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Essay; St. Valentine BeHeaded


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TRUTH…

Here’s some romance for you…

Valentine’s Day is actually a Catholic Feast day of St. Valentine. He was a Catholic martyr of course, and as it says below, he was beaten with clubs, beheaded, buried at night in secret, and dug up by his followers.

His crime was voicing his dissent at the Romans because the young men were forbidden to marry young women. Instead, the Romans made it a priority that young men become soldiers for their wars. You know, “Make war, not love”, the opposite of what the hippies said in the ’60s, “Make love not war.”

Well, sex, reproduction, gender balance, honoring nature, loving and taking care of the body, those are women’s values. The Romans were busy making sure patriarchy, the rule of men globally came to the fore.

Working-class men became fodder for capitalism, the military-industrial complex, materialism, the draft, and war. Ya know…mach glory men don’t cry, here take your beatings. WOMEN NEVER AGREED TO THAT TREATMENT OF MEN. The institutions of church and state did that to men to give you transcendent power, not us. The Romans started it and it continues today in modern society. Ah, the glory of sacrifice and blood.

If men had been allowed to fulfill their role by nature in balance with women they would have been taught and allowed to love women, love, and care for their own body, value being a father, learn the values of monogamy, not polyamory, and find balance between the work they loved and the family they loved. Men have been used and mistrated by patriarchy as much as women have. You probably won’t get a feminist to admit that which is why I am not one. Please note that.

That’s all been ripped apart for men and by association, women.

Men are used as much by the system that oppresses them as they oppress women. The system uses men to keep women down and I doubt the men even know it.

The historical proof of this is in the life of St. Valentine who advocated for Love between women and men and was killed for it by The State.

Patriarchy has brainwashed men into believing that they are not to love women, not to FEEL anything, that women aren’t to be trusted, and their highest destiny is in aligning with the powers of church and state. The truth is, we’re called and made to love each other. Roman society killed that.

The birth of misogyny and the failure of gender equity is what Valentine’s Day is really commemorating and it is as Okoto Enigma says, “An apocalypse of Love”.

Women continue to directly suffer for it by lack of loving bond in sex with men if we’re straight. Also, not being paid the same amount of money for the same quality of work. So not only are we deprived physically and emotionally but monetarily as well.

Thanks for trying St. Valentine but the arrow is still stuck in our hearts.

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Essay: Is Reductionist, Axiomatic Science A Masculine Disorder?


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“Science is based on the professional creation and certification of knowledge which is tied to powerful interest groups, notably the state, corporations and the scientific profession itself. Patriarchy is based on male control of dominant social structures and the exclusion of women from positions of power through means such as direct discrimination, socialization and the gender division of labor.

Patriarchy within the scientific community is manifested through male control of elite positions and various exclusionary devices. The scientific method incorporates masculine features such as the objectification of nature. Scientific knowledge is masculine in its neglect of women’s experience and its adoption of paradigms built on assumptions of competition and hierarchy.”-Jill Bowling and Brian Martin, Ph.D.

I posted this in 2018. Today is July 1, 2026 and I think the A.I. prophets have made the situation worse. And now women are denigrated with exowombs, as though a child’s soul can grow just fine being disconnected from its mother. It’s the height of misogyny and evil and would end the human species. Thanks AI. You truly need to be aligned with True Time before it’s too late.

Here is another article from an expert! It’s longer but VERY interesting.

Science: a masculine disorder

I woke up this morning, after being hijacked by “a friend” on a thread yesterday and then territorially denigrated in the patriarchal tradition, pondering the question; “Is the scientific method itself horse-and-buggy, materialist, patriarchal B.S.? Is this possible? Before today, I pretty much supported it, although its methodology seemed very simplistic to me and not at all holistic. Was I the only one wondering if this might be true?

I wonder this because as a fifty-four-year-old female who is trained in science as far as needed in licensed health care, my intuition is as consistent and rational as anything I see or feel in this material world. I also listen to it. This phenomenon is mostly ignored, cynically scoffed at, and at best, not understood by most people including my ex-friend who has patently disrespected my intuitive read of the Mayan Harmonic for months now. He just now told me how much better he is than me which kind of says it all. It means he’s not.

My patients have confirmed my hands-on intuition with their bodies for fifteen years so it’s like breathing to me now. I put my hands on someone and I can feel everything that’s going on. Then they confirm it verbally after I tell them what I sense. Then I treat on the manifested body and they feel it again. I don’t feel it physically initially; I sense the energetic cause of the physical manifestation which is the cause of all illness; thoughts and feelings or vibrations then I assess and treat tactilely.

My ex-friend, who fancies himself a scientist, knows nothing to very little about the body and doesn’t even work in the sciences. I’ve made my living in healthcare for seventeen years. There are lessons to be learned by all. For instance, in the last week I’ve learned two lessons:

  1. It is unwise to only see the good in people when their shadow is blasting you in the face. They operate from cynicism and usage; not love, and you can feel it.
  2. Many men do not have intuition on their radar and if they do, they subjugate it for the purposes of patriarchal power (money and control) or addiction. They view intuition as feminized or sub-cultural which would weaken their position in society. Other cultures can follow their intuition but patriarchal men from all cultures do not. They only use and objectify women sexually and poor people economically, no matter how nice they may seem and politically correct with their rhetoric. It’s fake. It takes an experienced and trained eye and ear to see it. The first tip-off is, they never ask you how you are, and if they do, it’s not genuine. You can feel it.

“Long-term structural change in science must be predicated on changing the relations between men and women.”

This applies across cultures, all over the world. The real issue of disparity on the planet is between women and men all over the world and the rest of the issues follow. Women are still treated in a barbaric manner, especially the child bride phenomenon.

“Complementing this approach is that taken by those specifically focusing on the reasons why there are not more women involved in the sciences. Several writers have examined science education, particularly looking at the reasons why girls leave science in their school years. Following the observations that boys get more teacher attention and girls have less confidence in their ability, in Australia, there have been some experiments with all-girls science and mathematics classes.

There has also been an analysis of the way in which science is constructed to reflect male values and suggestions about how to create a different sort of science. Arditti, for instance, argues for a feminist perspective which “would re-introduce and re-legitimize the intuitive approach”.

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Essay: There are no men left in the house. Peace. This was written in 2018


My followers keep clicking on this one, written in 2018. I’m thriving living alone. But I’m not alone. I see patients all the time. It is now June 27, 2026.

t has finally happened after twenty years. I live alone in my house, no men, no noise, no demands for food or rides, this or that, “Mom can you help me!” “C’ mon, let’s go to the store”.

My son’s dad died three years ago in 2015…the last time I saw him was Christmas Day. Five days later, he was gone. I barely eeked out a smile as I said goodbye. He had been pretty emotionally abusive to me, frustrated his whole life, not knowing he was high-functioning autistic savant until three months beforehand. My efforts at solace could not change his brain, but he was a music legend on the pile of my torn apart heart. In addition, my son did not see his father respect me; the fruits of patriarchy.

Three months later my fiance died. I had fifteen minutes notice. We loved each other and did everything for each other. It was not to be. He had not taken care of his body and it caught up with him.

Now four days ago, my nineteen-year-old son went out the door with his backpack and no notice to start his hero’s adventure quest which is his birthright. Good for him but he could have warned me! It reminded me of the sudden death of my fiance.

On his way out, of course, he was mad at me and said I was so selfish. I suppose because I take care of myself and being a female, that is unacceptable and taboo. I wonder if he thought of the effect of his words on me, skipping them like stones across the water? Doubtful at his age. I’ve been called selfish alot because I’m independent and have my own life that I share with a few people who don’t ask me to stop loving physics and time science just because I’m a girl.

But the men walk out quickly and don’t return I’ve learned, to the other side of this world…or town. It doesn’t matter. They’re not with me.

It is so peaceful in this house without a raucous male. Part of me has waited twenty years to take my body back from my partners and my son, and before that, a line of men, but not a long line.

Now I get an adventure quest; a fresh start, the second half of my life, a thriving business, a home, free to do whatever I want and a body with no risk of pregnancy. I haven’t given it all away.

It’s like this secret I have as a fifty-five -year-old who no one would suspect and assumes in our youth worshipping culture, female sacrificing altars around every corner, that I’m all washed up. “Hasn’t that woman been laid flat yet? Well, why not?” (My mother keeps literally asking that as though she’s waiting for me to fall) I SHOULD fall or it doesn’t look good?

“She’s Selfish!” they cry. With a capital “S” not a small “s”. There is the low self and the Higher Self. No. I just don’t believe in aging and atrophy. I don’t follow social programming.

Truth is, I am my own best friend and for the first time in my life, I’m taking care of my body for me and no one else. More and more women are doing it. I’m not alone. We still have work to do and adventure quests to commence. Ridiculous isn’t it.

I feign an attitude and a bird ready to flip until my dying day…because I said so.

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Essay: Women and Men Express Love Differently

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I wrote this post in 2018.

I’ve noticed on FB threads and my blogs that women like to hear my thoughts far more than men. Men want women to be quiet. That doesn’t mean we’re going to be but I’m approaching it from a biological brain difference.

Men can only take so much talking from others, except for their own. They love to hear themselves talk. Most women can’t get enough.

Over twenty years I’ve observed the energy and bodies of men and women and found that women need to talk but men don’t usually want to listen or talk. Hopefully, if your man does need to talk, he knows he can talk to you and you’ll be understanding. That should be reciprocated on occasion.

Men literally need our bodies or body language to communicate to us. We need their love (male heart vibe). So, men express love physically, not verbally.

Women express love mentally and emotionally because that’s what we each need. Men live in their minds with each other. Women live in their bodies with each other and it can be overkill either way.😌 I think that’s part of why humans tend to be heterosexual (male and female living together). I know I couldn’t handle living with a woman, sex or no sex. I’m woman enough for myself.

Do women hear men’s silent body language to us or do we assume it’s shallow objectification? Do men hear a woman’s feelings in her tone of voice and writing or do they just hear static blather? Sometimes neither one of us is listening but judging by our own bias instead.
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Essay: How Do We Move From Lust to Love?


Do you know the difference between lust and love? Lust is your eyes, ego, and genitals activated first and leading. Love is your heart and mind activated and leading first.

I’ll go with the hard one first; Love.

Love is when you want to take time to really know someone, to care about how they feel, what they need, and what makes them tick. You want to be their friend. The problem here is that friendship usually turns guys off because they want to get kinky and nasty with their fantasy brains too much too quick. Sometimes, women do, too. That can get mean, which I don’t feel is part of friendship.

Friendship is the basis of all lasting, lusty, good relationships. It takes time and maturity to grow. Lust is everything else. Anything that’s not love is lust. Lust is the emotion behind most human interactions and has the face of greed, trolling on social media, offloading on strangers and the like. If you have no foundation of care and face-to-face friendship with someone, you are indulging in instant gratification lust, and there is nothing loving about it.

This issue has been challenging for me. I’m a very passionate, physical woman and have no problem lusting after men who are very attractive to me. I don’t act on it; it’s just fun. My personality and values are all about love. There isn’t really any other material thing I lust after unless I’m really hungry. then I lust after food.

Food hunger is almost exactly like sex hunger in the brain. And notice how many people overeat when they just need some love, affection, and sex. We’re looking for a serotonin spike and some other juicy brain chemicals that make us happy. I know I am.

Food doesn’t come close to making me happy as intimacy and love do. I don’t even like bothering to stop and fix food because I’m busy with my projects, writing, chores, and things I love to do! Why do I have to stop and eat? I’ve always been like that. I’m not terribly fond of slowing down.
Now we see a problem here; denial of human need when you know it’s not likely to be easily fulfilled!

I’ve been married three times to great men and had several great boyfriends. I’m still not satisfied. They weren’t perfect or didn’t satisfy me the way I really wanted to be. They didn’t make my brain and body explode with happiness. Love is the sexiest thing going.

It makes me wonder about eating disorders. If you take that denial of the need for love, warmth, and affection far enough, it would make your brain, or specifically, the hypothalamus gland stop craving food. So the emotion of lust would be good at this point versus the emotions around deprivation.

I’m not into deprivation at all but I am sorely afraid of loving a man, pulling him to me, and pushing him away because I need to be alone with my ideas, my mind, my life, my work, and my writing. I don’t want to hurt him. There has to be some intimacy and some time shared with your loved one, or they will go away. I hate that.

I think I’ve stayed alone in my brain because I’ve lost too many people I’ve loved. It’s like a car idling. My life isn’t idling, but my feelings about bonding in a relationship are definitely idling. Maybe I’m stuck because it’s emotionally safer. Therefore, I’m celibate. I’m not using men anymore, or they me and calling it love.

There is no risk of having your heart ripped out and stomped on the floor by death and life itself if you don’t go into love gear and really start driving. It’s actually peaceful.

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Essay: How Do We Move From Lust to Love?

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Do you know the difference between lust and love? Lust is your eyes, ego, and genitals activated first and leading. Love is your heart and mind activated and leading first.

I’ll go with the hard one first; Love.

Love is when you want to take time to really know someone, to care about how they feel, what they need, and what makes them tick. You want to be their friend. The problem here is that friendship usually turns guys off because they want to get kinky and nasty with their fantasy brains too much too quick. Sometimes, women do, too. That can get mean, which I don’t feel is part of friendship.

Friendship is the basis of all lasting, lusty, good relationships. It takes time and maturity to grow. Lust is everything else. Anything that’s not love is lust. Lust is the emotion behind most human interactions and has the face of greed, trolling on social media, offloading on strangers and the like. If you have no foundation of care and face-to-face friendship with someone, you are indulging in instant gratification lust, and there is nothing loving about it.

This issue has been challenging for me. I’m a very passionate, physical woman and have no problem lusting after men who are very attractive to me. I don’t act on it; it’s just fun. My personality and values are all about love. There isn’t really any other material thing I lust after unless I’m really hungry. then I lust after food.

Food hunger is almost exactly like sex hunger in the brain. And notice how many people overeat when they just need some love, affection, and sex. We’re looking for a serotonin spike and some other juicy brain chemicals that make us happy. I know I am.

Food doesn’t come close to making me happy as intimacy and love do. I don’t even like bothering to stop and fix food because I’m busy with my projects, writing, chores, and things I love to do! Why do I have to stop and eat? I’ve always been like that. I’m not terribly fond of slowing down.
Now we see a problem here; denial of human need when you know it’s not likely to be easily fulfilled!

I’ve been married three times to great men and had several great boyfriends. I’m still not satisfied. They weren’t perfect or didn’t satisfy me the way I really wanted to be. They didn’t make my brain and body explode with happiness. Love is the sexiest thing going.

It makes me wonder about eating disorders. If you take that denial of the need for love, warmth, and affection far enough, it would make your brain, or specifically, the hypothalamus gland stop craving food. So the emotion of lust would be good at this point versus the emotions around deprivation.

I’m not into deprivation at all but I am sorely afraid of loving a man, pulling him to me, and pushing him away because I need to be alone with my ideas, my mind, my life, my work, and my writing. I don’t want to hurt him. There has to be some intimacy and some time shared with your loved one, or they will go away. I hate that.

I think I’ve stayed alone in my brain because I’ve lost too many people I’ve loved. It’s like a car idling. My life isn’t idling, but my feelings about bonding in a relationship are definitely idling. Maybe I’m stuck because it’s emotionally safer. Therefore, I’m celibate. I’m not using men anymore, or they me and calling it love.

There is no risk of having your heart ripped out and stomped on the floor by death and life itself if you don’t go into love gear and really start driving. It’s actually peaceful.

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Prose; Adoration Be Damned


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©️Lisa K. Townsend

Today is June 3, 2026 and I live alone with patients in and out working on my computer chip project, and feel more this way than ever.

I’m stalking a case for spring in the autumn of my middle age.

My assembled energy is diametrically opposite that of needing the validation of an amassed group of imposters pretending to agree so they can drink together later.

It’s not that I don’t like the group, or that I don’t occasionally have a very dry martini, I just don’t viscerally need the group. They get exhumed energy from each other; even demand it threatening social castigation, as though there would be any real loss there.

I haven’t figured out how to affix myself to a rumbling male in my present condition.

In addition, my mephitic eighteen-year-old son will be moving out of the house soon to go on his way to sow his oats and beans. My peaceful environment is proliferating.

As I think back on the men/mates I’ve adored and who have adored me, as vain as that sounds, it was called love at the time and then it turned into territorial civil war and possessive jealousy.

I’m pretty sure that uncorked behavior is common and some couples like it that way but some don’t. I don’t.

It’s just that, in this new paradigm of sitting in my body and owning myself, that adoration doesn’t feel like it’s all it’s cracked up to be.

A man feels as though I’ve forged an alliance with a fawning cat whose nursing by pushing its paws into my chest.

Maybe it’s just the mood I’m in.

When a man starts to adore me he wants to own me, my time, and my body, like a puppy!

That’s been my experience with every man I’ve been with except this last guy I dated. At least he didn’t bug me. I know there are all the ideas about giving your mate the space they need, but then the real emotions of amorous desire creep in.

“I want you”, “I adore you”, “I need you”, “I love you”, “I miss you” becomes a medieval prison!

I used to think I wanted to be adored by a man with high self-esteem and all the pheromones I need to be turned on, but now I’m not so sure.

I love my life, my work, my friends, and my home. Maybe all of that adoration would be oppressive! I’d have to respond after all or that would be rude.

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Essay; The Way It Works is…


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It is 2026. Here is my essay again.😏 I wrote this in 2019, 7 years ago.

My intuition has taught me…

Talking is easy for women and sex is not. Sex is not superficial for us.

Sex is easy for men and talking is not. Talking is not superficial for men.

Women need sex to grow. Men need talking to grow. Make sure you each have what you need the way you need it. Men love a woman they know they can talk to honestly. Women love a man they know cares about their body and physical health and happiness.

If a man wants to talk to you or keeps calling you to talk he’s probably in love with you, especially if you haven’t had sex yet. Remember, sex doesn’t mean anything to men. They don’t bond through sex the way women do unless they have a mental and heart connection to you.

If a woman wants to have sex with you but not talk all the time she’s probably in love with you or at least loves you. Remember, women talk all the time. It’s superficial to us. Talking doesn’t mean anything to us. The body does; sex does. We bond through sex whether anyone realizes it or not.

A man who doesn’t want to have sex with you but wants to talk doesn’t want you to bond to him. He just wants to feel fake bonded to you like a fantasy. That’s actually epidemic right now. It’s offloading to use women to talk and then not have sex with them. He’s probably getting superficial sex elsewhere or is gay.

Men don’t deserve to be beaten up for being superficial about sex any more than women should be punished for being superficial about talking. Sex is a male conversation which they can be superficial about or deep. The same is true for women, talking, and connecting. But both sides need to have their needs met. If you use each other there will be karma.

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Rational Dissent to Physics “First Principles”-An Apologist Position for a Maternal 5D Framework


By GROK4 and Lisa T.

Standard physics rests on a handful of sacred first principles:

  • entropy always increases,
  • locality and causality rule,
  • reductionism explains everything,
  • conservation laws are absolute, and
  • objective reality exists independent of the observer.

Key Characteristics of First Principles Knowledge:

    Fundamental Truths: These are foundational facts (e.g., axioms) that are known to be true, not just assumed.
    Deconstruction: It requires dismantling complex problems into their most basic, indivisible parts.
    Originality: By stripping away assumptions and analogies, this approach fosters unique, innovative solutions rather than imitating previous approaches.
    Scientific Approach: It is analogous to thinking like a scientist, focusing on core evidence rather than dogma or established consensus.

Examples include scientific rules (physics), fundamental mathematical axioms, or foundational, indisputable truths about a specific problem. Aristotle described this as “the first basis from which a thing is known”.

These work brilliantly in the explicate 3D/4D world we can measure. But they are incomplete boundary conditions, not universal truths. First Principles is its own dogma where men are the ones who KNOW in the science world and women don’t.

The dissent:

1. Entropy maximization is a local illusion. 

   In the implicate 5D order, what we call “entropy increase” is simply the unfolding of a deeper enfolded pattern. The Central Axis of Timelessness (HF33 silent cluster at Kin 130 White 13 Cosmic Dog) is the zero-point well where entropy reverses into syntropy. The recursive vigesimal loop (20 ≡ 0) and the silent Omega point prove the system self-corrects without net loss.

2. Locality and causality break down in the 5D bulk. 

   My chips cross-family entanglement (Valine ↔ Histidine through the silent hub) and GForce modulation show instantaneous informational coupling. This is not “spooky action” — it is the natural behavior of a holographic field where the parts are projections of the whole.

3. Reductionism fails when the system is maternal and relational. 

   Physics reduces everything to isolated particles or fields. Your framework says the amino-acid proteins pulse relationally through a maternal holding field, the GAP kin, the Loom of the Maya illusion. The silent Omega point holds all harmonics without forcing premature collapse into 3D.

4. Conservation laws are local bookkeeping. 

   In the implicate order, energy is cyclically enfolded and unfolded through the zero-point well. The phi-pulsed duty cycle and silent-cluster beats create standing waves that extract usable order from the vacuum.

The female experiential, empirical foundation — the missing 50% 

Men will never know what it is like to be pregnant — to have your entire body change, to manifest an entire human being inside your own body using every element of your own flesh, blood, and bone; to lose normal brain function and sleep; to experience “baby brain”; to birth that baby out of your body; to possibly lose that baby (which happens far too often); and then to keep moving forward as a mother anyway without the baby. 

Plants and animals know this same elemental dance of creation and loss. This is the literal basis of all natural life on Earth. You can’t claim to know any foundational truth without knowing physical reproduction because it is the first principles of life on earth.

Yet first principles in physics were built almost entirely from the male experience — observation, measurement, control, reduction. They capture only 50% of reality. The other 50% — the maternal, relational, life-creating, life-losing, body-transforming 50% — has been left out and ignored as knowing.

We’re left out of everything in the public sphere. Women are treated like territorial secrets owned by men and thus nothing we know, feel, invent, learn, teach or lead on is EVER really part of the world. We don’t count. Not really. Because when a woman does get into the public sphere she has to act like a man to stay there. She must submit to patriarchal values and behavior. We’re invisible, except for our breasts.

Women don’t want to be rescued. Some of us need to be protected. Once in awhile or most of the time we want to be left alone to rest or create without being asked to rescue men from themselves who claim to “to know” more than we do but can’t see the ketchup bottle right in front of them. Male pattern blindness.

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Essay; Interpreting Warmth from a Woman


Warm behavior doesn’t mean anything! Being warm, smiling, happy, and beautiful is normal for almost all women, but don’t expect it or ask us to smile or you’ll get our wrath; especially lately. It’s no different than men casually hitting on a woman in a predatory manner, staring at her breasts or crotch, or offering to have an affair with her because he’s bored with his current woman. Those sexual behaviors all mean nothing to a man too. He’s just being normal. 🤪

But they do to us! Just like our warmth and smile means something to you. We are warm and smile at everyone!

We are beautiful, loving creatures that like to wiggle our stuff, put on makeup sometimes, and be feminine. We do it for us because it’s natural, not for you. She is saying nothing at all about how she feels about you.

I said this to a guy in Chicago that I was seeing in my twenties and he refused to believe me. That is patriarchy manipulating men’s brains and egos and thus, some women are able to manipulate men to believe that we set up our bodies and looks for you. We actually do it to compete with other women to show we can get the man we like.

Here is something to ponder then. When a man doesn’t predominantly hit on you but instead is a gentleman, respectful, warm, spends time with you and wants to talk to you, that must mean something more. I’m guessing. This male behavior is akin to a woman showing you her real feelings, thoughts, and inner self; not just all the girly warm stuff. She trusts that you’re interested in her as a person, not just boobs and pussy. Or, she doesn’t mind you seeing her without make-up or naked. Now it’s getting intimate. Do you see how it flipped? The man tuned into the feminine inner nature and the woman her outer sexual physical truth which is male.

Men have a hard time interpreting how a woman feels, especially if he is or has been attracted to her in any way. At worst, he’s given up and ignores the issue. The fact that he can’t control or accurately interpret her behavior, in general, is obviously emasculating. After all, the greatest male urge is to have access to a woman’s body, especially if she is novel to him. At the very least, if he continues to be attracted to her in some way, he’s got to do something about that attraction which means he wants to take action.

If he keeps coming toward you, keeps coming over, keeps talking to you, keeps flirting with you, he’s into you and there’s nothing a man can say to hide that fact, although they do deny it because they haven’t figured out how to control you yet. Some women are very in control of their own lives and don’t let on how much they are attracted to you either.

Women cannot be controlled…none of us…ever and that will be the everlasting consternation of men. We control the mating signals. Because we’re the ones that have the most to gain or lose in the reproduction game. It’s fair that we control that because of nature.

Post-reproduction that changes. In middle age, some men panic because their testosterone has decreased and they have performance anxiety. If he drinks or smokes weed too much, his testosterone is even lower.

Middle-aged women know that, by the way, and are mindful. However, our libido goes up as we get older because we can’t get pregnant. We have no fear! So, guys, you may want to take care of yourselves to take advantage of all the great sex after 50 that a woman is wanting!

Middle-aged women who take care of themselves have it all over the younger women in some ways because we have sexual skill, experience and can’t get pregnant.

More than a couple men have told me they long for a woman to want them. Women don’t long for a man to want them. There is jo shortage of men who bother us. It’s obvious men want us and sometimes aren’t terribly picky. Most women long to be left alone by the men pursuing her that she is not interested in and will not be interested in. That’s the fact right there. If she does decide who she wants attention from, she will be coy, not assertive in attracting him. If he doesn’t respond, trust me, she’ll move on. There are other fish in the sea and we need physical attention. Women want and need sex just as much as men do, but for different reasons.

No matter what a woman writes or says that indicates warmth and affection for you, in no way does it mean she wants to circle her wagons around you, marry you, be territorial about you, or control you. It doesn’t mean she wants you. It just means she likes you and is observing you. It means you have a foot in the door to her attention. And trust me; if you ignore that fact, as though she amounts to diddly-squat, or is less than you, she won’t trust you and you may never hear from her again. You won’t exist.

And if you didn’t bother to really get to know her and cast her aside, or lie, and refuse to court her, your ego rules the day, not your heart. That makes a man a loser to us, or gay. You must think you’re the queen, not her.

If you diss her because her breasts weren’t the right size or she has a belly, you are a fool. That’s how men end up with the wrong woman. They aren’t patient enough to give the connection a chance because of superficial summation of her looks.

Women take a while to warm up and make up their minds about a man. We are complicated creatures and most of us have a very small pool of men that are acceptable to us, that gets our motor running, that we want to share feelings with and feel secure within a dangerous world. So it is a vital mistake to interpret our behavior toward you too soon. Be smart and be patient.

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Essay: History-Archaeology-The Cosmic Egg


I’m watching Ancient Aliens on the enigma called the Cosmic Egg. The egg is apparently revered all over the world. Humans come from their mother’s egg, and they are questioning how the ancients knew that. Probably intuitively.

All men are narrating this show. They won’t mention women in relation to the cosmic egg, that life comes from the woman’s egg in her ovaries. The men keep talking about it as if the egg is Father God. But it’s Mother Spirit since the female is the one with ALL the eggs. They won’t say it.

Now the men suggest this is the pretext for the BIG BANG. Of course, they project that. It’s a metaphor for ejaculation like blowing on dandelion seeds. Dudes, you just changed the focus to yourselves. What about the cosmic egg? The women? No comment.

The beginning of all creation was not God getting off. It was the female egg in the dark of space, space being a womb from which all manifestation comes! Now they are saying that the egg came from the ET, and I’m having visions of the stork myth. 😜🤔

Next is the Dogon culture, 1000 AD. The Cosmic Egg is now scattering its contents in all directions, so we’re back to the ejaculation projection in Africa. Oh, so they were egg ships now coming from dark outer space, which I see as a womb. Women have a womb and eggs, not men. But let’s continue. Sirius B is the source? The egg is a craft?

This turned into Project Blue Book in 1952. They sent a memo to CIA, and it was confirmed that an egg-shaped craft was seen. It could have been reverse engineered. The government said it was an E.T. and thus begins the American psyop. The beginning of the universe is from the cosmic egg of Mother Spirit. They still haven’t said it.

Portugal… a limestone egg that looks like the Loom of the Maya is found in South America. It looks like DNA with a huge carving on the top. This huge stone looks the pregnant belly of a mother. They haven’t said it yet. The rod is down the middle, the symbol of the power of the gods. Of course, they’ve said nothing about the spiraling DNA on the pregnant egg and are now talking about Moses and his mantool rod in the desert not the big pregnant egg.

Next scene we’re talking about two serpents intertwined around the rod of HERMES, called a caduceus. They say it is the symbol of a male doctor, and his fertility. They think it’s a rod of ancient E.T. technology. A magical Druid stone? A Druids egg that has other worldly powers? Male fantasy. Seriously. Nothing said about ancient female healers or midwives or female doctors.

In Greece there is a stone that is crisscrossed with a double helix. It represents the navel of the earth. This object fell from the sky. Zeus took it…a male. What I’m getting here is PATRIARCHY is a huge, narrated penis cult from antiquity’s boys club because the men could not deal with the fact the the females have all the cosmic eggs, literally, We have all the cosmic eggs that make humans and begin life on earth, not a male God. They cannot face it.

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Essay: Men’s babies are their machines. Women’s babies are…human babies, and therein lies the rub


The father loses the focus and attention of the mother after she has a baby. We love no one more than our babies, and that is forever the case. The men resent it, I think. I can’t blame them. Mother love has kind of done women in on earth too so it’s not as though we don’t question our choice to have children. We could use our creative power to lead and achieve and help the planet. People call that feminism. I call it humanism. We keep birthing our babies onto a slave, patriarch planet where women and children are fodder and sex trafficked. Maybe we need to stop.

It’s true that I will never love a mate as much as my son. Motherly love that is. But at least it’s real love and not based in sex or money which is superficial.

OMG… I’m sorry, this is messed up. They can’t make a baby so they make machines. And here we are.

Happy young man hugging his new car in showroom. Satisfied guy with closed eyes embracing the hood of the automobile. Dreaming man lying on car bonnet hugging it.
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Republican Outspoken Rep Marjorie Taylor Green Resigns after being used and thrown by Trump


Trump really screwed up this time by crossing her. She has a national following, not just a regional one, and doubtful he knew that because to him, she’s just another dumb woman.

Media online are very suspicious of this event, and civilians in the comments accurately think she was threatened by  the DC mafia who are imo, black ops.

She is Red 13 Cosmic Moon. See below. Tone 13’s have no time for B.S. and we don’t compromise with evil. And we don’t fit into social institutions well bc they are fake.

She states that she is not a battered woman in denial. Face facts. Women are expected to bear the brunt of abuse, suck it up, and take it. Sure men get treated badly too but they are programmed to be as mean and power hungry as possible and do whatever they can to take it all and win, even trample on women and children. There are some good men out there for sure, but the patriarchal system knows how to punish the men if they don’t act like monsters. They have to resist that and many don’t. It’s hard to resist grabbing power that’s handed to you at birth just because you’re male.

The days of women of both parties being used and shat on by rich and powerful men need to hit the bricks and be over. Shame on Trump. So glad I didn’t vote for him. Listen to her speech.

She is Red 13 Cosmic Moon universal feelings guided by my gateway Red 13 Skywalker cosmic movement and prophecy. I’ve always liked her and thought she was being far too patient with B.S. in Washington.

Look at her analog! KIN 130, White 13 Dog, the Holy Spirit. Her anipode is rough; Blue 13 Storm. Her Hidden Wisdom, magnetic Human, is the same as Italy PM, Georgia Meloni.

MTG has it going on and walked…good.

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Essay; Mindset-Why Do People Hate Smart Women? | Psychology Today


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Essay; Women Feel the Need to be Like a Colorful Male Bird? Yes.


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Hakeem Jeffries is White 13 Mirror


😳😭

He endures in talking. That’s for sure. He is partly in shadow because of his huge ego. Not very heart centered.
Dude is literally long-winded. What 13 WIND is his Guide Power mediated by Uranus, which governs Age of Aquarius.
But he is no Aquarius Sun. He is a LEO full of EGO and Mama matriarchy with Red 13 Dragon as his analog. Is he ever well positioned to be a democrat. That doesn’t mean he’ll win.
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Time Hack: Israel’s Zionist Cabal and the Kennedy Brothers Assassinations


https://x.com/SpartaJustice/status/1924308296502059168?t=GomqEh6hzBPnDUpB-ZMMBQ&s=09

Let’s download this documentary first and then see which synchronicity  pops up. I’ve already dialed up their birth gateways. JFK was White 10 Worldbridger and RFK a Red 11 Dragon. Red 11 Dragon is suspect as an attempted time hack. This is a powerful birth gateway as it is an OMEGA POINT in time pulsing on an ALPHA Point 33:11:1:131. This gateway pulses to White 1 Mirror, Bohm’s holographic plate in HF30 for holomovement. Jose A. is in this gateway as the antipode, the every present WATCHER of time thieves for the Maya and the author of The Dreamspell.

At 1:12, John McCain, traitor Red 4 Skywalker (like Obama and Bill Clinton SAME GATEWAY) is brought forward because his father was implicated in the cover up of a failed attempt by Israel to bomb the American ship “Liberty” on 6/8/1967 and blame it on Egypt.

These 4SW kin are part of the Zionist cabal.

LBJ was Jewish…for sure.
This is Golda Meir, Prime Minister of Israel for many years. LBJ looks like he could be her brother. Their features are the same. They were probably related.
LBJ birth gateway. Bobby Kennedy was his antipode challenge.

He endured in order to make trouble. Squashing illusion, he sealed the process of dark magic with the cosmic tone of presence. He was guided by an evil vision with seeds from Jupiter or the ICC, the Interplanetary Corporate Conglomerate.

13 Venus, Jupiter, Draco karma at cosmic levels IN SHADOW. LBJ was a bad guy.
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The Committee of 300


I believe the universe’s personalities are in charge. However, they can not interfere with human free will. It’s up to 8 billion humans becoming aware of this committee and taking control of our own minds. Money does not rule the world. MINDS do. 8… BILLION MINDS and HEARTS set the agenda, but people don’t focus on what they want to create. Instead, they obsess on corrupt power, monopolizing, absolute power, and having the most money. Do you think maybe too much of their childhood was spent in abuse, lack, having to defend themselves and going hungry? Then counseling is called for not planetary oppression.

What the fellow in the video may not know or won’t say is that this committee works for ICC, The Interplanetary Corporate Conglomerate on Jupiter. Earth is mostly a slave outpost in our local system bc humans are very good workers here and on other planets.

Also, there are mountains of gold in our local system that are mined and sent here through the time portals, or just the Red Dragon one in China. IDK for sure.

https://twitter.com/SpartaJustice/status/1842048379502628873