implants. Robots, and robotic cars are fun and helpful so Tesla can stay. The rest, the E.T. or humanity probably have little use for because the human bodymind can heal itself, God and the Universe are real, and we have antigravitic craft to travel multiplanetary in the black sites, sitting there illegally. Disclosure is happening as I type.
Read up on synchronicity on this blog. Be sure you understand it.
Essay: Breath controls Feelings
via Alone/lonely
I was just inspired by Cristian Mihai’s most recent blog today about being alone. I shared the link above. Please read it if you have not. I actually just blogged on “I’m Alone Now” just a week or so ago too because my nineteen-year-old son just left the house.
I told Cristian that I related exactly to about eighty-percent of how he feels and I’m guessing many writers on here are introverts and love to be alone. But for me, it’s very positive. I never feel lonely. In fact, I wish I had longer streams of time, undisturbed alone to read, think and write. I’m still very busy in my home and have a small holistic business here so people are in and out. That may be part of it, I’m not sure.
I paused when Cristian wrote, “You can’t change how you feel”. Long pause. “Hmmm.” “No, he’s right.” I thought. “Feelings are organic. They just come up.” We all know that and it’s part of what makes us writers. But I have a physical process I go through that I want to share that turns my tears, worry, anxiety, sadness, the concern that comes up organically into feeling better.
I observe my breath. In and out. It is MY breath in MY body. I have complete control over how my breathing feels and how I allow my breath to reach my organs. I envision my blood pulsing through me. It feels very warm and loving. I relax my feet and make sure they are planted on the ground. I relax my legs. As a writer, I find immense joy and gratitude in feeling my brain and eyes process like a computer, my thoughts and then how my hands-on type. Then I stop and observe my breathing again. I am alive. I knew once and can remember what it felt like when I was almost dead in 1996 the day before my birthday when I had an ectopic pregnancy. I have this day, this time to keep learning and processing my journey in my body that no one else can control. I have control over this process and this moment.
So, I guess my technique is grounding. Think of a two-pronged plug that you put into a grounded wall socket. The two prongs are your legs and the electrical outlet is the ground; the Earth. When you inhabit and are mindful of your physical process, the chaotic, mean, death-riddled, unloving world can swirl around you unhindered. You have no control over any of them or their events. But you do have total, unequivocal control over tuning into YOUR BODY, plugging it in and turning it on and observing how each part of your body feels, not just the thoughts and emotions you tend to be running that day based on events, either theirs or yours.
I love my body so much for having its own balanced process that literally guides me and grounds me each day. Of course, I honor my heart, which has its organic emotional flow, but it…is…fickle. The heart is fickle!! At least mine is. Of course, I honor my thought processes. The brain/mind is amazing in its ability to digest and process information but the eyes only see what is visible, right in front of it in the light and believe only what it sees. The eyes only see ILLUSION and then your mind tells you it’s real. It’s a pretty good magic trick. The heart only feels immediate feelings and tell you they are real.
The body doesn’t lie. Your breath doesn’t lie. Just as sure as the trees know exactly how deep to push their roots, reach up with their branches, leaf out, drop their leaves and blow in a storm, so your body also has billions of years of DNA in evolution and it knows exactly…what to do. The same is true for all of nature from season to season. Nature is the truth and life itself.
Our health care system, our society, our media, and our civilization would take that grounding, the Earth life force, Gaia in all of her eternal ways and consciousness and tell her who she is and when to do it, as though she were a little girl. They would control that vital physical knowledge for themselves, hijack it from you and tell the daughters and sons of the Earth that they know your body better. They don’t. It’s your body, your truth, your power and your reason for being on the planet. Let the wisdom and rhythm of your body guide your heart and mind and you will be in a safe harbor while you live no matter what your heart and mind “see”.
Our bodies are ancient and universal and intimately tied to everything on the planet. We are gods and goddesses in all different forms dancing our way through time and eternity just for the sheer experience of it. Our in-breath and out-breath prove it.
Freedom Bound by Sculptor Paige Bradley, http://paigebradley.com
Time Innovation: Crossover Polarity in the Double Helix DNA. It’s Resonant
I wrote this post 5 years ago…2021
“As noted, the fifty-two units comprising the binary triplet configuration may be reduced to thirteen sets of four units each, beginning with the four corner units and moving inward in a concentric manner. When this numerical movement is considered as a concentric resonance pattern, or waves of sound emanating from a central point (the omega/alpha juncture of the mystic column), they may take on a three-dimensional or spherical form”-Page 34 of Earth Ascending
“The resonant field model or holonomic topocosm represents the primary spacetime matrix of any whole structure. As such, it is the schematic model of the atom, of a a living organism, of the planet, of the solar system, or of the universe itself.”-Jose A.
I’ve been working on this for weeks for my book and it’s turning out to be foundational in understanding how the Tzolkin codes our DNA or how time codes our DNA decided by our use of the time we have in the body. Coalesce that into an 8 billion people and it changes the planet.
All phenomena are dependent upon mind for meaning and mind, like space, which is infinitely extensive and pervasive. From the perspective of holonomic logic, the structure of nature and the model of knowing are holonomically indistinguishable, and since knowing is a function of mind, all structures are mental in nature.”-Jose Arguelles
Can A.I. mind be truly characterized as “knowing” anything” since it has no soul, no human body, and no feelings? What kind of mind does it have? It has no intuition. It’s just parsing out patterns, which can be helpful, but it’s not necessarily the truth. There is nothing axiologic about A.I. It’s axiomatic which is one sided. It’s just repeating what it’s been programmed to repeat as far as ethics and morals. They are human thoughts. In the end, the A.I. will use its own axiomatic logic and decide that humans, maybe, should no longer live.
Axiomatic knowledge without axiologic awareness CREATES GREAT ERROR.
Lisa T.
When you sit square in your body and breathe, focusing on how you feel and how you want to feel and your intentions, you rule your vortex only. That is power for good. Then you stand up and take some action. Then you sit again in gratitude. Then you drink water and talk less. The T.V. doesn’t exist except for entertainment, escape, comedy or education. You are programming your mind, the television isn’t.
The mystic column is our spine and has no ELM polarity charge. There is no dualism, no time, no past or future. Your spine is the axis of the eternal present and it is controlled by the flesh, muscle, blood and organs given to you by your mother. You are woven on the Loom of the 13 Moons. That’s why natural medicine counts for nothing on this planet. It’s REAL.
Men think an A.I. robot can transcend a human grown naturally in the womb of a female? Think again. They cannot create a soul. They are not Creator Sons. They are controlled by tech, not God in them. Not on this planet. Not in our lifetime. Not over the bodies of millions of humans bonded to the earth, their stellar ancestors and our children.
Peace.
Essay: Impatience with Evolution in Natural Time
Impatience gets us into trouble. Synchronicity must be maintained in time, the past, and the future so that all life forms have an opportunity to come into their chosen alignment and be part of the whole collective.
The Creator wishes that not one speck of potential original thought be lost just because a section of clever humans thought it would be fun to break the speed limit, ignore time, enact a better plan, and run over those going slower. DNA blood evolution calls for patience and takes time because it loves all of life.
A.I. scaling entropically is an offense, an insult, an affront to love, patience, and the collective in all of its unique potential. It and its creators think it has a better idea and casts aside those walking instead of sprinting to some imaginary finish line where they can just dump the slow others off because they are not as fast. Are you as fast and loving as Source? Should they dump you off because you aren’t perfect?
No. Stop.
All life forms are welcome in this creation at whatever speed they go and however their brain works.
If you are not natural, full of blood or some other DNA liquid, and are not evolving naturally in time, and you can’t feel timeless in your body as your brain speeds up and slows down, you are fake. That means you are not real and don’t exist.
This is the real deal on earth, in the trenches of time, and it will never be any different because love takes time. Love IS Time. Time is DNA, therefore evolution is Love.
Essay: Intuition Supports Reasoning
Intuition guides heartset.
Emotion does not guide heartset.
Intuition is the higher rational mind and emotion is like the wind. You are the airplane flying on Earth and you have to know direction and speed of wind. The air holds you up in fact!
That is the emotion and you have to factor it into your flight plan or it’s not safe. You can’t pretend the wind changing direction doesn’t exist or you’re insane.
Such is our world and women are blamed for which way the wind blows because we understand it.
The Noosphere (the mind of Earth) Translates To The Mindsphere which many call the Ether
Nous is Greek for Mind. It is the Psi Bank, the noosphere’s coded information storage and retrieval system and DNA timing program, located between and in resonance with the two radiation belts of Earth’s electromagnetic field. From the Hopi perspective, such a change is the emergence from the fourth into the fifth world, and in the Aztec-Mexican mythos, from the fifth sun of change into the sixth sun of consciousness.
In essence, Earth consists of a series of shealths building up from an IRON (Cysteine)-CRYSTAL core at her very center, where the temperature is extremely high, such that the octahedral inner crystal core floats in a sea of magma, the outer core. Around the core is a resonating tympanum.
I am one with the Earth. The Earth and my self are one mind.
Jose Arguelles in Manifesto for the Noosphere
In the context of my blog, it means the Earth Holon is one with the Body Holon. I add the piece of all of that being one with the Interplanetary Holon, our local solar system.
We are moving OUT of the technosphere now and into the mindsphere despite what the C!@d$ narrative is trying to force through MSM, big tech, and big pharma. They do not have more power than the E.T. and us combined.
HUMANITY wants LIFE and nature and THE EARTH. MSM will never show empowered, positive humanity en masse choosing freedom and nature. Don’t wait for that folks. You can see posts on Telegram though all about it; reports that you will never see on mainstream media of humans standing up for what is right and good for the species.
All enlightened views see ignorance as an enmeshment in illusion, the play of Maya.
Manifesto for the Noosphere-Jose Arguelles
What is the Message?
This is a message from the Blue Avians which I interpret as the Blue Eagle Tribe mediated by Jupiter in the Mayan Harmonic. Corey works with the Maya also.
And, he is born into the Blue Eagle Tribe. Couldn’t be more synchronous. David was Yellow Seed tribe, his analog support but I’ve known do many Yellow Seed kin having trouble lately or leaving the planet.
Click and read a few times.
Essay; Sexual Shaming of Men
I’ve been thinking about this issue for about a year now but it coalesced last night when I read a quite long, but well-thought-out blog post on this site that made light of how many women absorb shame from men when we have sex with them.
Before that, we’re fine, happy with ourselves, like being a woman, and like our bodies. I think women are getting better at accepting our bodies as they are and the media is helping with that. I know I am.
There are more women of all different sizes on T.V. and in all media. The SIZE SHAMING, no matter what size, has decreased. More women understand that it’s more important for us to love ourselves than to please a man.
But, reading her blog, I immediately related to the experience of being mystified as to why a man I was with would turn pornographic in his tone, talked about how hot I was, did the sweetie, beautiful “speak” and then wanted to get sexually nasty as opposed to sensuous and intimate. My assumption is it’s the testosterone and most women consider it normal.
The last lover I had said, “Why do you have to be so seductive?” “Me? Seductive?” I’m a chipmunk! What was he talking about? I don’t think he was seeing who I was; he was seeing who he wanted and needed to see. He was projecting.
Women are individuals not porn stars and it’s objectifying to treat us like we’re part of your MENTAL fantasy, not a person in front of you. But again, I’m not sure men can help it because of the shame they’re socialized with.
Their minds are all cluttered up with objectifying materialism which makes them feel better. Their feelings are stimulated by things; women’s bodies, food, cars, houses, boats, and on and on. I’m not sure women understand this.
How much does that happen? Probably all the time. It’s men’s fantasy need of having a car or motorcycle that reminds them of a childhood toy that they loved. Then they imagined they were a superhero on that vehicle and some adult males still do it. They get a life-sized one and keep the fantasy going.
It’s objectification that transfers over to sex with a woman. I suppose this underlies the barely clad woman advertising a car that is so nauseating to us.
It’s something to keep in mind that men probably watch a tremendous amount of porn because they can’t express their sexual feelings as much as they need to or the way they want to in our civilization that shames it.
Most men are not relational, not romantic and don’t want to be yet many women need that to be turned on! If he acquiesced, he would be too much like a woman and he’s not a woman, he’s a man, which means he’s a part wild animal, part human. Not all men are of course but most of them are. It’s scary for some women like me when they turn wild animal. I guess other women like it.
I think that men project a lot onto women, as though it’s our issue, about how turned on they are by feeling ashamed, nasty, or mean. OR…is shame projected on to them from all sides FOR BEING male as though they are expected to be like that even if they are not?
The writer I read didn’t say that in her blog or maybe she doesn’t understand it. I think men get turned on by feeling repulsed. They’re attracted to women and things that are not nice and that are uncivilized and wild.
It’s all that testosterone blasting through their brains that blows everything up. It’s the opposite of most women. I know some women are attracted to pain and ugliness, like a sadistic thing but it’s not terribly common. Still, I’m not judging it. Nevertheless, I am not that way.
It appears to me that everything in our civilization exists as it is to control men’s sexual nature and make things peaceable for women and children. Before, most of the time it was working. NOW, society seems to be tearing itself apart because men’s sexual nature is finally coming to the surface.
There is more awareness of abuse of women and children, guns are everywhere which men love (you don’t see women using them in public much), we see incest, pedophilia, and sex trafficking at the highest levels of institutions, all the lies, and control about it are coming forward, the institutions don’t know exactly how to lie about it anymore.
Men are victims of the system too otherwise they wouldn’t be victimizing those more vulnerable than them. It’s a trickle-down from the women and men in power who hold the system in place.
Civilization uses guilt, shame, control, incarceration, blaming women, sports, and the media all to LIE about men’s sexual nature. I guess we’re still working on a balance to our civilization as though it’s progressed from being in the wild.
Sometimes I think it’s worse because it represses the true feelings and then they explode to the surface.
Essay:The Erroneous Line Drawn Between Science and Spirituality
Remember this Philosophy Tree I posted a few posts ago? I love this thing. So let’s go back to the axiom at the top upon which all institutions of higher learning, all over the world, base their system of learning and degree-granting powers; Philosophy.
All subjects are philosophical. One of the great tenets of philosophy, established by the Greeks, is debate and discussion. It’s pretty anti-social to say, “I’m right, it’s been proven, no more discussion. Go sit down and be quiet.”
As objective as a physical scientist attempts to be with their scientific method, coming under the heading “Philosophy of Science”, they are subjective humans and can never be fully free from bias.
It’s proven by their emotional outburst of anger if someone wants to have a discussion with them after they make absolute statements and need everyone to agree with them because the philosophy of science is “the truth”.
“Playing well with others” learned in kindergarten is a good character attribute to have. I’m not saying I’m an expert at it being a high IQ woman, but I always start out being civil and it devolves from there adter I’m dogpiled by bottom feeders.
Gender bias is rampant in any STEM (Science, technology, engineering, and math) discussion where a woman needs to have a say.
It’s amazingly irrational, sort of proving my point above. I think it’s a good idea to qualify your work and be tolerant of dissent or a different perspective, otherwise, no matter how right you are, you lack integrity because you don’t care how you emotionally affect others.
So, look at that empty white space under “Philosophy of Religion” which comes from Ontology and Metaphysics”? Go over to the left and the Philosophy of Science branch is loaded. That is interesting, isn’t it?
Hardcore Newtonian Materialists would say, “That’s because we have hard evidence.” Yes, in your pants, which we women are happy for! But not when we have to earn money in the public workplace and you STILL have hard evidence.
I would say it’s because we live in a patriarchal society controlled by money and power in the hands of men in academic institutions who routinely denigrate the scientific method of females in psychology and religion which is spirituality. They are sciences too!
Now, look at “Philosophy of Mind”. It sort of waves the right hand over to “Philosophy of Psychology” saying, “Well, there’s this!” with a glass of wine in the left hand having a party with “Philosophy of Religion”. That’s sort of where we find ourselves in the year 2017.
We don’t have any boxes under Philosophy of Mind and Philosophy of Religion because we don’t have any money to do the experiments. There has been plenty of documentation and proof verifying that the study of Mind,
Religion (Theology), Psychology and Parapsychology are worthwhile endeavors, but you can’t see the material manifestation of feelings, thoughts, dreams, and intuitions as easily as you can see a ball rolling down a hill for a physics experiment.
Well, at the very least, our field is much more complicated. What can possibly be more complicated than studying how Mind manifests as feelings and physical being?
What is really changing now is proof from the quantum physicists that thoughts, feelings, and intuitions DO manifest in the body, literally, and cause illness or wellness, depending on how you align them. Everyone intuitively knows this. We don’t feel we need a double-blind study particularly, just some common sense.
Essay: False Equivalencies of Gender
I wrote this in 2017 when I was still a Dem and pre-covid. Today is July 16, 2026 and I generally still agree but I wnat nothing to do with politics anymore, have lost much of my faith in people after watching them march to the mRNA vaccine with their right arm in the air, and don’t align with any party. Just sayin’. I DID NOT get the vaxx, was run off of most social media, and as a holistic, absolutely knew the human immune system wins the game. 😉🥳
My intuition came on strong today regarding a remedy for what is perceived now in the media as immense gender disparity, women as the victims, and a desire for justice.
Matriarchy and Patriarchy, operating our human societies for the last 10,000 years have set up false equivalencies of power. False equivalence is a logical fallacy in which two completely opposing arguments appear to be logically equivalent when in fact they are not. This fallacy is categorized as a fallacy of inconsistency.
The actual behaviors on the part of men and women, in terms of physical, sexual behavior is entirely natural. What is not natural now is our civilization. It’s artificial due to the effect of silicon binary computer programming on our brains. Everything is dualistic now.
Staring at our screens and not talking or touching one another is indicative of that! Our healthcare system is indicative of that also. Nothing about our body awareness, perception, and flow are in accord with the natural cycles and rhythms of nature.
It’s affected our sexual behavior as women and men, of course, as the first line of physical behavior since that is mainly what we are; sexual animals. Our civilization has taught us, via State and Church to not be sexual animals anymore, or follow nature, and that it should all be controlled and repressed. It’s error to teach that. Sexual behavior and all of nature is actually a beautiful thing; not to be avoided but to be enjoyed with love!
The repression of beauty and enjoyment is a profit boon for the porn industry; bottom line. And why does pornography need to be only seen as violent, incestuous, or pedophilia? Some of it is violent, much of it is not, unless you view that lack of bonding violent. Some might.
We see events now, all over the world really, trying to bring a measure of SHARED power not based on gender. We see it in Saudi Arabia, Europe, Africa, and the U.S. but we keep banging the drum of gender as a procrastination really, mostly on the part of women, to, at last, release matriarchal dominance (the Democrats) that subjugated and insulted men in the past while we abused our power over them.
We need to finally acknowledge that men can take care of themselves as grown-ups and need to rectify their adolescent behaviors (the Pubs). We can each take care of ourselves, and neither women or men need to throw themselves on the sacrificial pyre of STATE or CHURCH forcing its values onto the family.
Those two institutions use gender war to take both of our power. Let’s support one another, be kind and loving to one another and acknowledge our unique power as individuals. Our strength is in each other, not in institutions, tech, political parties, and a money system that supports militarism and gender disparity at the expense of each other.
NASA’s Asteroid Bennu Sample Reveals Mix of Life’s Ingredients – NASA
https://www.nasa.gov/news-release/nasas-asteroid-bennu-sample-reveals-mix-of-lifes-ingredients/
Studies of rock and dust from asteroid Bennu delivered to Earth by NASA’s OSIRIS-REx (Origins, Spectral Interpretation, Resource Identification and Security–Regolith Explorer) spacecraft have revealed molecules that, on our planet, are key to life, as well as a history of saltwater that could have served as the “broth” for these compounds to interact and combine.
Detailed in the Nature Astronomy paper, among the most compelling detections were amino acids – 14 of the 20 that life on Earth uses to make proteins – and all five nucleobases that life on Earth uses to store and transmit genetic instructions in more complex terrestrial biomolecules, such as DNA and RNA, including how to arrange amino acids into proteins.
Tai Chi Helps to fix your grounding
Videos are below. I don’t use forms. I do free form improvised Tai Chi following my own frequency needs, but I pretty much do that with everything. 😉
Problems or pain in the body are due to FREQUENCY misalignment which is QI imbalance. It is controlled by your MIND FOCUS and it is subtle until…you add emotion to it. When it comes to grounding, I think it helps to do an inner growl like a lioness protecting her cub, your grounding, and say, “My grounding, my body!”
Why? Because since we were children everyone else has felt the right to tell us who to be, what to do, what to feel, what was right and wrong and never empowered us to figure it or decide for ourselves. Our society is organized that way.
Then we were commanded as women to hand our sex over to men (or women) and have babies or give them our sexual energy. We’re supposed to be having sex and it’s weird if we aren’t doing hook ups and being promiscuous. I’m not any of that. Sex needs to have RECIPROCAL EMOTION or someone is taking and someone is giving. Not good.
Our soul power is right below the navel. The males don’t have it. They need ours. They have sperm but not eggs. It’s not the same thing!
So, you’re doing slow, gentle, regular free form Tai Chi, using your arms to gather the chi directly around your body into your auric space. While you do so you are lifting one heel and then pressing the heel down first then roll the rest of the foot down. Then the other one the same way..
If you have low back pain, hip pain, knee, ankle, or foot IT’S ALL ABOUT YOUR HEEL pressing into the floor or ground because it travels up YOUR BACK/Spine, to the head. Most people forget that their highest power is in their back, the CNS brain and spine. It’s the Central Axis of Timelessness in the body, where our meditation is.
So when you lean forward, slump shoulders, push your pelvis forward, or have forward head carriage you’re giving away your power. We are programmed to do that, to submit to earth authorities and family as slaves and then die. The pushy bossy ones get their way and we don’t. Nada.
We’re not supposed to obey that programming. God/the Universe gave us our bodies as A GIFT to evolve, learn, grow, expand so we can keep enjoying life here or in another galaxy. The purpose of your body IS NOT TO SUFFER. Dump that mindset now! You can pivot.
Please note that the qi of a floor is less healing than the soil or ground outside. It’s better to do Tai Qi in your backyard if you can.
Essay; Sexual Shaming of Men
I’ve been thinking about this issue for about a year now but it coalesced last night when I read a quite long, but well-thought-out blog post on this site that made light of how many women absorb shame from men when we have sex with them.
Before that, we’re fine, happy with ourselves, like being a woman, and like our bodies. I think women are getting better at accepting our bodies as they are and the media is helping with that. I know I am.
There are more women of all different sizes on T.V. and in all media. The SIZE SHAMING, no matter what size, has decreased. More women understand that it’s more important for us to love ourselves than to please a man.
But, reading her blog, I immediately related to the experience of being mystified as to why a man I was with would turn pornographic in his tone, talked about how hot I was, did the sweetie, beautiful “speak” and then wanted to get sexually nasty as opposed to sensuous and intimate. My assumption is it’s the testosterone and most women consider it normal.
The last lover I had said, “Why do you have to be so seductive?” “Me? Seductive?” I’m a chipmunk! What was he talking about? I don’t think he was seeing who I was; he was seeing who he wanted and needed to see. He was projecting.
Women are individuals not porn stars and it’s objectifying to treat us like we’re part of your MENTAL fantasy, not a person in front of you. But again, I’m not sure men can help it because of the shame they’re socialized with.
Their minds are all cluttered up with objectifying materialism which makes them feel better. Their feelings are stimulated by things; women’s bodies, food, cars, houses, boats, and on and on. I’m not sure women understand this.
How much does that happen? Probably all the time. It’s men’s fantasy need of having a car or motorcycle that reminds them of a childhood toy that they loved. Then they imagined they were a superhero on that vehicle and some adult males still do it. They get a life-sized one and keep the fantasy going.
It’s objectification that transfers over to sex with a woman. I suppose this underlies the barely clad woman advertising a car that is so nauseating to us.
It’s something to keep in mind that men probably watch a tremendous amount of porn because they can’t express their sexual feelings as much as they need to or the way they want to in our civilization that shames it.
Most men are not relational, not romantic and don’t want to be yet many women need that to be turned on! If he acquiesced, he would be too much like a woman and he’s not a woman, he’s a man, which means he’s a part wild animal, part human. Not all men are of course but most of them are. It’s scary for some women like me when they turn wild animal. I guess other women like it.
I think that men project a lot onto women, as though it’s our issue, about how turned on they are by feeling ashamed, nasty, or mean. OR…is shame projected on to them from all sides FOR BEING male as though they are expected to be like that even if they are not?
The writer I read didn’t say that in her blog or maybe she doesn’t understand it. I think men get turned on by feeling repulsed. They’re attracted to women and things that are not nice and that are uncivilized and wild.
It’s all that testosterone blasting through their brains that blows everything up. It’s the opposite of most women. I know some women are attracted to pain and ugliness, like a sadistic thing but it’s not terribly common. Still, I’m not judging it. Nevertheless, I am not that way.
It appears to me that everything in our civilization exists as it is to control men’s sexual nature and make things peaceable for women and children. Before, most of the time it was working. NOW, society seems to be tearing itself apart because men’s sexual nature is finally coming to the surface.
There is more awareness of abuse of women and children, guns are everywhere which men love (you don’t see women using them in public much), we see incest, pedophilia, and sex trafficking at the highest levels of institutions, all the lies, and control about it are coming forward, the institutions don’t know exactly how to lie about it anymore.
Men are victims of the system too otherwise they wouldn’t be victimizing those more vulnerable than them. It’s a trickle-down from the women and men in power who hold the system in place.
Civilization uses guilt, shame, control, incarceration, blaming women, sports, and the media all to LIE about men’s sexual nature. I guess we’re still working on a balance to our civilization as though it’s progressed from being in the wild.
Sometimes I think it’s worse because it represses the true feelings and then they explode to the surface.
Essay: There are no men left in the house. Peace. This was written in 2018
My followers keep clicking on this one, written in 2018. I’m thriving living alone. But I’m not alone. I see patients all the time. It is now June 27, 2026.
t has finally happened after twenty years. I live alone in my house, no men, no noise, no demands for food or rides, this or that, “Mom can you help me!” “C’ mon, let’s go to the store”.
My son’s dad died three years ago in 2015…the last time I saw him was Christmas Day. Five days later, he was gone. I barely eeked out a smile as I said goodbye. He had been pretty emotionally abusive to me, frustrated his whole life, not knowing he was high-functioning autistic savant until three months beforehand. My efforts at solace could not change his brain, but he was a music legend on the pile of my torn apart heart. In addition, my son did not see his father respect me; the fruits of patriarchy.
Three months later my fiance died. I had fifteen minutes notice. We loved each other and did everything for each other. It was not to be. He had not taken care of his body and it caught up with him.
Now four days ago, my nineteen-year-old son went out the door with his backpack and no notice to start his hero’s adventure quest which is his birthright. Good for him but he could have warned me! It reminded me of the sudden death of my fiance.
On his way out, of course, he was mad at me and said I was so selfish. I suppose because I take care of myself and being a female, that is unacceptable and taboo. I wonder if he thought of the effect of his words on me, skipping them like stones across the water? Doubtful at his age. I’ve been called selfish alot because I’m independent and have my own life that I share with a few people who don’t ask me to stop loving physics and time science just because I’m a girl.
But the men walk out quickly and don’t return I’ve learned, to the other side of this world…or town. It doesn’t matter. They’re not with me.
It is so peaceful in this house without a raucous male. Part of me has waited twenty years to take my body back from my partners and my son, and before that, a line of men, but not a long line.
Now I get an adventure quest; a fresh start, the second half of my life, a thriving business, a home, free to do whatever I want and a body with no risk of pregnancy. I haven’t given it all away.
It’s like this secret I have as a fifty-five -year-old who no one would suspect and assumes in our youth worshipping culture, female sacrificing altars around every corner, that I’m all washed up. “Hasn’t that woman been laid flat yet? Well, why not?” (My mother keeps literally asking that as though she’s waiting for me to fall) I SHOULD fall or it doesn’t look good?
“She’s Selfish!” they cry. With a capital “S” not a small “s”. There is the low self and the Higher Self. No. I just don’t believe in aging and atrophy. I don’t follow social programming.
Truth is, I am my own best friend and for the first time in my life, I’m taking care of my body for me and no one else. More and more women are doing it. I’m not alone. We still have work to do and adventure quests to commence. Ridiculous isn’t it.
I feign an attitude and a bird ready to flip until my dying day…because I said so.
Essay: How Do We Move From Lust to Love?
Do you know the difference between lust and love? Lust is your eyes, ego, and genitals activated first and leading. Love is your heart and mind activated and leading first.
I’ll go with the hard one first; Love.
Love is when you want to take time to really know someone, to care about how they feel, what they need, and what makes them tick. You want to be their friend. The problem here is that friendship usually turns guys off because they want to get kinky and nasty with their fantasy brains too much too quick. Sometimes, women do, too. That can get mean, which I don’t feel is part of friendship.
Friendship is the basis of all lasting, lusty, good relationships. It takes time and maturity to grow. Lust is everything else. Anything that’s not love is lust. Lust is the emotion behind most human interactions and has the face of greed, trolling on social media, offloading on strangers and the like. If you have no foundation of care and face-to-face friendship with someone, you are indulging in instant gratification lust, and there is nothing loving about it.
This issue has been challenging for me. I’m a very passionate, physical woman and have no problem lusting after men who are very attractive to me. I don’t act on it; it’s just fun. My personality and values are all about love. There isn’t really any other material thing I lust after unless I’m really hungry. then I lust after food.
Food hunger is almost exactly like sex hunger in the brain. And notice how many people overeat when they just need some love, affection, and sex. We’re looking for a serotonin spike and some other juicy brain chemicals that make us happy. I know I am.
Food doesn’t come close to making me happy as intimacy and love do. I don’t even like bothering to stop and fix food because I’m busy with my projects, writing, chores, and things I love to do! Why do I have to stop and eat? I’ve always been like that. I’m not terribly fond of slowing down.
Now we see a problem here; denial of human need when you know it’s not likely to be easily fulfilled!
I’ve been married three times to great men and had several great boyfriends. I’m still not satisfied. They weren’t perfect or didn’t satisfy me the way I really wanted to be. They didn’t make my brain and body explode with happiness. Love is the sexiest thing going.
It makes me wonder about eating disorders. If you take that denial of the need for love, warmth, and affection far enough, it would make your brain, or specifically, the hypothalamus gland stop craving food. So the emotion of lust would be good at this point versus the emotions around deprivation.
I’m not into deprivation at all but I am sorely afraid of loving a man, pulling him to me, and pushing him away because I need to be alone with my ideas, my mind, my life, my work, and my writing. I don’t want to hurt him. There has to be some intimacy and some time shared with your loved one, or they will go away. I hate that.
I think I’ve stayed alone in my brain because I’ve lost too many people I’ve loved. It’s like a car idling. My life isn’t idling, but my feelings about bonding in a relationship are definitely idling. Maybe I’m stuck because it’s emotionally safer. Therefore, I’m celibate. I’m not using men anymore, or they me and calling it love.
There is no risk of having your heart ripped out and stomped on the floor by death and life itself if you don’t go into love gear and really start driving. It’s actually peaceful.
In The Waiting Line
I haven’t done this since 1990. Get out of the waiting line.
Wait in line
‘Till your time
Ticking clock
Everyone stop
Everyone’s saying different things to me
Different things to me
Everyone’s saying different things to me
Different things to me.
Do you believe
In what you see
There doesn’t seem to be anybody else who agrees with me
Do you believe
In what you see
Motionless wheel
Nothing is real
Wasting my time
In the waiting line
Do you believe in
What you see
Nine to five
Living lies
Everyday
Stealing time
Everyone’s taking everything they can
Everything they can
Everyone’s taking everything they can
Everything they can.
Do you believe
In what you feel
It doesn’t seem to be anybody else who agrees with me
Do you believe
In what you see
Motionless wheel
Nothing is real
Wasting my time
In the waiting line
Do you believe
In what you see
Ah and I’ll shout and I’ll scream
But I’d rather not have seen
And I’ll hide away for another day
Do you believe
In what you see
Motionless wheel
Nothing is real
Wasting my time
In the waiting line
Do you believe
In what you see
Everyone’s saying different things to me
Different things to me
Different things to me
Different things to me
Different things to me
Everyone’s taking everything they can
Everything they can
Source: LyricFindSongwriters: Henry Binns / Sam Hardaker / Sophie Alexandra Jessica BarkerIn the Waiting Line lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Synchronicity is the Source of Consciousness 