Saturday; Seeing Synchronicity Between the Past and the Present


Cysteine, Tyrosine, Phenylalanine, Arginine, and the Stop Codon.

Blood memory as primodial mother, reflection and refraction, finding synchronicity between the present and the past, being challenged to lighten up and be creative, and Christ Consciousness providing wisdom.

Consciousness is a State of Matter…


https://medium.com/the-physics-arxiv-blog/why-physicists-are-saying-consciousness-is-a-state-of-matter-like-a-solid-a-liquid-or-a-gas-5e7ed624986d

“In 2008, Tononi proposed that a system demonstrating consciousness must have two specific traits. First, the system must be able to store and process large amounts of information. In other words consciousness is essentially a phenomenon of information. (DNA DOES!)

And second, this information must be integrated in a unified whole so that it is impossible to divide into independent parts. That reflects the experience that each instance of consciousness is a unified whole that cannot be decomposed into separate components. (THE TZOLKIN)

Both of these traits can be specified mathematically allowing physicists like Tegmark to reason about them for the first time. He begins by outlining the basic properties that a conscious system must have.

Given that it is a phenomenon of information, a conscious system must be able to store in a memory and retrieve it efficiently. (mRNA and DNA)

It must also be able to to process this data, like a computer but one that is much more flexible and powerful than the silicon-based devices we are familiar with.” (DNA SEQUENCING)

abstract technology science concept DNA binary on hi tech blue background

Essay: We Meditate in Order to Focus. Our Thoughts are Seeds


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The Facts of Evolution Overstep Fate and Destiny


I’ve bothered to bring ancient wisdom and systems of organizing and seeding DNA on Earth down to the molecular level because of free will guiding evolution. The attribute of free will is manifested by the Yellow Human tribe. Up until now, evolution has either been esoteric and in the realm of New Age Religion or in the lab with the reductionist geneticists using Crispr to slice and dice our DNA.

All religions have been a step forward for humans except for the superstitious parts that require no critical thinking. Generally you have a prophet, a seer, a visionary and a teacher. The new age movement has plenty of those types and unfortunately there is usually some strong, intelligent woman behind the Kings throne to keep him socially cued in. I still see it everywhere in 2020 and she still has to be beautiful and hang on his arm. She is capable of being the leader, but even in the New Age religion, men are men. They are egos that need to try to get territory and dominate because generally speaking, they’re not as strong as women. We tend to dominate this planet, walk into a room even with our shirts on and the men’s mouths drop open. Women have tremendous power just by our physical presence. That’s not the effect men have on women but we are most definitely paying attention and appreciate beauty. Well, I am. I love the line on “Big Bang Theory” where Leslie Winkle says, “Come for the breasts, stay for the brains”. That’s gold. Most men don’t stay for female brains unless they have brains themselves but being men, they need to feel dominant so many times will pick a woman less intelligent than him. Smart women still end up alone much of the time no matter how they look.

On Earth, we still have a problem with the subconscious programming of gender roles seeded in us by our parents generation who went through tremendous trauma to survive the cabal and their nefarious lies and actions. It may take us a while to heal that. In that sense, the New Age religion has been no different.

However, now it’s time to seed a New Science that has at it’s foundation the intended oneness of Mind, Body, and Spirit. Our body IS our Mind and IS our spirit. There is no more degradation of the body, women, sex, and celibacy. We know synchronicity is real and that in the Matrix it’s not about coincidence, ever. Everything happens for a reason.

But today’s Theme, Red 13 Earth TRANSCENDS synchronicity which is an attribute of Tone 13. Cosmic kin transcend, have presence, and endure. We go past what is normally understood or seen and are therefore leaders for the people.

Cosmics have the patience of a great tree. We have enduring patience and perseverance.

Trees are archetypes for EVOLUTION. Red 13 Earth kin navigate the Matrix, transcending synchronicity in order to EVOLVE. The great lesson of this kin is that on Earth we have the power of birth, intelligence, freewill, and SEEDS. Yellow 1 Magnetic Seed in the Hidden Wisdom. All good things on earth come from seeds and we must respect and guard them well. Why? Because seeds are little DNA packets. They are time travelling pods and ensure the future of Earth and our progeny; animals and plants.

Given all of that, the edicts of control, fate, the gods, and destiny are cast out by Earth’s children. We create our own destiny. There is no fate or control of the gods as told to us in Greek myths and others. The Tzolkin doesn’t even control us; it just organizes the Matrix. Everyone’s intentions IN TIME have to coalesce in an orderly fashion or there would be more chaos than there already is.

The analog support is White 13 Wind. This is divine breath, God speaking through evolution. I’m down with that and I’m listening. The Guide Power is Red 13 Dragon, Rupert Sheldrake’s birth theme. He teaches morphic resonance. That melds perfectly with terrestrial evolution and divine inspiration.

Morphic resonance, Sheldrake says, is “the idea of mysterious telepathy-type interconnections between organisms and of collective memories within species” and accounts for phantom limbs, how dogs know when their owners are coming home, and how people know when someone is staring at them.

Sheldrake is inferring what Arguelles inferred all the time; DNA is Time.© There is Interconnection between a DNA organism and collective memories which are time, is the way I would say it. And it’s not mysterious. I have it figured out and I’m putting it in a database to be analyzed. There is rhyme and reason to it.

The antipode is Blue 13 Hand or ongoing healing. I swear I’ve been a healer in every lifetime from planet to planet. I could do it in my sleep. My hands are so attuned to the natural body I can’t fathom calling myself a healthcare worker and not touching the body. It’s so bizarre to me. The boundaries are in my mind. I wouldn’t dream of crossing pa physical boundary with a patient yet sometimes I feel they want me to given the tremendous dysfunction in our society with regard to the body.

No one touches anyone with kindness. When a bodyworker does touch them with kindness and excellent therapy, some are confused. It’s a travesty. The human body is OBJECTIFIED because of our psychotic sick care system and no one is educated about how their body actually works. The doctors aren’t even educated that well. If Church and State can keep you ignorant about the unlimited power of your body to heal, bring pleasure, and accomplish what you wish, they can control you. That has been the status quo and is even now with this planned virus event.

MOLECULAR LINE-UP

The bottom two, isoleucine (Blue Hand) and valine (Yellow Seed) are identical. The power of the Earth and it’s elements TO HEAL naturally is deeply seeded on Earth.

Self-Existing Vision, Which You Won’t See If You’re Looking at What Everyone Else is Looking At


Tone 4 is Self-Existing

The word “wrong” is a bit judgmental. There is right and wrong in the Universe but it usually applies to math only in an absolute sense. Almost everything else is relative to the outcome you’re seeking. That’s why there is no judgment no matter what anyone accuses you of or what you accuse them of. There is discernment though about a person’s character based on THEIR ACTIONS, not their words. Talk is cheap.

Do you know what outcomes you’re seeking in your own life? What are your unique traits and visions that you would need to work on to manifest? Do you have a vision for yourself? We can put in a request for our vision “for humanity” but we have no control over THE GROUP. Our biggest power is over our own bodies and minds. It’s ironic that that is the first thing we hand over to people we think are bigger, stronger, richer and more powerful than we are. They aren’t. They actually rely on us giving over our heart and minds TO THEM. That’s what politics and T.V. are all about; both parties. If you show or tell them that you’re not interested in handing anything over to them they will respect you and stop expecting you to obey them. Too many people are afraid of community police, leaders, and politicians. They’re JUST people who many times have done quite of a bit of lying to get where they are. They aren’t that powerful. The biggest power is to sitting in authenticity in your truth. It’s very rare. Artists do it and we are at the fringes of society because of it.

The Tzolkin archetype today is Blue 4 Eagle. It’s about measuring, forming, and defining our thoughts, ideas and visions. There energy is there for it today. Tone 4 is like a potter at the wheel or a music composer working on a score. How is it taking shape? Does it look the way you’d like it to? Eagle kin are independent, committed, artistic, compassionate, exacting, visionary, and technically inclined.

The mediating planet today is Jupiter for Blue Eagle tribe and that is in synchronicity with the Moon in Sagittarius. Jupiter rules Sag. Pluto aligns with Pallas and Jupiter tomorrow. We’re willing to invest our energy into solving problems and we can be determined to get to the truth of a matter. Avoid pushing your hatched ideas onto others. Sit with them quietly in yourself!

The 5D GForce is Red 10 Serpent which is curious at this point. I believe we are done with the karma of Maldek governing Serpent and Wizard so there may be a significant biological change with the amino acids Serine and Lysine in our bodies collectively. That is one to watch.

I perfect in order to survive. Producing instinct I seal the store of life force with the planetary tone of manifestation. I am guided by the power of space. I am a polar kin. I extend the red galactic spectrum

MOLECULAR LINE-UP IN THEMEPLEX

  • Blue Eagle in the center is arginine
  • Yellow Seed on the right is valine
  • Blue Monkey above i aspragine
  • Red serpent on the left is Serine whose molecule is almost exact with
  • White Worldbridger on the bottom.

Intuition; Empathic, Intuitive, Creative Straight Men


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I don’t think anyone knows they exist. Yet that’s the only type of man I’ve ever partnered with and in addition, they are super intelligent. Talk about freaks and geeks. They are right up my alley and this planet is very stressful and nye on impossible for these men.

This has hit my consciousness because my good friend is building an empathogenic center in Costa Rica. Empathogens are;

  • Psilocybin mushrooms
  • LSD
  • MDMA (Ecstasy)
  • Ayahuasca
  • Ibogaine

Some only consider MDMA and drugs similar to it to be empathogens but he listed all of these. Why is it mostly men that need empathogens? Because women are naturally or societally sanctioned to feel their feelings? Women don’t need them. I certainly don’t. But we know for a fact that men and women both have feelings. It’s just that women are encouraged to express them and men aren’t. In addition, some women are extremely mean and even abusive to sensitive men. This is a taboo subject and many men won’t speak up. But I do know that women can be just as cruel as men.

No man I’ve ever been with has used these drugs and neither have I. The men I’ve been with have only used the legal, awful stuff; cigarettes and alcohol and consequently died from both of those. Those two are worse for you than any of the ones above. Another friend was basically raised to use weed constantly and in his twenties, he’s already impotent. People say pot can’t hurt you but men who become estrogen dominant because of cannabis and lose their testosterone levels are definitely hurt if they lose their sex drive.

Artistic men express their feelings through music, acting, or art and more. Mystic, healer and sensitive men do. My son does and he is struggling to find a mentor as his elder with which to find affinity. His father, who was a savant musician died three years ago so he no longer has him. He hears music in his mind constantly; complicated harmonies which need orchestration. He needs to make a decision about whether to learn to orchestrate or not and whether or not to accept the type of brain he has. The therapists want to call him schizoaffective but I believe he’s just a channel and needs to get it out. Is he really going to take pills or could he use the natural substances listed above? The jury is still out on it. He might not need it since he is already empathic. Duplicating it would not be good for his brain. There is no substitute for a conscious, informed choice in these circumstances.

Have you ever known anyone who has used these natural hallucinogens? Please leave a comment if you have. I’m not interested in them because I don’t need them. I’m naturally and empathic, intuitive psychic.

Time Innovation: Your Theta Brain Waves Affect Your Subconscious Mind


In the Spirit-Mind-Body movement, many lightworkers have managed to functionally reduce the effect of their subconscious programming on their conscious mind. This is what my book “Healer” is about which you can order on this blog.

Normal adults minds are currently programmed 95% by their mother in utero and family after birth up to age 7. Lightworkers have become aware of their programmed issues and asserted their conscious mind in order to break habits that they don’t want, that are not of their choosing but were imprinted from the family. You can overstep your subconscious program and this is, in fact, the foundation of the Spiritual Movement.

In no way are we saying family is bad. Every family is different. We are saying that each person can and does have a choice over what they want their lives to be. It does not have to be dictated by the family or anyone else. This is still somewhat taboo and scary to many people but it’s beginning to dawn on everyone that individual freedom is real within a group that is interdependent, not co-dependent or addicted to a materialistic paradigm. Neither does ancestry dictate anything as genetic determinism is no longer scientifically valid. The truth is, we are all ONE human race. There are no races. There are just thousands of cultures on Earth all ONE race; the human race.

Mastering Your Brainwaves

Our brain pulses and vibrates like everything in this Universe. Brainwaves can be categorized according to their frequency. The brain pulse is measured like sound in cycles per second or Hertz. It is not about spending our entire life in an awakened mind pattern, but to attain mastery of our brainwaves. Mastery means, we want to be able to be in the state of consciousness (the brainwave pattern) of our choice at any given time and to achieve what we want to do with it. So flexibility and mastery are what we are looking for.

Delta | 0.5 – 4 cycles per second | .05 – 4 HZ-or D Waves


The lowest frequencies are delta. These are less than 4 Hz and occur in deep sleep and in some abnormal processes. It is the dominant rhythm in infants up to one year of age and it is present in stages 3 and 4 of sleep. It tends to be the highest in amplitude and the slowest waves. Delta is associated with deep sleep, this pattern is very slow. However, this brain wave pattern is important for the explorer of consciousness. If you work to merge with the mass consciousness of our planet you need to work in delta, the first step will be to learn to be conscious in your dreams. If you can do that, you can go further in the exploration. Astral projection or Out of Body experience occurs in Delta.  We increase Delta waves in order to decrease our awareness of the physical world. We also access information in our unconscious mind through Delta. Peak performers decrease Delta waves when high focus and peak performance are required. However, most individuals diagnosed with Attention Deficit Disorder, naturally increase rather than decrease Delta activity when trying to focus.

Theta | 4-8 cycles per second | 4 – 8 HZ-or T Waves

Associated with creativity and Extra-sensory perception, the theta state is something to learn to go into at will. It is seen in connection with creativity, intuition, daydreaming, and fantasizing and is a repository for memories, emotions, sensation. Theta waves are strong during internal focus, meditation, prayer, and spiritual awareness.  There are countless ways to reach theta and is the state where your ESP can operate. If you do the proper work you can learn to enter theta at will and perform most of the psychic activities. It reflects the state between wakefulness and sleep and relates to the subconscious mind. It is viewed as abnormal in awake adults but perfectly normal in children up to 13 years old but that is societal bias. It is also normal during sleep and just upon waking. Theta is believed to reflect activity from the limbic system and hippocampus regions. Theta is observed in anxiety, behavioral activation, and behavioral inhibition. When the theta rhythm appears to function normally it mediates and/or promotes adaptive, complex behaviors such as learning and memory.

Alpha | 8-13 cycles per second | 8 – 13 HZ-or A Waves

The first pattern discovered in 1908 by an Austrian Psychiatrist named Hans Berger. Alpha pattern appears when in wakefulness where there is relaxed and effortless alertness. It is recommended to practice your creative visualization and auto-suggestion technique in alpha state. Good healthy alpha production promotes mental resourcefulness, aids in the ability to mentally coordinate, and enhance an overall sense of relaxation and fatigue. In this state, you can move quickly and efficiently to accomplish whatever task is at hand. When Alpha predominates most people feel at ease and calm. It is the major rhythm seen in most adults. The right brain initiates it.

Beta | 13- 33 cycles per second | 13 – 33 HZ –or B waves


Beta is associated with our waking activity. During a day we experience all the brainwave patterns with a predominance of Beta. It is generally regarded as a normal rhythm and is the dominant rhythm in those who are alert or anxious or who have their eyes open. It is the state that most of the brain is in when we have our eyes open and are listening and thinking during analytical problem solving, judgment, decision making, processing information about the world around us. The beta band has a relatively large range and has been divided into low, midrange and high. The left brain initiates it.

Gamma | over 33 cycles per second | 33 + HZ- or G Waves


This range is the most recently discovered and is the fastest frequency above 33Hz. While little is known in the mainstream about this state of mind, initial research shows Gamma waves are associated with bursts of insight and high-level information processing. When the brain needs to simultaneously process information from different areas, it is hypothesized that the gamma state consolidates the required areas for simultaneous processing. Note that there’s a LOT of disagreement over where Beta range ends & Gamma range begins. Gamma rhythms appear to be involved in higher mental activity, including perception and consciousness.

 The Regions of the brain that originates each wave;

Delta-The Thalumus or Cortex (the top middle of the brain)

Theta-The Hippocampal Region-(the middle-low part of the brain near the brain stem that C1 hooks into) This must be the subconscious mind.

Alpha-The Right Brain –right side of the head

Beta-The Left Brain-left side of the head

Gamma-these waves originate in the Thalamus (where Delta does) and are then observed to sweep from the frontal lobe throughout the entire brain bringing it into synchronization.  Tibetan Buddhist Monks have been observed to run Gamma waves-the fastest wave humans can produce, that we know of.

The neo-cortex and the lobes are the sites of the conscious brain.  It’s located at the top and sides of the brain. It’s been around for 300,000 years or 1/3 of our species existence. It controls voluntary thought awareness, self-control, and planning.

The subconscious mind is located in the limbic system and the brain stem. It’s the lower brain.  This is the old brain and the original human brain. It is responsible for the autonomic nervous system, control of internal organs, forges and manages all habits, insight and creativity, and emotions.  It’s much faster and efficient than the new brain and has multi-tasking abilities.

Some scientists believe the vagus nerve or spindle neurons that connect the prefrontal cortex to the insula may be the link to the new brain.  Everything initiated in the subconscious now goes into the conscious mind if we let it.

 

Essay: Rational Passion


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Essay; Why Do People Hate Smart Women?


Marilyn Vos Savant

This is Marilyn vos Savant. She has the highest IQ of any woman in the world…that has been measured.

This is a great article!

Why Do People Hate Smart Women?

The simple answer is because most of them aren’t so it’s jealousy which comes from women and men who resent or feel threatened by a very articulate person if they are not. It seems to me that no matter how good of a job I do or how nice I am, and I am, I’m railed on at some point by those who don’t understand me. Humans are really something. Especially the name-calling and commanding tone when they have no right, whatsoever, to start it up. Primates.

This issue is really floating on the collective society’s surface right now and showed it’s face to me two days ago. I’ve been aware of and dealing with this issue my entire life and have a pretty good coping mechanism in place so that I never feel victimized or lonely.

However, this week, the face of this thing is morphing. I’m seeing it turning around and bouncing off of the white culture (female and male) and the brown cultures (Mexican and East Indian) and the black cultures. I have friends from all of these cultures so that’s why I’m seeing and hearing it.

The Mother

Men who have been traumatized by a very frustrated mother who turned bitchy or abusive in the home have suffered the most. But I have to say, your mother made you. You wouldn’t be here or have a body no matter what her behavior was once you came out if she hadn’t done her thing. That is enough for gratitude and respect. Does every mother have karma for how she treats her children? Inescapably yes. But men should not let that ruin their minds or their relationships with women. It has though.

However, white men and women don’t see it that way. They hold a grudge, believing that they are in a privileged position in society and should always be treated well, especially by their parents. Personally, my parents were very WASP’y so I was treated well. They never lifted a finger to me and very rarely screamed at me.

The hatred of women is coming from the misogynistic white male culture. They especially hate white women. Again, being white, I feel it harks back to the very dysfunctional way that relationships are formed in the white culture; based on ownership, things, money, and property.

That’s all I have on this one. The article really says it all and it ripped me to shreds accepting this issue. Please read it. I’ll have to get back to you on this. It’s pretty much an open wound.

Essay: Can We Love One Another Without Traditional Bonding?


I wrote this in 2018. Today is 6/26/26.

If you are twin flames or in love, this doesn’t apply.

It depends on how you define bonding which I address below. In spiritual circles, we say, “Love at all times”. So the heart is always open, to everyone and we are protected by Spirit and use our intuition as a guide so there is no fear. We still have to be discerning about how we express love. For indeed, there is no fear in Love. So, that’s the idea. Many highly spiritual people succeed in this so I know it’s possible. I do sometimes but I have a wild streak.

Like all good ideas, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t; boots on the ground kind of thing. When I put this to the test in my relationships with men and women I’d like to have a more specific plan since I’m a lover and a giver. My cup is always full and I need to empty it. That’s why I’m a giver. The last thing I need is more offloading, vampires, users, fakers and very unstable in my space looking for love that they need to find within and can find within. That’s when my cup empties quickly. That’s where discernment comes in.

How can we keep a strong boundary as empaths and lovers?

  1. If you truly love the other person, you accept where they are on the Self-Love spectrum. Don’t rush in where angels fear to tread. Instead, observe their behavior. Are they intuitive with you as you are with them? Are they emotionally sensitive to you when you need a shoulder or a hug or just to talk? They can give to you if they give to their own Self.
  2. Also, how much do they talk about their family? Are they still enslaved by a toxic family and defined by their toxic projection onto them? This issue is epidemic. Reiki aligns it.
  3. Do you love your own body enough so that when you have sex, you don’t suck energy from the other person but just “share” who you are? If you truly love your body you will just enjoy each other’s bodies, you won’t feel the need to possess the other. The other person can feel it if you do that.
  4. Is your conversation and dynamic peaceful with the other person? Or are there feelings of tension, or one person does all the talking all the time while the other one listens. Do they ask you how YOU are or is it always about them?

Intuition comes into play here more than reason. Studies have shown that humans highly communicate through body language. Everybody has different feelings but it’s not others job to figure you out. It’s your job to figure you out and know how you feel. It’s called maturity and mindfulness. You are the one IN your relationship, other’s are not or should not be, so they are of no use coming to a decision, ultimately. Our friends can be a sounding board for our own feelings though. That’s what friends are for; not to tell you what to do in a relationship.

How do we define bonding?

  1. I miss you when you’re not here.” You’re bonded.
  2. I need you next to me in bed”. You’re bonded.
  3. “I need to talk to you to feel secure.” You’re bonded.
  4. “I want to be with you more or most of the time.” You’re bonded.

The list can go on but it’s always, “I need”, “I want”. As an adult, you are able to regulate feelings of need and want via your brain. If your brain isn’t regulating it, put boots on the ground again and get exercising, moving, eating healthy and drinking water. It’s that simple. Just do it and stop pondering it.

Can women keep their feelings during sex and not bond? How?

Realize that your feelings are for yourself. The man is barely absorbing them or feeling them anyway because all he feels is your body. While it’s true that the body is your feelings and thoughts, being mentally aware of your feelings is a higher level of cognition that women have. Most men don’t have it. They haven’t evolved the skill of knowing how they feel past being hungry or horny. It’s unbelievable to women but it reminds me of Hermione in Harry Potter when she referred to Ron as having the emotional range of a teaspoon. And it’s unfair for women to expect most men to be any different. That’s like asking women not to have breasts. Of course, we have breasts. It’s natural.

I would say “Yes”, we can love one another without traditional bonding but it’s not realistic to expect others to be able to. 98% of humans bond to one another and thus we have all the problems that we do on earth.

People follow each other instead of their inner knowing. I personally think we need to grow past that but I certainly don’t expect it. True unity happens when we are all naturally sitting in our center. The fact is, we’re already bonded with all of life in the physical as one big family of Life. Just relax into that instead of adding another layer of latching on.

Essay: A Pretty Good Brownie


I had a very good brownie yesterday with the right level of height so that I was able to observe my trip pretty well. This was purely experimental as I am the kind of person that fully enjoys the sobriety of my conscious mind to do my work because I’m intelligent. There is no substitute for the satisfaction of figuring something out or learning a new skill, for me. It’s a big self-esteem boost.

If I were trying to escape my body or my life, weed would plummet my self-esteem. That was my first observation. The second was that I had a bit of paralysis. Not literally. I could move but my etheric body wanted to leave my physical body which pulls the qi that allows you to move, right up and out. I do that plenty when I sleep at night, I don’t want to feel that way during the day when I have work to do.

If you DO want to feel that way during the day you need therapy; bodywork, Reiki, talk therapy; not medical marijuana. You’re in denial about your true feelings if you want to feel like that a lot. That will kill you because THE BACKED UP EMOTIONS go into your cells. Pot can’t kill you, no, but constant denial of your feelings and an unbalanced life will. It also throws off your appetite and sleep.

I commanded my etheric body to stay one with my physical and it obeyed. Because I did, I was able to observe and remember my trip. It was like being in an airport; public and stupid, full of non-focused, chaotic energy that I feel is the bane of this planet. But what happened is that because I wasn’t interested in traveling in the public ethers, I went deeper into my physical cells. I love my body, as my readers know, so I tuned into that.

Markedly, I had no pain. My muscles usually ache because I walk and work out daily. That was marvelous. And today I’m in less pain as an after effect so it is very anti-inflammatory. My cells got excited the more relaxed I was. I heard and saw my spirit guides laughing at my internal awareness so that was fun. It erased all of my physical tension. That is possible with yoga and breathe work though too.

Well, I was out of it for a full four hours and the last hour just loopy. That’s four hours of my life I won’t get back. I was grateful for the body awareness but I can do that on my own. I was just neglecting to do it because my brain has been busy learning computer programming. Also, no one should drive while using! It’s no different than alcohol.

The last thing I have to say is there was nothing spiritual at all about a pot-induced trip. It’s just a drug affecting the brain. I am a spiritual person and have had many spiritual experiences. It’s altogether different because you’re conscious and use your free will. The spirit world is real if you open your heart.

Essay; The Anima and The Animus


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