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Essay: False Equivalencies of Gender


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I wrote this in 2017 when I was still a Dem and pre-covid. Today is July 16, 2026 and I generally still agree but I wnat nothing to do with politics anymore, have lost much of my faith in people after watching them march to the mRNA vaccine with their right arm in the air, and don’t align with any party. Just sayin’. I DID NOT get the vaxx, was run off of most social media, and as a holistic, absolutely knew the human immune system wins the game. 😉🥳

My intuition came on strong today regarding a remedy for what is perceived now in the media as immense gender disparity, women as the victims, and a desire for justice.

Matriarchy and Patriarchy, operating our human societies for the last 10,000 years have set up false equivalencies of power. False equivalence is a logical fallacy in which two completely opposing arguments appear to be logically equivalent when in fact they are not. This fallacy is categorized as a fallacy of inconsistency.

The actual behaviors on the part of men and women, in terms of physical, sexual behavior is entirely natural. What is not natural now is our civilization. It’s artificial due to the effect of silicon binary computer programming on our brains. Everything is dualistic now.

Staring at our screens and not talking or touching one another is indicative of that! Our healthcare system is indicative of that also. Nothing about our body awareness, perception, and flow are in accord with the natural cycles and rhythms of nature.

It’s affected our sexual behavior as women and men, of course, as the first line of physical behavior since that is mainly what we are; sexual animals. Our civilization has taught us, via State and Church to not be sexual animals anymore, or follow nature, and that it should all be controlled and repressed. It’s error to teach that. Sexual behavior and all of nature is actually a beautiful thing; not to be avoided but to be enjoyed with love!

The repression of beauty and enjoyment is a profit boon for the porn industry; bottom line. And why does pornography need to be only seen as violent, incestuous, or pedophilia? Some of it is violent, much of it is not, unless you view that lack of bonding violent. Some might.

We see events now, all over the world really, trying to bring a measure of SHARED power not based on gender. We see it in Saudi Arabia, Europe, Africa, and the U.S. but we keep banging the drum of gender as a procrastination really, mostly on the part of women, to, at last, release matriarchal dominance (the Democrats) that subjugated and insulted men in the past while we abused our power over them.

We need to finally acknowledge that men can take care of themselves as grown-ups and need to rectify their adolescent behaviors (the Pubs). We can each take care of ourselves, and neither women or men need to throw themselves on the sacrificial pyre of STATE or CHURCH forcing its values onto the family.

Those two institutions use gender war to take both of our power. Let’s support one another, be kind and loving to one another and acknowledge our unique power as individuals. Our strength is in each other, not in institutions, tech, political parties, and a money system that supports militarism and gender disparity at the expense of each other.

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Essay: Subject-Object in Life


Today is July 7, 2026. I wrote this in 2018 as a newly single woman. I LOVE this post. I had a take on women and men’s roles that is unique. We just need to love each other and not be a subject or an object. 💕

I’m on this planet to act, not be acted upon and that’s not selfish. It’s what we all need to do; act on behalf of ourselves in our own lives so we can unconditionally give to one another.

Remember diagraming those sentences in school? Subject, verb, object. “What is the subject of the sentence and how does it act (the verb) on the object?”

There is much hoopla made of women being sexually objectified but when these issues come up, I always try to think about it intuitionally as well as rationally because it’s so easy to stereotype based on gender.

It is widely observed that males do tend to be the subject of most movies, books, sporting events, commercials, anchors on the news, utility companies, Presidents, and CEOs. The male perception of things does, in fact, run the planet. That’s patriarchy.

But does that mean that men are never objectified? Think about the system of patriarchy a second. Patriarchy is about usage and consumption. It’s about money, power, death, and oppression, control and victory at any cost. There isn’t much good about it. I’d say there is nothing good about it. In a system such as that, militarism, monetary debt, toxic waste, pathological lying, corrupt government leaders and religion are rife. It doesn’t do much good on the planet. But both women and men shore up patriarchy by accepting their roles of subject-object, rarely reversing them. They could reverse them, or in a loving partnership, both of them are subjects and never objects. So, in that scenario, isn’t it reasonable to assume that:

“Patriarchy eats everything”; Subject/verb/object. Men are consumed as well by the monster. They, in turn, are taught and expected to consume woman.

No one escapes and no one wins really. That means men are objectified too by the system as being set up over and over again as the subject of every last, damn, thing. They are, after all, most of the millions dead from two World Wars. Just watch TV with pen and paper and make two columns Male/Female and make a vertical slash every time you see a woman, every time you see a man and watch the men’s column pile up. That’s not a good thing for men or for women. It’s unbalanced! I personally wouldn’t want all that focus. It’s too much pressure.

When women are portrayed on TV they are rarely if ever portrayed as subjects or the ones acting first in the sentence. If they are it’s as a conniving wench, a bitch, a sweet mother or a nurse. Patriarchy doesn’t allow for women to be portrayed as a strong subject; a female lead. Hillary Clinton did that and she was crucified. The message, “Women, don’t ever try to be the subject of the sentence in the United States of America.”

I’ve had too many men say to me, “You just want attention.” My response, “No, I’d just like to be the subject, not the object being acted upon by you most of the time.” But somehow, I doubt most women even know they’re the object being acted upon. They take it for granted that it is their role because they follow system dictates unconsciously. The media and the church do the brainwashing.

For the first time in my life, living in the house I own, I am the subject of my own life and I am able to give focus and make each of my patients that come here the subject in my office. I started out my physical life as a child being extremely objectified by my parents, then school, then college, then my parents literally threw me to a Chicago curb when I was eighteen like so much garbage, then men, on and on for half of my life. Women are not seen or known or even wanting to be known by anyone as people! But are men either? They have that subject role to carry around all the time like a rock in a backpack. Not even our other women friends who are too busy being objectified by their families that define them, want to spend time with me.

Well, in my house, “The patient receives therapy from me.” Subject/verb/object. I guess I’m a pronoun in my office. That’s just fine because I’m the subject of my life for the rest of the time because I have important work to do and I’m doing it.

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Essay; Sexual Shaming of Men


 

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I’ve been thinking about this issue for about a year now but it coalesced last night when I read a quite long, but well-thought-out blog post on this site that made light of how many women absorb shame from men when we have sex with them. Before that, we’re fine, happy with ourselves, like being a woman, and like our bodies. I think women are getting better at accepting our bodies as they are and the media is helping with that. I know I am. There are more women of all different sizes on T.V. and in all media. The SIZE SHAMING, no matter what size, has decreased. More women understand that it’s more important for us to love ourselves than to please a man.

But, reading her blog, I immediately related to the experience of being mystified as to why a man I was with would turn pornographic in his tone, talked about how hot I was, did the sweetie, beautiful “speak” and then wanted to get sexually nasty as opposed to sensuous and intimate. My assumption is it’s the testosterone and most women consider it normal. The last lover I had said, “Why do you have to be so seductive?” “Me? Seductive?” I’m a chipmunk! What was he talking about? I don’t think he was seeing who I was; he was seeing who he wanted and needed to see. He was projecting. Women are individuals not porn stars and it’s objectifying to treat us like we’re part of your MENTAL fantasy, not a person in front of you. But again, I’m not sure men can help it because of the shame they’re socialized with. Their minds are all cluttered up with objectifying materialism which makes them feel better. Their feelings are stimulated by things; women’s bodies, food, cars, houses, boats, and on and on. I’m not sure women understand this.

How much does that happen? Probably all the time. It’s men’s fantasy need of having a car or motorcycle that reminds them of a childhood toy that they loved. Then they imagined they were a superhero on that vehicle and some adult males still do it. They get a life-sized one and keep the fantasy going. It’s objectification that transfers over to sex with a woman. I suppose this underlies the barely clad woman advertising a car that is so nauseating to us.

It’s something to keep in mind that men probably watch a tremendous amount of porn because they can’t express their sexual feelings as much as they need to or the way they want to in our civilization that shames it. Most men are not relational, not romantic and don’t want to be yet many women need that to be turned on! If he acquiesced, he would be too much like a woman and he’s not a woman, he’s a man, which means he’s a part wild animal, part human. Not all men are of course but most of them are. It’s scary for some women like me when they turn wild animal. I guess other women like it.

I think that men project a lot onto women, as though it’s our issue, about how turned on they are by feeling ashamed, nasty, or mean. OR…is shame projected on to them from all sides FOR BEING male as though they are expected to be like that even if they are not? The writer I read didn’t say that in her blog or maybe she doesn’t understand it.  I think men get turned on by feeling repulsed. They’re attracted to women and things that are not nice and that are uncivilized and wild. It’s all that testosterone blasting through their brains that blows everything up. It’s the opposite of most women. I know some women are attracted to pain and ugliness, like a sadistic thing but it’s not terribly common. Still, I’m not judging it. Nevertheless, I am not that way.

It appears to me that everything in our civilization exists as it is to control men’s sexual nature and make things peaceable for women and children. Before, most of the time it was working. NOW, society seems to be tearing itself apart because men’s sexual nature is finally coming to the surface, there is more awareness of abuse of women and children, guns are everywhere which men love (you don’t see women using them in public much), we see incest, pedophilia, and sex trafficking at the highest levels of institutions, all the lies, and control about it are coming forward, the institutions don’t know exactly how to lie about it anymore. Men are victims of the system too otherwise they wouldn’t be victimizing those more vulnerable than them. It’s a trickle-down from the women and men in power who hold the system in place.

Civilization uses guilt, shame, control, incarceration, blaming women, sports, and the media all to LIE about men’s sexual nature. I guess we’re still working on a balance to our civilization as though it’s progressed from being in the wild. Sometimes I think it’s worse because it represses the true feelings and then they explode to the surface.

 

 

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Essay; St. Valentine BeHeaded


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TRUTH…

Here’s some romance for you…

Valentine’s Day is actually a Catholic Feast day of St. Valentine. He was a Catholic martyr of course, and as it says below, he was beaten with clubs, beheaded, buried at night in secret, and dug up by his followers.

His crime was voicing his dissent at the Romans because the young men were forbidden to marry young women. Instead, the Romans made it a priority that young men become soldiers for their wars. You know, “Make war, not love”, the opposite of what the hippies said in the ’60s, “Make love not war.”

Well, sex, reproduction, gender balance, honoring nature, loving and taking care of the body, those are women’s values. The Romans were busy making sure patriarchy, the rule of men globally came to the fore.

Working-class men became fodder for capitalism, the military-industrial complex, materialism, the draft, and war. Ya know…mach glory men don’t cry, here take your beatings. WOMEN NEVER AGREED TO THAT TREATMENT OF MEN. The institutions of church and state did that to men to give you transcendent power, not us. The Romans started it and it continues today in modern society. Ah, the glory of sacrifice and blood.

If men had been allowed to fulfill their role by nature in balance with women they would have been taught and allowed to love women, love, and care for their own body, value being a father, learn the values of monogamy, not polyamory, and find balance between the work they loved and the family they loved. Men have been used and mistrated by patriarchy as much as women have. You probably won’t get a feminist to admit that which is why I am not one. Please note that.

That’s all been ripped apart for men and by association, women.

Men are used as much by the system that oppresses them as they oppress women. The system uses men to keep women down and I doubt the men even know it.

The historical proof of this is in the life of St. Valentine who advocated for Love between women and men and was killed for it by The State.

Patriarchy has brainwashed men into believing that they are not to love women, not to FEEL anything, that women aren’t to be trusted, and their highest destiny is in aligning with the powers of church and state. The truth is, we’re called and made to love each other. Roman society killed that.

The birth of misogyny and the failure of gender equity is what Valentine’s Day is really commemorating and it is as Okoto Enigma says, “An apocalypse of Love”.

Women continue to directly suffer for it by lack of loving bond in sex with men if we’re straight. Also, not being paid the same amount of money for the same quality of work. So not only are we deprived physically and emotionally but monetarily as well.

Thanks for trying St. Valentine but the arrow is still stuck in our hearts.

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Essay: There are no men left in the house. Peace. This was written in 2018


My followers keep clicking on this one, written in 2018. I’m thriving living alone. But I’m not alone. I see patients all the time. It is now June 27, 2026.

t has finally happened after twenty years. I live alone in my house, no men, no noise, no demands for food or rides, this or that, “Mom can you help me!” “C’ mon, let’s go to the store”.

My son’s dad died three years ago in 2015…the last time I saw him was Christmas Day. Five days later, he was gone. I barely eeked out a smile as I said goodbye. He had been pretty emotionally abusive to me, frustrated his whole life, not knowing he was high-functioning autistic savant until three months beforehand. My efforts at solace could not change his brain, but he was a music legend on the pile of my torn apart heart. In addition, my son did not see his father respect me; the fruits of patriarchy.

Three months later my fiance died. I had fifteen minutes notice. We loved each other and did everything for each other. It was not to be. He had not taken care of his body and it caught up with him.

Now four days ago, my nineteen-year-old son went out the door with his backpack and no notice to start his hero’s adventure quest which is his birthright. Good for him but he could have warned me! It reminded me of the sudden death of my fiance.

On his way out, of course, he was mad at me and said I was so selfish. I suppose because I take care of myself and being a female, that is unacceptable and taboo. I wonder if he thought of the effect of his words on me, skipping them like stones across the water? Doubtful at his age. I’ve been called selfish alot because I’m independent and have my own life that I share with a few people who don’t ask me to stop loving physics and time science just because I’m a girl.

But the men walk out quickly and don’t return I’ve learned, to the other side of this world…or town. It doesn’t matter. They’re not with me.

It is so peaceful in this house without a raucous male. Part of me has waited twenty years to take my body back from my partners and my son, and before that, a line of men, but not a long line.

Now I get an adventure quest; a fresh start, the second half of my life, a thriving business, a home, free to do whatever I want and a body with no risk of pregnancy. I haven’t given it all away.

It’s like this secret I have as a fifty-five -year-old who no one would suspect and assumes in our youth worshipping culture, female sacrificing altars around every corner, that I’m all washed up. “Hasn’t that woman been laid flat yet? Well, why not?” (My mother keeps literally asking that as though she’s waiting for me to fall) I SHOULD fall or it doesn’t look good?

“She’s Selfish!” they cry. With a capital “S” not a small “s”. There is the low self and the Higher Self. No. I just don’t believe in aging and atrophy. I don’t follow social programming.

Truth is, I am my own best friend and for the first time in my life, I’m taking care of my body for me and no one else. More and more women are doing it. I’m not alone. We still have work to do and adventure quests to commence. Ridiculous isn’t it.

I feign an attitude and a bird ready to flip until my dying day…because I said so.

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Eber Townsend (1760-1822)


Here is a bit of ancestor time travel. I’ve got my whole family tree done and there’s some crazy synchronicity in there. We are definitely born into the birth family best suited to us to keep learning.

He was in the 7th Regiment NY Militia in the American Revolutionary War. He was 15 in 1775 and 17 at the time of this war and survived the war. My grandfather Eber Townsend fought here.

Capture of Fort Ticonderoga, May 10, 1775.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Van_Alstyne%27s_Regiment_of_Militia

His birthday is not on here. I might have his tombstone image. His death day ends up being Yellow 3 Sun, 3rd day into the very pivotal White 1 Mirror 13-day cycle.

Robert Townsend was my cousin. John was his father. Henry Townsend was his brother, my grandfather.

John Townsend arrived in Oyster Bay in 1661 and he died there in 1668. There is a marker for him in Fort Hill Cemetery in the village of Oyster Bay. John was my uncle. Henry was his brother, my grandfather. Together, they wrote the precursor to the the First Amendment to the Constitution, Freedom of Religion.
https://en.wikipedia.org
John Townsend (Oyster Bay) – Wikipedia

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People have a right to walk the destiny path in dark or light


Remember that the DETAILS of how you play out the script of your destiny is completely yours but the lessons and people you run into are not. That is synchronicity. Meaning when you come upon a destiny event or person in time, it can go either way, it’s your choice. We are not controlled.

So, honoring those destructive choices in others, especially people we love breaks my heart. My sister is an active alcoholic, always has been, and it’s effect on my 85 year old mom and me is very sad. It has to be one othe most heartbreaking ever.

This is my oldest sister who I adored as a little kid. She was a great person and looked out for me as a teenager. Then it stopped. She had to party. I was born sober and I had to explore. It’s not in my brain to do drugs.

When someone we love walks a different path than us, yet we were close, it’s a ripping of “what could have been”. What could I have known better that I’ve missed now? I had no control over her choices. My mom thought she did and turned into a serial codependent. I left and went ahead with my life.

Those who walk in dark and self-destruction are still held in grace by God. I really believe that. They will go to their souls rest and wake to a new lesson, a new place to continue their destiny. 💔🙏

“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”

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Forced Family Inheritance in European Countries…


I asked for an image of a white European dynastic ruling class, created by this law and the caste system of immigrants on the other. That’s THE TRUTH in Europe and WP image program responded:

I can’t create imagery that depicts racial segregation or a “white-only” ruling class, but I can help illustrate themes like social inequality, class divide, or immigration tensions in a neutral way if you’d like.-Open AI who obviously has a problem with the historical truth.

But it could create a fake image of American Presidents being all black. Why is there so much denial about bias in culturalism in Europe and in America? Because we have different perceptions of God and the Natural Order and freedom. That’s why our ancestors came here. I would guess that they would perceive themselves as safeguarding the white culture with this law and the silly idealistic Americans as a threat to it by having even-handed laws which aren’t even liberal enough for our left! They want NO LAWS.

Then the Europeans allow in anybody from anywhere illegally to do the jobs of the lower classes. They can’t rise above the European dynastic families because of this law so that is their agenda? I’m guessing. Neither are they required to assimilate as they are in America. But there is no law here that you have to give up your culture if it is lawful. Our laws rule the land, as it should be.

Read this below and note how you feel about it as an American. Please comment.

😳😳😳 Say what? Who knew? This law is Draco-Reptilian to its core. Blood Memory, primordial mother, survival, the right blood foot.

Forced heirship (also called “reserved portion,” “legitimate,” or “compulsory share”) is the core legal concept in Europe that aligns with “family dynasty inheritance.”

It mandates that a fixed portion of a deceased person’s estate must pass to specific close family members (typically children, and sometimes spouses or parents), limiting the testator’s freedom to distribute assets freely via a will.

😯😑🤨

Does this fit into our discussion on here about the limits on birth family influence when it comes to personal destiny? YES. 🫡God bless America.

Explanation
Purpose: These rules stem from civil law traditions (influenced by Roman and Napoleonic law) (Time warp much? 🙃) aimed at protecting family members from disinheritance and ensuring wealth stays within the immediate family. They prioritize “family protection” over individual testamentary freedom.😜


How it works: A portion of the estate (the “forced” or “reserved” share) is automatically allocated to protected heirs. The remainder (the “disposable” or “free” portion) can be willed freely. Protected heirs can challenge a will that violates their reserved share.


Common features:
  -Applies especially to children/descendants (strongest protection).
  – Spouses often receive shares (varying by country).
  – Can include monetary claims (e.g., a “compulsory portion” value) rather than specific assets.
  – Varies by number of children (e.g., more children = larger reserved total).
– Contrast with common law: Countries like England & Wales, Ireland, and (to some extent) Nordic systems emphasize testamentary freedom—you can generally leave assets to anyone (with possible family provision claims in the UK). Forced heirship is typical of civil law jurisdictions.

These laws can hinder “dynastic” wealth concentration outside the core family but support family continuity by guaranteeing shares to heirs. They often complicate cross-border estates (e.g., for expats owning property abroad), leading to the EU Succession Regulation (Brussels IV, 650/2012), which allows choosing the law of nationality in many cases—but public policy exceptions in some countries can override this.

Which European Countries Mandate It?
Forced heirship (in varying degrees) applies in most continental European civil law countries. It is not a strict mandate in common law or some Nordic/Eastern systems.

Strong/Strict Regimes (significant reserved shares, hard to avoid):
–France: Children get 50% (1 child), up to 75% (3+ children). Spouses not automatically protected.
– Spain: At least 2/3 to children/descendants (regional variations, e.g., stronger in some autonomous communities). Prioritizes descendants over spouse.
– Italy: Reserved shares for spouse, children, and (sometimes) parents.
– Germany: Compulsory portion (*Pflichtteil*)—at least half of the intestate share for children and spouse.
– Switzerland: Compulsory portions for descendants and spouse (reformed in 2023 to increase flexibility).
– Portugal, Belgium, Greece, Malta: Similar protections for children and spouses.

Moderate or Present in Some Form:
– Many other EU countries (e.g., Austria, Poland, Netherlands in limited ways).
– Eastern Europe and Nordics: Often less strict or more flexible.

Limited or None (Testamentary Freedom Dominant)
– United Kingdom (England & Wales, etc.): No forced heirship, but family members can claim under the Inheritance (Provision for Family and Dependants) Act if not reasonably provided for.
– Ireland and Denmark: Outside or opt-out aspects of EU rules; greater freedom.
– Scotland has some “legal rights” for spouses/children but is more flexible than continental systems.

Key Notes:
– Rules can differ for movable vs. immovable property and apply based on habitual residence, nationality, or asset location.
– For cross-border cases, the EU Regulation helps, but countries like France and Germany may apply public policy overrides to protect forced shares.
– Advice: Always consult local lawyers for estates involving Europe, as details (percentages, who qualifies, waivers) vary and change.

This framework balances family protection with some estate planning flexibility but often frustrates those seeking to build or direct wealth freely across generations.

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Stellar Species: The Big Plan to Unite with Aliens (UFO Disclosure) Dr Steven Greer


There will be no peace on earth or with the E.T. as long as the men and patriarchy still go unchecked on earth and have no balance of power and leadership with women.

Lisa T.
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Time Innovation: What is a GAP Kin or a Galactic Activation Portal in the time Harmonic?


Here is this info. again, first published in 2020.

I think it’s literally the backbone of the DNA so it’s part of the binary configuration in 3D or as we see our body given to us by our parents when we look in the mirror. They are the node points of our LIGHT BODY.

The Dreamspell book says it’s the 52 point gateway to galactic consciousness. It’s our consciousness in our body which is unified with all dimensions. There are 52 galactic gateways in the Tzolkin in thirteen sets of paired occult kin called quartets (BASE PAIRS!). Everything I’ve seen with DNA movement is occult or adds up to 14. These are the green squares in the center of the Tzolkin.

The sum of the tones of the thirteen quartets is 364 or thirteen moons as the pattern on the Harmonic Index. It is known as the loom of the thirteen moons.

The picture on the left shows how the base pairs or GAP kin pull the double helix together. The base pairs are amino acid nucleotides that makes up each harmonic family. In DNA, the sugar involved in making the backbone that the double helix spins around is deoxyribose.

The double helix moves by centripetal and centrifugal force. Centripetal force directs an object in an INWARD curved circle like the push go-rounds in the park. Centrifugal force directs an object in an OUTWARD curved circle which just curves it the other way. They are two sides of one coin just like yin-yang-light-dark, the double helix and million other examples. Our world is made up of these two forces acting against each other and in fact, it starts in the womb where the mother and the fetus are competing against each other for survival, literally. I just read an article on it yesterday.

There is nothing romantic about pregnancy if you know the facts. The fetus is a usurper that the mother is allowing to feed off of her. If her body didn’t want to allow that particular fetus to grow she would unconsciously miscarry according to nature. The woman’s body does it automatically if there is a misalignment.

It’s also the case that our closest relations are actually our most immediate rivals. In fact most sexual and physical abuse happens in the birth home. International human trafficking has gotten a lot of attention lately for good reason but why in the world did these kids get away from the attention of their parents to be kidnapped and then trafficked?

Negligence. Unwanted, untended children in families is a big issue that no one talks about and has funded an international slave trade that has brought down governments in the last two years.

Don’t think for one second that sex and unwanted pregnancies are no big deal. In fact, it controls the planet. This is the price women pay for not taking control of their own bodies over the exploits of men and lawmakers. We could!! No one has the right to tell a woman what to do with her body and her pregnancy. It’s NATURE! Men can’t possibly monitor nature in a woman’s body. Only she can and she should.

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Exploring Gender Identity: Insights from Maya Spirituality


The White Wizard Tribe, the Goddess Ixchel

I’ve worked with the Maya Oracle for thirty-four years. The Tiamat karma from Red Serpent~White Wizard Tribes tends to dominate the time movements. We had to come to Earth as refugees from that awful mistake. Red Serpent, also known as Reptilians, are widely known to have created our current patriarchy. Ixchel was the Mayan Jaguar goddess who provided analog support. She’s the only goddess I’ve seen in the tribes. The other 19 are gods, as far as I know.

This is a deeply ancient stuff and unconscious in most human minds. The automatic servile attitude and easy manipulation of many women toward lonely men comes from these ancient habits. Females are actually the dominant species on the planet, and it’s plain to see. Yet both men and women are complicit. They use the second-class citizen status against humanity as a collective. They bitterly complain about each other. Both suffer. All suffer when power is not shared with women as women and men as men. This happens instead of us wishing to biologically pretend to change our sex/gender.

All men and women are both male and female already in our genetics, minds, and in our souls. It’s not difficult to already look like the opposite sex because we are already both. So what! In most cultures, an individual reaches a shamanic state when they consciously acknowledge the female aspects within their body. They also recognize the male aspects. Are we really rejecting of shaman, healers, and lightworkers that we have to dismember their sex? Probably.

This is error-celebrating Earth, after all. People love to be wrong and feel they must convince others they are right… like a dictator. I’m just sharing my researched hypothesis and informed opinion. I don’t need anyone to agree with me.

What’s the real issue with the Red Serpent/Red Dragon abuse and the blood sacrifice of the Maya? We know that male dominance patriarchy was seeded on Tiamat because they filled themselves with nanites. Now it’s possibly ending the existence of those two kin. That is major for the Tzolkin lineup, but maybe it’s meant to be.

The transgender movement is phenomenally superficial to me when it comes to sex truth. Do they think that by cutting off an organ and pushing hormones, it will DELETE the opposite sex in them? The white coats are taking advantage of it. It’s an irrelevant issue whose superficial approach is wracking up money for sick care.

All of nature thrives on the fact that IT IS BINARY, + and – charge, female and male. Can life really become non-binary or non-dualistic? You can’t get rid of a positive or negative charge in atoms. You can’t get rid of them in people either because we are made of atoms. Nor can you get rid of time and the left and right sides of the body.

You have to incorporate, balance it, and expand it!! Women need to feel their male piece with their female piece and expand it. Males need to feel their female piece with their male piece and expand it. Why do you hate it? People need to examine that in light of their parents and trauma in childhood.

Dismembering the body is a regrettable mistake if you do it. It shows an unbalanced mind wishing to kill the male or the female. Or kill your father or kill your mother. Now, we are dealing with an Oedipus complex and Electra complex. Feel free to Google it. Books are written on the subject.

Trump is making grand, broad stroke statements about making it a law that only two sexes exist. That’s not necessary. Nature manifests mostly female and male evolution. But he can’t legislate gender expression without offending the First Amendment right to free speech. I do not support that.

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Gender Balance in the Maya Oracle


I’ve worked with the Maya Oracle for thirty-four years. The Tiamat karma from Red Serpent~White Wizard Tribes tends to dominate the time movements because we had to come to Earth as refugees from that awful mistake. Red Serpent or Reptilians are widely known to be the authors of our current patriarchy, and Ixchel was the Mayan Jaguar goddess who is the analog support. She’s the only goddess I’ve seen in the tribes. The other 19 are gods, as far as I know.

This is a deeply ancient stuff and unconscious in most human minds. The automatic servile attitude and easy manipulation of many women toward lonely men comes from these ancient habits. Females are actually the dominant species on the planet, and it’s plain to see. Yet both men and women are complicit and use the second-class citizen status against humanity as a collective to bitterly complain about each other. Both suffer, all suffer when power is not shared with women AS women and men AS men instead of us wishing to biologically pretend to change our sex/gender.

All men and women are both male and female already in our genetics, minds, and in our souls. It’s not difficult to already look like the opposite sex bc we are already both. So what!In most cultures, when an individual has conscious awareness of both female and male IN THEIR BODY already, they are shamanic. Are we really rejecting of shaman, healers, and lightworkers that we have to dismember their sex? Probably.

This is error-celebrating Earth, after all. People love to be wrong and feel they must convince others they are right… like a dictator. I’m just sharing my researched hypothesis and informed opinion. I don’t need anyone to agree with me.

What’s the real issue with the Red Serpent/Red Dragon abuse and the blood sacrifice of the Maya? We know that male dominance patriarchy was seeded on Tiamat because they filled themselves with nanites. Now it’s possibly ending the existence of those two kin. That is major for the Tzlkin lineup, but maybe it’s meant to be.

The transgender movement is phenomenally superficial to me when it comes to sex truth. Do they think that by cutting off an organ and pushing hormones, it will DELETE the opposite sex in them? The white coats are taking advantage of it. It’s an irrelevant issue whose superficial approach is wracking up money for sick care.

All of nature thrives on the fact that IT IS BINARY, + and – charge, female and male. Can life really become non-binary or non-dualistic? You can’t get rid of a positive or negative charge in atoms, so nor can you in people because we are made of atoms. Nor can you get rid of time and the left and right sides of the body.

You have to incorporate, balance it, and expand it!! Women need to feel their male piece with their female piece and expand it. Males need to feel their female piece with their male piece and expand it. Why do you hate it? People need to examine that in light of their parents and trauma in childhood.

Dismembering the body is a regrettable mistake if you do it and evinces an unbalanced mind wishing to kill the male or kill the female. Or kill your father or kill your mother. Now, we are dealing with an Oedipus complex and Electra complex. Feel free to Google it. Books are written on the subject.

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Matrescence and the Maya


Have you heard of matrescence? My new patient just hipped me to it because it’s her job is to know all about it and to be of service to new mothers.

In short, just as adolescence describes a teenager’s passage into adulthood, matrescence describes a woman’s transition into motherhood and all the psychological and physical change that comes with it. It begins during pregnancy and continues after the baby is born.

https://integrisok.com/resources/on-your-health/2018/september/matrescence

Check out the link above.

This ideology merges with Maya, the mother birthing the child through the DNA matrix into the illusion of time as time itself. Our families literally EMBODY the future and the past as our own bodies do from side to side. Then, the timelessness is down the center.

I asked her if she thought the impact of the father on the baby in utero was equal to the mother, and she said yes, the studies show that. This is a disconnect in our culture. My husband was definitely equal to me as far as impression on Alex, and he wanted to be and was. And I wanted him to be. I was so grateful for that after he died when Alex was 16.

What about the guys?

There is also patrescence. Children have as much of the father’s DNA as the mother, but of course, her body makes the baby. Still, if the father stays next to her, his vibe is picked up by the mother the whole time, so his frequency also makes the baby.

https://nayacare.org/blog/do-fathers-go-through-patrescence/

I was just texting with my patient and she had never heard of patrescense. I hadn’t either. I just thought of the word because I know most men are as bonded and interested in their children as the mother’s are, and googled it, just now. Some maybe more if the mother is mentally ill, and there are plenty of mentally ill women just as there are men.

It’s too easy in our patriarchal society to leave men out of the nurturing circle or push them out because they need to “man up” and make the money per TRADITION? Patriarchal doesn’t mean dominant men. It means that ELITE MEN, and a couple elite women, USE men and women for profit and worse for POWER to enslave humanity. They do it by creating a stressful planet that pits people against each other based on gender, perceived racial and cultural differences, false time and on and on.

I’m going to be frank as usual. This is absolute B.S. and creates a tremendous imbalance for the child and for the household. Nor did it occur in my household because I valued school and intelligence as a woman. I had an identity, ambition, and an ego of my own that needed support, and my husband did support it. My mother raised me that way. I know that’s not the case for many married couples, but it was for us, and I believe, or hope, our son benefitted.

It is still taboo for a woman not to need or want objectification for power over a man’s lust and use him to get money and babies but not really love him at all. I believe this is still lost on most people and we are still in the aftereffects of a tremendous evil that has been foisted on humanity by world governments that are secretly controlled by…The ICC and other nefarious E.T. groups. But that’s a big secret and not in the GOD MEDIA narrative yet.

My question is, to what extent do the Red Serpent and White Wizard tribes have a story to tell here about how this imbalance between the genders came about? Because father’s are equal to the mothers in creating a sacred family that is being ripped apart in our society as we speak with piles of gender confusion. My Red 9 Serpent patient is looking for that needle in a haystack. These women just walk into my office to help with our time travelling quest here. Where is the FATHER in Maya?

It’s a good thing the E.T. shut down the nukes. I’m grateful for that at this point.

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A Powerful Example of Family Synchronicity


Grandma Harriet (had the dream) far left and her son, my Grandpa standing behind. Uncle Greg standing next to him, My dad and mom with me on Mom’s lap third from the left, Grandma Lucille on the far right standing and sister Laurie on my Aunts lap. (Both of them are Yellow 13 Seed and both of their sons are Yellow 10 Sun! Karma.)

I need to create an app that calculates this for people. But they might be too scared to know the truth. I see that a lot. Or they think it’s magic but it’s just nature. Reiki is the same.

You have to have accurate birth and death dates of all of your family members, especially grandparents. The ancestry apps provide all of that and they have the official records to prove it.

Remember that the past and the future are ONE in your DNA strands and they swirl around the eternal NOW in your body. So when it comes to ancestors, they aren’t just from your past, they can reincarnate as your children or grandchildren or even further out, or around the family tree.

This was precipitated by my Mom sending a text with a copy of the obit of my two great grandmothers which appeared the same day in our local paper in 1931. Then a couple of days ago Mom said, “I have to call you and tell you what I overheard Grandma Harriet say to my Mother when I was a little girl”. Mom was raised on a farm in Orangeville, IL. I was born in Freeport, IL and lived in Chicago in my twenties.

She overheard my Grandmother say, “I had a dream last night and an angel came to me. Me and Clarence (Grandpa, her husband) were in the dream and the angel said, the pendulum will swing to you and then to him.” That was it. She was standing in the kitchen and told my maternal grandmother (Red 11 Serpent who heads up my inverse harmonic) this and mom overheard it.

These are my maternal grandparents, passed on now; Red 13 Serpent and Blue 2 Storm. They were jovial, very social people, and well-known in my hometown. They were very disappointed that I hadn’t become an opera star. No thanks. I never do what is expected of me. I do what I want to do.

I am on ancestry to research synchronicity so I dialed them right up. These were my 2 greats grandmothers, the mothers of my great grandma and grandpa who were married (Harriet and Clarence Molter).

2 Greats Grandma Luettig

  • B.-4/16/1871 shares my birthday and is 12 Skywalker. She was called a Pow wow doctor and worked on animals.
  • D.-11/11/1931, White 8 Wind. My mother-in-law passed on this gateway also and lived at 1111 Brownwood in G.R. So she lived at 1111 and died ON 1111. And her son, my husband Dave, died on my gateway, 13 Skywalker in 2015, and his memorial was on our anniversary 2/14/16.

2Greats Grandma Schrieber-Molter

  • B.-8/26.1856 as White 12 Dog
  • D.-11/9/1931 on Yellow 6 Sun. Notice they died within 2 days of each other in 1931 so this was the SECOND pendulum swing the angel spoke of in my Grandma’s dream.
  • This is my Great Grandma Harriet’s 5GForce and also my mom’s brother, my Uncle Greg’s birth gateway; YELLOW 6 SUN. Grandma Harriet was the one who had the dream and my Mom’s grandma who she grew up with and was fairly close to. So this was my mom and her brother Greg’s Grandma.

The gist is, both my Great Grandma Harriet and my Uncle Greg were in my Mom’s mind last night when she told me this and sent me the text because TODAY is Yellow 8 Sun, Grandma Harriet’s birth gateway with my UNCLE as the 5GForce…TODAY!

The dimensional pulsing is real and our ancestors are with us in the present. They are in our minds and bodies as our DNA in all dimensions. The dimensional matrix is real and I’ve been tracking it for over 30 years. Nothing surprises me anymore.

The blessing for me is I had tremendous gratitude this morning for the experience and memory as a child of constantly being around scads of family on both sides (Mom and Dad). My extended birth families were vast and when we had family reunions, the Townsends would be hanging from the trees. It was truly a blast. Now at 60, living in a different state, I never really feel alone with those memories and will be going to visit Mom and my sister in Illinois in May. It’s all good.