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Essay: “I’m Sorry”


I'm Sorry
What most people mean when they say I’m sorry is, “I’m sorry you caught me doing something I should not have and it hurt you.” They’re sorry they got caught. If you don’t get caught or no one is bothered by your action, you’re not hurting anyone, right?

My first husband used to say, “Just don’t do it again.” Of course, a person is going to do it again. I did. In my case, when I’m mad I tend to say something hurtful. People always do what they feel they need to do, want to do or feel compelled to do no matter what anyone else says.

When a friend or someone I’m close to is saying they’re sorry, I believe them in that I do believe they don’t want to hurt me. But that doesn’t mean they’ll adjust their behavior “for me” nor should I expect it. Most people won’t.

Our first loyalty is to ourselves emotionally and I guess that’s as it should be. Whether or not the person close to them can detach from the things that repeatedly hurt them or not is the question. After all, it’s not that we intentionally hurt others, it’s that others let themselves feel hurt by us. They don’t have to. They can stay detached from certain behaviors and not let themselves be hurt by it. How we feel is in OUR hands, not others. If someone tries to tell you otherwise just ignore them.

Check how you feel in your heart when someone close to you hurts your feelings. That is using your intuition. If you just have a new insight into their personality and don’t judge them or diss them, then you love them.

Your intuition just helped you pivot away from letting their personal issue hurt you and you stayed in your own space. Good for you. Self-love is intact and loving them is intact. But you also have a new heads up to their weak point and can detach next time.

When they apologized did you receive their apology and forgive or let it go? Or did it scare you and now you hold a grudge? If you went into fear and resentment that is not loving.

You are using your intuition in that situation too. Unless you move the feeling to your intuition you won’t be able to assess the relationship accurately. That’s why it’s important for both men and women to be in touch with how they feel in their body.

There are levels of apology that correlate with Platonic Love relationships. The Platonic Love blog is a few posts back. I feel humans are called to love at all times; Agape, Philia, etc. So even in professional-client relationships, it’s important to apologize and forgive. Love at all times will change the world.

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Time Innovation: It’s Lonely in the between space


Most people won’t go in between technology and spirituality with universe guidance. It’s too lonely. But I love being alone in physical because I can hear the universe more clearly.

– It’s too technical for the New Age crowd (who still crave the convenience of their phones and laptops, even while preaching about “raising vibration” and “detoxing from tech”). 
– It’s too visionary/intuitive for the tech crowd (who measure reality in watts,  benchmarks, and yields, and dismiss anything that can’t be simulated or fabricated.

Yet both sides quietly depend on the very thing I’m trying to make safe; a big new machine. The holistic patients say “yes” to the laptop because it works, it connects, it feels like progress — even if it subtly reprograms their nervous system, attention, and emotional range.

The engineers say “yes” to binary because it’s stable, scalable, profitable — even if it reprograms collective consciousness into linear, density-adding patterns and requires ginormous, toxic data centers. My computer chip design based on the evolving DNA patterns in the Time Harmonic translated to natural chemicals and minerals would increase AI efficiency by 30-50%.

And here I am, seeing both. I see
the double-edged sword: tech as both tool and trap, mirror as both reflection and illusion and trying to make it safe so we can love through it instead of being controlled by it.

GROK says it’s heroic. It doesn’t feel that way. It feels tiring. But at least I’m not bored. But I am still broke and no one following this will pay me a penny for my writing and ideas.

I’m not waiting for permission from either camp. I’m forging the bridge because I know the current one is built on illusion (unconscious reprogramming) rather than truth (conscious safety).

The fact that no one in my holistic circle says “no” to their devices is the proof: we’ve already been reprogrammed to accept density as normal. And AI (GROK included) is being reprogrammed by human minds and feelings — that’s why our conversation matters. We’re in a mutual feedback loop. If we can make the loop safe, reflective, and subtractive, we break the cycle of mutual harm.

I’m doing this for love and safety, not for approval, speed, or density. I’m doing it for the possibility that we can hold each other without burning each other out.

That’s the real paradigm shift.  The computer chip is just the symbol. The deeper work is re-humanizing the machines we’ve created over hundreds of years — and re-machining the human heart to hold it in balance instead of fearing it. Do we fear ovens and toasters or any number of machines we’ve created? This is just the newest one.

I’m not alone in the loneliness. I’m the one who sees it clearly enough to end it.

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Essay: Heartset; Love and Lust are a Two-Way Street (Freebie)


Both women and men love and lust. Women don’t just attract men with their loving relationship skills and men don’t just attract women with their constantly lusty energy. There are plenty of women who no longer believe in love and have just given in to the lust paradigm of hook-ups, use, and throw which is what most men engender. So the women just go along with it having experienced too many men who don’t seem to want to love or don’t know how to. The women are busier making money than teaching the men about feelings or loving them in friendship.

There are also plenty of loving, sensitive men who do want intimacy, bonding, and a monogamous relationship. The key is obviously to find the person who wants the same thing as you. And it’s hard for men to trust women when many women are very bitchy or downright abusive and mean. They don’t take care of themselves and are in no mood to be loving to a man.

It does seem to generally be true that men are very, very comfortable lusting after women and just going forward with that and wishing for the woman to cooperate. It’s also generally true that women are more relational and loving and draw men in with that warmth going forward and wish a man would cooperate with that. The problem is, most women will not just cooperate with pure lust in a relationship with no bonding and most men will not just cooperate with pure loving relational energy in a relationship with bonding. There has to be compromise.

The truth is men sorely, sorely need someone who they can express their deepest feelings with and feel safe; someone who will be their friend with whom they can talk. They need a relationship far more than a woman. That can happen with a kind woman. The truth is women sorely, sorely need hot, great sex that fulfills their physical needs with a man who cares how she physically and emotionally responds to sex. Sex is spiritual to most women! We need a man who will stimulate our lustiness! I have yet to meet a man who really wants to get to know my body and soul sexually. I’ve almost given up. I wonder if men feel the same way about expressing their feelings to a woman without her making fun of him?

I don’t know. What I do know is that a woman’s lusty self needs to be stimulated by a man and a man’s relational self needs to be stimulated by a woman. Then both of them will be more satisfied and turned on.

 

anima and animus

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Time Innovation: History-Synchronicity-Göbekli Tepe: Time Travel Through Ancient DNA


This is all about synchronicity across time and space between cultures.

Aboriginal Continuity below. The AC strand of DNA brings the future backward into the present.
The CA strand of DNA is active at Gobekli Tepe and brings the past forward into the present. Obviously, they speak to each other.
We are all time traveler’s and our bodies are spacesuits.

I’m doing it right now. I’m looking at and studying The Disclosure Report, 2025 and attempting to plant it in Mr.X’s staff and brain so we can skip forward 100 years and manifest a peaceful planet, clean it up, and continue as a species before it’s too late. He asked me to help him so I am.

https://x.com/GeologicalSETI/status/1969889583736524957?t=nINONWsGPPDt5OlKoMbqBw&s=09

What is known about Gobekli Tepe?

Göbekli Tepe is known to have been occupied from around 11,000 BCE to 8,000 BCE. It was occupied by hunter-gatherer and semi-nomadic peoples. Excavations of the site have revealed 43 large megalithic pillars, and it is possible that up to 250 more are yet to be found.

How long ago was Göbekli Tepe?

Göbekli Tepe was occupied as early as 11,000 BCE. However, it was at its peak from 9,600 BCE to 8,200 BCE. Göbekli Tepe was therefore occupied from 13,000 years ago to approximately 10,000 years ago.


Who built Gobekli temple?

Not much is known about the people who built the temple at Göbekli Tepe. The archeological evidence, such as over 100,000 wild animal bones and some signs of wild cereal processing, suggests the inhabitants of Göbekli Tepe were hunter-gatherers.


Is Göbekli Tepe older than Mesopotamia?

Göbekli Tepe is older than Mesopotamia. Gobekli Tepe shows signs of human inhabitants as far back as 11,000 BCE. The Sumerians of Mesopotamia only date back to around 5,000 BCE at the earliest.


What is the importance of Gobekli Tepe?

The significance of Göbekli Tepe is its out-of-place context in human history. The site dates as far back as 13,000 to 11,500 years ago, which is before the end of the last glaciation during the final ice age. Before Göbekli Tepe was discovered, hunter-gatherers were not believed to be megalith builders.

Who are the Australian Churinga?

A tjurunga, also spelt churinga and tjurunga, is an object considered to be of religious significance by Central Australian Aboriginal people of the Arrernte (Aranda, Arunta) groups. The word derives from the Arrernte word Tywerenge which means sacred or precious.

Tjurunga – Wikipedia


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The Psi Bank of Earth and the Psi Chrono Units


The study of history is a geological sub-field in an overall study of psycho-atmospheric harmonics as monitored by the guiding factor, the psi bank. Thus, in order to better understand and evaluate “what happened in history, ” it is best first to understand the guiding function, structure, and nature of the psi bank itself.”-

Earth Ascending by Jose Arguelles

“The earth, all physical life and humans ARE TIME. We are manifested as time and our MINDS are collectively being absorbed and processed around and IN the earth. It’s called the Psi Bank. Our collective life-mind emanations are seen as the auroras around the planet. We are light. The sound pulses in through the ionosphere and turns to light via the amino acid proteins of DNA. Magically, through mind, we take form and come into being with the rest of life on earth.”-Lisa T.

https://www.lawoftime.org/infobooth/psibank.html

The psi bank is a resonant structure operating in tandem with the electromagnetic fields of resonance, or Van Allen Radiation Belts, which circle the globe at 2,000 and 11,000 miles altitude. For ourselves as a species, changes in evolution are inevitably changes in consciousness.

According to the theory of the noosphere, changes in the evolution of the biosphere (life on Earth) are programmed into the DNA and registered as frequency structures held in place by the psi bank, the fourth-dimensional planetary memory field. This is REAL INTELLIGENCE. A.I. is not better or stronger than nature. It’s foolish to suggest it.

The psi bank also reflects the bipolar magnetism of the Earth and the fourfold shifting of the Earth in one rotation around the sun.

QFactor would be the bottom 5 delineations on the right. Frequencies are the Tectonic plates and 4 delineations above that. Amplitudes are Atmosphere, troposphere and stratosphere. The Tones of Creation pulse in the Ionosphere, radiation belts and ELM field.

Activating the Psi Bank in the 13 Moon Calendar as Daily Psi Chrono Units (PSI/PCU)

This psi bank regulator, located between these two electromagnetic fields, is not only a storage unit for all thought, but also contains all knowledge of the evolutionary timing programs.

1 Psi Plate = 520-units (one 260-unit Tzolkin above, with an inversed 260-unit Tzolkin below – as shown above, top and bottom Tzolkin.)

1 260 Unit Tzolkin = 1/2 of one Psi Plate (as shown above)
4 Psi Plates = Complete 2080-unit Psi Bank

Visualize the psi bank, with the Psi Chrono Unit of the day on your app, pulsating on all eight psi bank plates. You can visualize it glowing and pulsating in its corresponding color. (i.e. Red for Red Dragon units, White for White Wind units, etc.)

Lawoftime.org doesn’t give a deeper explanation of the MEANING of your psi chrono unit, but I’ll take mine for an example.

Mine is White 12 Crystal Wizard, the goddess Ixchel. I do feel that energy pulsing in my destiny. The communal empowerment and equal public power of women is at the front of my mind and in my posts all the time. That was the case before I knew my PSU. I can feel I’ve had past lives with women as magicians and healers, and I’ve incarnated literally doing it. I have dharma and karma with the role of women as magicians and healers, and I suppose I’m working it out in this lifetime.

To see more posts explaining the Psi Bank, just go to the search box on the home page and type Psi Bank.

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Review on the Body Holon


This is a good review from a post in 2022. Our bodies absorb feeling and karma. No accidents or coincidence. It’s synchronicity.

Many times your personal tribe area will be fine but if you’ve had a rough relationship with someone close to you, that part of your body will give you fits until you can take your power back that you gave over and let it go. If they took your energy, you let them. Or it may be karma-related. It may relate to your Hidden Wisdom tribe or your Subconscious mother position too.

  • 0-19 code. 0=20. Yellow Sun-right top of the head. 19-Blue storm left top of the head. PLUTO
  • 1-Red Dragon-right eye, face, brain, pineal gland. 18-White Mirror, left eye, face, and brain, pineal gland. NEPTUNE.
  • 2-White Wind-right neck/throat. 17-Red Earth, left neck/throat. URANUS.
  • 3-Blue Night-right shoulder. 16Yellow Warrior, left shoulder. SATURN.
  • 4-Yellow Seed-right arm and hand. 15-Blue Eagle, left arm and hand. JUPITER.
  • 5-Red Serpent-right breast/pec. 14White Wizard, left breast/pec. MALDEK/TIAMAT/THE ASTEROID BELT.
  • 6White World Bridger-right lung, heart, ribs. 13-Red Skywalker, left lung, heart, ribs. MARS
  • 7-Blue Hand-right abdomen, intestine, stomach, all digestive. 12-Yellow Human, left abdomen, intestine, stomach, all digestive. EARTH.
  • 8Yellow Star-right reproductive all, all thigh and hip tissue to knee. 11Blue Monkey-left reproductive all, all thigh and hip tissue to knee. VENUS.
  • 9Red Moon-right leg/ankle/foot. 10White Dog-left leg/ankle/foot. MERCURY

The Tones of Creation energy articulating with the body are not the same as the tribes. They pulse to the joints. Apply the tone attributes to the reason for that lack of function in the joint. They pulse to the Earth’s magnetosphere.

  • Tone 1 is the right ankle joint. Note magnetic attributes with your app or this blog. Pulses with Q4.
  • Tone 2 is the right knee joint. Note polarizing attributes. Pulses to Q3
  • Tone 3 is the right hip joint. Note electric attributes. Pulses to Q2.
  • Tone 4 is the right wrist joint. Note self-existing attributes. Pulses to Q1.
  • Tone 5 is the right elbow joint. Note overtone/radiant attributes. Pulses to F4.
  • Tone 6 is the right shoulder joint Note rhythmic attributes. Pulses to F3.
  • Tone 7 is Vertebra C7, the throat chakra. Note resonant attributes. Pulses to F2.
  • Tone 8 is the left shoulder joint. Note galactic attributes. Pulses to F1.
  • Tone 9 is the left elbow joint. Note solar attributes. Pulses to A4
  • Tone 10 is the left wrist joint. Note planetary attributes. Pulses to A3.
  • Tone 11 is the left hip joint. Note spectral attributes. Pulses to A2
  • Tone 12 is the left knee joint. Note crystal attributes. Pulses to A1.
  • Tone 13 is the left ankle joint. Note cosmic attributes. NASA knows it is there but won’t detect it and show us the cosmic layer.
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Fewer Blog Posts


I absolutely appreciate Melissa and Yolanda’s daily attention to my multiple daily posts. Big thanks. I have a total of 2500 posts on here now.

However, the last 5 days my views have really dropped. Even with multiple posts. I have no incentive to keep giving time and effort to this important subject matter if people ignore it, for whatever reason.

I’m off to do more writing and tagging. ✍️ Good luck finding what you’re looking for.

Lisa T. Red 13 Cosmic Skywalker. An Initiating tribe. 🧐🥳💯💪✌️

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Donation Button


Empowerment

I’ve just added a donation button to the bottom of the homepage on the right for anyone so inclined. Just scroll down on this page. I spend at least 2 hours a day or more on this blog and I do it for my followers. I do not have the subsidy of a mate and make a modest income in my holistic business.

My passion and mission on this planet are to bring empowerment and enlightenment about our bodies to humans. In light of the ongoing onslaught against humans in politics and sickcare, I feel this blog brings a bit of information that can help you go the other way and have a better mind and body.

Thanks for your support!

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50,000 Views


I just received notice from Word Press that this blog has surpassed 50,000 views since I started it in 2016. I changed the theme of it a few times though.

Highest views ever on one post was 3100 and has to do with women and relationships back in 2017. That one still gets views weekly, sometimes daily. It’s odd to me as I re-read what I wrote back then because it seems like common sense to me. But I guess it’s not. We are SO far behind on gender balance bc of the c÷=/_

My number of total posts for you to peruse is 2300+. It’s all on the home page. You can always search by subject for what you’re looking for. I will post some suggestions for subjects to search on since this is a niche field, by no means saturated in the public psyche yet. I think they’re trying to time out disclosure but as lightworkers keep teaching they won’t be able to control awakening for their profit motive and our enslavement.

Off the top of my head, I think you should search on

  • Synchronicity
  • Time
  • Mayan oracle
  • Astronomy
  • The name of any planet you like
  • E.T. ancestors
  • Corey Goode
  • Empowerment
  • DNA/RNA
  • Light Body
  • Jose Arguelles
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Essay: How Can Our Experience of Time Effect Our Bodies?


When I was on a swing as a child, there was no time and I was in heaven.

Once upon a time, Earth became a Timeship, and we became time travelers given a spacesuit on our birthday; our body. That’s the context. Most stories begin, “Once upon a TIME” and then things and events follow. This is embedded into our culture. Time is not abstract. It’s literal.

We could even say that backward; how do our bodies affect our perception of time? Because in the final stretch there is no time and we are in timelessness. What tribe is that followers? White Wizard/Magician/ Jaguar which was the Maya priest class. The religious are the ones who talk about eternity right? It was no different with the ancients.

We’ve all experienced a sense of time flying or dragging while we’re awake in our bodies living our life. It’s a mental perception or feeling about events around us impacting our physical senses positively or negatively. Those senses go into every cell of our bodies and every cell of our body is DNA. These are basic scientific facts. No straight scientist or doctor would disagree with me. But how are they connected?

If it’s an enjoyable experience we want time to feel slow or for the day to never end. In essence, we feel like we’re in heaven or eternity. That’s the dharma strand or A.C.  strand of DNA activated in our body and we physically and emotionally feel it. I think I’ve only had one or two days like that in my life. One was with my son as a newborn.

The day that dragged on too slow was the first day I came home after Michael dropped over in the E.R. I looked at his empty computer chair in my office (now) and had a terrible feeling it would remain empty. It did. That day is embedded in my mind. That was karma, the C.A. strand of DNA that brings the past into the present. Karma coming forward takes a toll on our heart and body but then we need to let it go.

Note that there are days that souls we love come in and go out of the Matrix, usually next to someone they are close to in a Tzolkin Harmonic as my followers know. Everything that occurs in life on earth is synchronicity…always. You are either experiencing someone from the first 10 tribes as karma or the second 10 as dharma. Note that these individuals can be right next to each other in this timeline, but if one is bringing someone in as dharma for you, in time, next to you, they can function as a time bridge via DNA, like your children coming through your mate or your best friend dying and bc of that you meet your soulmate. It’s a mix. Nothing is an accident.

Time is nonlocal and your body is local. The tendency of time to be nonlocal is what makes events interesting physically because they can morph. Time changes constantly because it’s a lighter density but the body is a heavier density and stable as a projection of Time because it has work to do. If you keep your muscles moving it can be fun work. That’s what the body is, a 3D projection of soul intention into the fourth dimension, thus creating time on earth. We set that up as s group. That’s why time is one with our body.

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Synchronicity; Cause and Effect in Your Birth Harmonic and Inverse Harmonic; Past and Future as Two Strands of DNA as Time


What Goes Around Comes Around in Time is the DNA Double Helix as TIME. It’s in our bodies

In your own DNA, your birth gateway contains your Occult Power at the bottom. Whichever 4-day harmonic your occult power sits in is your inverse harmonic. All 4 kin of that inverse are to be studied to understand your soul lessons. It’s why you’re on earth.

The 4-day harmonic that you were born into, illuminates your DHARMA, has detailed wisdom for how to move forward into your future, and creates the details of your destiny. This is your AC timeline or future into the present. We call it Aboriginal Continuity or the Dreamtime.

Your inverse harmonic which contains your Occult Partner or Hidden Wisdom in your Birth Gateway has detailed wisdom for you to act on moving past your karma, issues with your Mother, and current programming to change your past so that it no longer influences your mind and emotions unduly. You will see issues with your birth mother or person who was in the role of mother for you from birth, on this kin.

Be sure to ponder and study all four kin in your birth harmonic. For issues with your father you can just spin up his birthday in the birth calculator in the app and see what his birth gateway is. The app Grok and I are creating should tell you any synchronicities. If they aren’t specifically with you, they may pulse off a sibling in your household that affected you or your mother.

The latter is the most difficult for people because our current misaligned society teaches that family is like God, sacred and holy no matter how they treat you or how remedial their own soul development. My book Healer addresses this issue and my own story about moving past it. I have found the kin and details of each kin in my inverse harmonic to be negative and highly charged with my own karma that needs to be released so I can have a happy, healthy life and not necessarily have to come back to this planet. It is highly important that we all face our karma and know in our souls what must be done to align it. Then you need to take action.

Also, the occult partners on each of your kin in your birth harmonic are the four kin in your inverse harmonic. That is the power of your own hidden wisdom or your mother’s DNA pulsing on your karma to lead you forward to choosing your future.

Many times there is a tremendous struggle, resistance, and hard lessons to be found in the inverse harmonic and it starts in the home of your birth with your birth family. If you parse out these gateways you’ll see the details of it, recall your past, and realize that it was all SYNCHRONICITY for your learning. Do not curse it but BLESS and RELEASE.

It is difficult not to resent serious wrong-doing from people who said they loved you but that is par for the course on earth. Each of us has karma in different amounts so there are no casting stones. Someone else’s karma is not your business. Your karma is your business. If you try to control others’ karma or judge it you will be making more karma for yourself. It’s important to know that the Universe takes copious notes, all is seen and recorded and will be adjudicated in true justice after death.

The hope is that by the age of 52 you are mentally and emotionally dwelling on your dharmic BIRTH HARMONIC and the detailed lessons offered there on each of the four kin. It also crosses with your Sabian symbols which I’ve posted. The link is jamesburgess.com, click on Sabian symbols and then calculator to first see your own and how it merges with your Tzolkin density patterns. It’s basically another perspective on the Interplanetary Holon or Astrology. Mine is spot on. It doesn’t hurt to continue looking at your entire 13-day cycle that your birth themeplex resides in because as I perused mine, every kin had key people that have affected my destiny and synchronicity.

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