I Just Remembered My Dream Last Night


I’ve had very busy, social dreams the last two nights but I love the ones where I end up with one of my healer teachers. I have a few.

This one was tall, sort of Anshar looking with big eyes and short blonde hair. I was watching her work. She was actually sort of asexual, neither female or male.

So, she was practicing with a small orb of white light to see what she could do with it. It was pure energy but a certain type made by the body. I recognized it and deal with it all the time in my 4D life. I can always feel it but not see it but last night I saw it.

I was giddy like a kid because the orb was free floating in the air and she was moving it with the energy in her hands, not touching it. I finally got to see what I do in waking life.

I said to her, “I know how to do that. Can I try?” “Sure!”

I easily took it and started moving it around as I do all afternoon in my office which is exhausting by the way because earth energy is SO dense, and then it burst into three smaller orbs and was broken up and dissipated. I felt bad as though I broke it, as you would break a glass. But she had a blank look on her face and said, “That happens sometimes. You can do that too.”

Now that I’m awake I’m trying to figure out what it meant. First, I didn’t do anything wrong by busting it into three pieces. Second, it’s a healers option to choose what to do that with forms of light from the patient’s body that NEED to be broken up and I know how to do it.

So it’s not just about melting or pulling it out or releasing it which I do all the time. I can break it into pieces so it completely dissipates and I felt what it feels like to do it.!! It’s a mental state you go into. “It no longer exists.” And you can do it with energy pieces in your own body as well.

Cool. 😎 Makes my waking life worthwhile. I love this stuff. It was so awesome to watch someone else do what I do only all very visible and normal in the dream world.

Science, intuition and dreams, Dean Radin


After three beers and in private, most scientists will admit they need intuition. That’s why I didn’t get a science degree. My intuition comes first and rational second.

If We’re Not Thinking in Dreams…


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They know by studying the brain that we are not “thinking” while we sleep.

If I’m not thinking, then where are the people, places, voices, words, events, and feelings coming from? It’s not exactly like watching a movie; it’s more like an opaque, frenetic cloud that’s really alive.

I’m free in my dreams to sit back or join in, to interact or be quiet without judgment. Waking life is a dream for me. All day, while I’m “awake”, I’m trying to go back to my dream state to remember how I felt, who I saw, and what happened. It feels like there is a whole other life full of etheric information for me there. Waking life feels like just a resonance is a type of magnetic can; the kind you string together.

Where did I go? I know it was a good place because it affects my day, depending on where I went that night.

I’m not saying I don’t like it here, on earth, but the other side does beckon somehow. I’m a bit glad of that for when my body is worn to a frazzle at one-hundred and four years old, my work is done, it will be easy to drift off and say, “My work here is done.  I’m out.”  My senses and my body still want to drink in all that earth has to offer though, right now.

Earth is fabulous, no matter how hard it can get here.