Tuesday-Red 13 Cosmic Serpent floating to the surface

Quetzalcoatl, the rainbow feathered cosmic serpent represents our primary genetic emergence. From Earth Ascending by Jose Arguelles.

Code 0-19; 17:5:13:65

Mediating planet is Maldek, the current day asteroid belt, also called Tiamat before it was blown up by the Maldekians eons ago. It also blew off part of Mars which at the time, was it’s star.

We finish the Red 1 Skywalker 13-day cycle today with Red 13 Serpent with attributes of survival, instinct and life force all under the bequest of cosmic tone 13 vibration which transcends, endures, and has presence.

The analog is White 13 Wizard which advances enchantment, receptivity and timelessness with the same tone 13 attributes. But we are guided by Red 13 Moon composed of universal water, flow and purification which was all necessary and has been necessary for HUMAN EVOLUTION. It is possible to remember ourselves, our souls, feelings, and passions despite societal programming. This is not the energy of opinionated, rebellious, clever, political blather. This is real wisdom coming from an open heart, a balance of female and male in each person and an epic channeling of eternity IN OUR BODIES.

That’s what the ascension is and it’s not a joke. Human beings are super beings with super blood and the power of mind and heart focused on creative vision. Speaking of, that is the antipode for today; Blue 13 Eagle. Our challenge and our gift is that we do have the ability to use our mind for creative vision. Look at the artists, animators, musicians, writers and movie makers over time that have moved CGI to new heights to spiral our vision to galactic dimensions. I love sci-fi and Marvel. It’s fiction but what’s the source of fiction? How many fiction writers have really cloaked truths in the fiction so that it would be absorbed? Probably all of them. Maybe they weren’t even aware of it.

5GForce today is Blue 1 Eagle or magnetic vision from the fifth dimension

Serine is Red Serpent
Lysine is White Wizard
Methionine, the Start Codon is Red Moon
Arginine is Blue Eagle
Histidine is Yellow Warrior

This is a primal mix of amino acids and as we saw yesterday, Lysine and Arginine team up and are talking to one another. I’m not a chemist so I don’t know what they are saying. I just know that in the Tzolkin, they don’t seem friendly. Lysine as White Wizard is a heart knowing shaman concerned with spirituality and Blue Eagle is an independent visionary who believes in themselves and is technically and scientifically inclined. There was the conflict between two castes on Maldek. They created such a conflagration that their tech blew up the planet. Yet looking at those two amino acids, they are so similar. It’s spooky.

May 31, 2020May 31, 2020

It’s Being Blown Apart; Tone 11

The peace is broken with Spectral energy

Code0-19; 16:3:11:63

They were almost all peaceful protests. After all, people are tired of being cooped up, watching movies, and group gatherings shut down. It doesn’t make any sense for things to blow up as they did, especially in my home town of Grand Rapids.

Grand Rapids never blows up! This is not a violent area at all but people are individuals and demand their constitutional rights. And most of the time they are immature and not in control of themselves so the authorities need to be more like patient parents and not psychopaths with abusive Daddy issues. It’s not a democratic demographic where people believe the “nice” government is going to help them out while they all sing kumbayah. Rugged individualism is on tap here.

That said, last night was SPECTRAL which means the energy was dissolving, chaotic, ripping apart, ghostly and just, not good. That burnt and crashed beautiful downtown Grand Rapids. That’s never happened. They burned cars. By all accounts it WAS and continued to be a peaceful protest until after midnight.

All it took was ONE PERSON to throw a rock and break a window for the GRPD to tear gas everyone. Wow! Fire that person. Frankly, it was there fault that it erupted and there you have spectral energy. One bad apple ruined the whole barrel and that is what spectral energy does. Plus it was Blue Night which is itself a bit of a Halloween Party.

The Tzolkin always gives you a heads up BEFORE anything happens. It’s one of the reasons to follow it. I wouldn’t leave the house on a Blue 11 Night gateway. There are only a couple like that out of 260. It’s analog, Yellow 11 Warrior is like that. A Spectral warrior? The ghost of a dead soldier. No way. Blue 11 Storm is a big one. Watch the weather! It’s notorious for turning quickly on any Blue Storm day. We live on a volatile planet and the Constitution gives people the right to be wrong but not to be violent in action or reaction.

That’s a volatile, powerful mix of amino acids to be coming under the planetary influences that are afoot right now. No one is keeping an eye on humans being shaken up the way the earth is being shaken up. The breaking of glass and windows is an archetype for the hidden wisdom, subconscious position of White 3 Mirror. Electrifying reflection on the birth family and likely all the racism or ignorance taught to children. The archetypes are Blue Night, Yellow Warrior, Blue Night, Red Skywalker, and White Mirror.

5GForce-Fifth dimensional energies; Red 3 Earth, Activated Synchronicities

This would indicate it was waiting to happen and then did.

SCIENCE CORNER

Characterization of a Histidine- And Alanine-Rich Protein Showing Interaction With Calreticulin in Rice

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/18283411/

May 29, 2020December 16, 2022

Time Dilation

Non-symmetric time dilation. From the local frame of reference of the blue clock, the red clock, being in motion, is perceived as ticking slower[10] (Exaggerated) It’s a representation of movement from 3D to 4D. I’m pondering what is entailed in moving from the 3D designation of each of the 64 harmonics to the 260-day cycle that is 4D and 5D. How does the RNA move in 4D? Maybe we go in circles.This phenom is why some days’ time feels like it’s moving faster and some days slower. In this image, it appears 3D is moving much faster than 4D but that’s probably not always the case. It reminds me of the earth’s rotation around the sun which in synchronicity, IS TIME.

Doesn’t it do your heart good to think about the fact that the intrinsic harmony of the Tzolkin programs all of this? It is deterministic (as my son likes to blather about) but there is free-will in the details.”Time dilation and length contraction – can be better described within the framework of a 3D space with time as the quantity used to measure change (i.e., photon motion) in this space.”

Time change is PHOTON MOTION. Photons are light. Yeah, the Sun; Earth’s rotation around the sun. Time is just change in the light in our bodies; past, present, future.🧐

**Time dilation looks like on e strand of the DNA double helix. Fancy that.**

May 29, 2020May 29, 2020

Friday; Red 9 Solar Dragon is Breathing Fire

I’m sorry I didn’t post yesterday but the Dragon was coming out of it’s lair during the Hidden Wisdom, dusk to Midnight and I was kind of on the run. Last night was Red 6 Dragon so issues of equality and manipulation of Mind were on the front burner. The day was good but when the sun went down the energy turned.

I don’t watch T.V. but seeing the Twitter feed was enough to let me know that tumultuous Tone 6 was wreaking havoc with people’s minds who are easy pickin’s meaning reactive. I was also busy deleting every last one of my pictures on Facebook and I’ll be deleting my account soon. It’s a very bad platform, very bad energy, and puts humans in a fake mind and time bubble. It adds to the time warp. I’ve noticed some followers are afraid to go off-FBWorld and come into the internet universe to get my posts. That’s amazing mind control right there. They’re also afraid of Twitter so this media programming is real and people isolate themselves. FB is Disneyland.

I watch no T.V. at all and get the news from the ethers and meditate instead. If you do watch it you don’t have a chance in heaven of getting away unscathed. It’s important right now to have a few degrees of separation during the last days of Caligula coming to an end here so you can focus your own mind instead of having it programmed for you. There has to be an end to this thing!

So we pulsed right off of Red 6 Dragon last night into the fire of Red 9 Solar Dragon today with an analog of White 9 Solar Mirror (Tyrosine). That fire is breathed right onto OUR REFLECTION. Who do we see in the mirror??? We’re all humans and ONE human race. All human lives matter equally.

Our mediating planet today is Neptune and it’s currently in Aquarius. Aquarius is all about shaking up the status quo and rebelling. This is a pretty interesting 5 Amino Acid (Tzolkin archetype) themeplex as we factor in the dynamic between the analog, White 9 Mirror (Tyrosine) and the Guide Power, Red 9 Earth (Phenylalanine) which is solar synchronicity. Add to that Tone 9 is solar and the hidden wisdom affecting the subconscious mind is The Sun or Yellow 5 Sun (The Stop Codon that ends the sequencing on the mRNA Strand of the RNA) which is overtone and radiant.

Before I nutshell this, lets look at the 5th dimensional GForce to get a true perspective. If you just look at things from 3D ground level it’s not a correct angle to assess what’s really going on. The GForce today is Blue 5 Storm. It makes perfect sense. The overtone 5 is commanding, radiant and empowering. People in America are ripping the freaking mask off their faces, UNMUZZLING themselves and expressing how they feel. It’s just where some people’s brains are stationed. I’m a peaceful person but I accept that many aren’t there yet nor do I expect them to be. They obey whether they agree or not and then remain quiet until it erupts. None of that is healthy nor is it what the Tzolkin calls for in the interest of human evolution. It’s just what is happening and humans are known to want their freedom and throw a fit at INJUSTICE and CONTROL! There’s plenty of that around to be sure. That said, they aren’t always focused on what they DO want and throw a fit about what they don’t want. Blue 5 Storm is the perfect energy to shore up catalyzing the truth, potent energy and self-generation.

“I empower in order to catalyze. Commanding energy I seal the matrix of self-generation with the overtone tone of radiance. I am guided by the power of accomplishment. I am a galactic activation portal. Enter me.”-The Dreamspell
The Nutshell
These amino acids evolving in multidimensional existence are shaking up the planet to come into a new phase of focused physical power and a brain ability to have less fear about the unknown and create something other than chaos which tends to be Blue Monkey energy. Those that are at the very bottom of development are getting used by the takers very easily. They’ve followed the institutions all of their lives. They’ve made some poor choices with regard to following the crowd and reacting to media. Tone 6 tends to be all about that. But when you make a poor choice, the next time you might see a better choice and go that route. Live and learn. The Tzolkin is forever telling us that we are on a SELF-GENERATING (Tone 4 and everything about Earth is FOUR) Planet. Were not called to wait around for other people to agree with us or expect it so this thought-form is dying off.

May 26, 2020December 16, 2022

Is the Optimal Set of Protein Amino Acids Purposed by Mind?

This is a great foundational paper to explain the ancient existence of the Tzolkin.

The Mayan count of days, count of kin, and the count of amino acids IS the universal software program of intelligent design from galactic center or Hunab Ku in Maya or God as the Christians say.

Our ancestry is from the galaxy, the stars, the planets and at the Center of it is an Eternal Son who goes by many names but is known Universe wide as our best friend, loyal, and pure of heart. He belongs to no, one galaxy, planet, species, or people but an intelligent Grand Universe.

By Fazale Rana – October 9, 2019 As a graduate student and a postdoc, I spent countless hours in the lab doing research. Part of my work involved performing biochemical assays—laboratory procedures designed to measure the activities of biomolecules and biochemical systems. To get our assays to work properly, we had to carefully design and […]
Is the Optimal Set of Protein Amino Acids Purposed by a Mind?

May 26, 2020

Is the Optimal Set of Protein Amino Acids Purposed by a Mind?

This is a great foundational paper to explain the ancient existance of the Tzolkin. The Mayan count of days, count of kin, and the count of amino acids IS the universal software program of intelligent design from galactic center or hunab ku or God as the Christians say.

There is Mind all right, universal patterns that are exponential and exact, full of destiny and free will and a type of theocracy that puts earths cycles and the evolution of humans at the center of a multidimensional drama of cosmic proportions. Our ancestry is from the galaxy, the stars, the planets and at the Center of it is an Eternal Son who goes by many names but is known Universe wide as our best friend, loyal, and pure of heart. He belongs to no, one galaxy, planet, species, or people but an intelligent Grand Universe.

By Fazale Rana – October 9, 2019 As a graduate student and a postdoc, I spent countless hours in the lab doing research. Part of my work involved performing biochemical assays—laboratory procedures designed to measure the activities of biomolecules and biochemical systems. To get our assays to work properly, we had to carefully design and […]
Is the Optimal Set of Protein Amino Acids Purposed by a Mind?

May 26, 2020May 26, 2020

Anyone for a Swim?…or a Cry?

I love this chart. It puts the Tzolkin archetypes into Earth language.
Hydrophobic means the molecules, and some of yours, have a water phobia. They don’t like the water.
Hydrophillic means the opposite.
Amphipathic means it can go either way depending on the context. They are polar and non-polar

Call me a major nerd but this chart is very moving for me. These 20 amino acids, with all the similar chemicals; Carbon, Hydrogen, Nitrogen, Oxygen, rearranged in different ways and put in different contexts make up ALL the diversity of life on this planet and how many others! It really begs the question; What is the source then of expression of our souls, music, art, dance, sexuality, and love? Can the answer be found in how these proteins fold? It would only be a partial answer but to start the New Science with actual ethics we really need to understand how proteins fold.

White Wind, Red Earth, Blue Night, Blue Hand, Yellow Star, and Yellow Seed are not going to wear their heart on their sleeve or run to the beach. They prefer the trees, soil and plants and they are known to not tell the truth about their feelings or even know how they feel in the first place. They have feelings but they are AWOL.

Red Serpent, White World-Bridger, White Dog, Yellow Human, Red Dragon, Blue Monkey, Red Skywalker, Blue Eagle, and Yellow Warrior will go for a dip and thrive near water. They prefer bodies of water to the earth and want to talk about their feelings.

White Wizard, Blue Storm, White Mirror, and Red Moon will be unpredictable. It could go either way. These folks have mood instabilities.

Most interesting is that Sulfur, looking at Methionine and Cysteine, was the first substance to begin life on this planet and the Red Dragon tribe was here first according to Mayan history as far as entities. They are Tribe #1, have attributes of blood memory, nurturing, being, birth, protective, primordial mother, memory, creative energy and supportive.

Sulfur Chemistry May Have Paved the Way for Evolution of Antioxidants

https://www.liebertpub.com/doi/full/10.1089/ast.2019.2156

A SULFUR BATH doesn’t exactly sound comfy to we soft mammalian humans now but back then, the whole planet was sulfur. We had to begin that way and the reptiles evolution is still part of our bird brains. They even call it the reptilian brain and indeed, birds evolved from the dinosaurs.

Methionine is the other sulfur containing amino acid and is THE start codon in line sequencing. The tRNA cell holds the mRNA which finds the start codon; UAC in the anti-codon, starts to match things up and translates the codons into an mRNA strand. This is all mirrored almost exactly in the Tzolkin, 5 archetype themeplex. They even look the same.

May 25, 2020May 25, 2020

Energy can collapse through time?

If UFO's manipulate gravity then is it possible that gravity is a byproduct of mass energy collapsing amplitude through time into a higher frequency and allowing mass to contact creating the vacuum that is gravity? Universal Dark Energy is not required. https://t.co/Q6OxhK27p1 pic.twitter.com/RtdSpSusg2
— Teslawaves (@teslawaves) May 25, 2020

Read this carefully. From all reports, the ET’s do know how to “change” mass and disappear though time but I don’t think it collapses or creates a vacuum. That sounds vulgar and moving from 3D to 4D is not vulgar but elegant. It’s just a change in the vibrational rate. I see it in the Tzolkin movement of the DNA and that is probably what the ET’s know how to do.

There are humans who know how to utilize the natural time portals on the planet and in the cosmic Web but they suppress that info. from us because we’re not elite.

The reason the time portals work, which supposedly the Germans have had a corner on since post World War II, is because they’ve got cooperative contracts with certain groups that view humans as a resource to be controlled and used. They taught them how to manipulate mass in time, thus our current situation on the surface. They not only steal our money and stuff but our time as well.

Time affecting mass is not that big of a deal if you understand the way our DNA moves which is illuminated in the Tzolkin. Time is doing it to our hodies right now via our minds. If this is true it would prove that it’s normal for 3D to move into 4D, 3rd Dimension into 4th dimensional time because they are the same so it’s easy to move through.

May 24, 2020December 16, 2022

Sunday Reading; Yellow 4 Warrior Histidine is moving as RNA

Code0-19; 14:16:4:56 We are in the 14th harmonic out of 65, the 16th Amino Acid and archetype out of 20, the 4th tone of 13 and the 56th kin of 260 in a Mayan year. This is our location in our local universe.

This is the Mayan depiction of tone 4 Histidine in Themeplex with Alanine, Glutamic Acid, Threonine, and Serine. They rotate radially from center to left just like the ancient symbol for life; the wastika. The Nazi’s co-opted it and reversed its direction to the right during WWII and the present to use its power for death, destruction, control, greed, and torture. They are most definitely still around and in Shadow. In fact they head up the cabal on earth and keep the time warp going.

The Mayan names are Yellow Warrior, Blue Night, Yellow Human, White WorldBridger and Red Serpent.

In synchronicity, we have the war based Pentagon showing up geometrically in the histidine molecule. In addition, the mediating planet for histidine is Saturn which historically and currently rules strategic war planning.

“Histidine (His) may be both polar and charged, depending on the environment and pH of the solution. It has two –NH group with a pKa value of around 6. When both groups are protonated, the side chain has a charge of +1. However, the pKa may be modulated by the environment inside the protein in a way that the side chain may give away a proton and become neutral, or accept a proton, becoming charged. This ability makes histidine useful within enzyme active sites.”-proteinstructures.com

Alanine, the analog Blue 4 Night and 10 Serine, the Hidden Wisdom are hydrophobic or not favorable to water.

Glutamic Acid, the guide power Yellow Human is a charged side chain that forms a salt bridge in the molecule.

Histidine, Serine, and Threonine are Polar and form Hydrogen bonds as proton donors or acceptors. Serine (Ser) and threonine (Thr) are polar since both carry a hydroxyl group.

May 24, 2020May 24, 2020

Sunday. Tone 4 Histidine is moving as RNA

The Mayan names are Yellow Warrior, Blue Night, Yellow Human, White WorldBridger and Red Serpent.

Alanine, the analog Blue 4 Night and 10 Serine, the Hidden Wisdom are hydrophobic or not favorable to water.

Glutamic Acid, the guide power Yellow Human is a charged side chain that forms a salt bridge in the molecule.

Histidine, Serine, and Threonine are Polar and form Hydrogen bonds as proton donors or acceptors. Serine (Ser) and threonine (Thr) are polar since both carry a hydroxyl group.

May 24, 2020January 26, 2021

My Hypothetical question and Hypothetical Statement as part of this Scientific Study.

Q: Is DNA-RNA movement equivalent to the movement of time?

Statement: “This study is designed to assess my hypothesis that the radial movement of RNA-DNA is the radial movement of time.

Once I’m done with my current phase of background research I am looking for interested scientists to help me;

Design an experiment
Collect data
Analyze the results
Draw conclusions
Communicate the results

May 18, 2020January 28, 2026

Repost of a post from May 2020; I am no longer a Democrat

I remember writing this two years ago and it still holds. What a riot.

When scamdemic started in March 2020 and they started lockdowns, I and millions of others saw through it. I was very outspoken from the beginning. As they got serious over two years, my holistic biz page was kicked off of FB. All of my FB friends unfriended me and I unfriended them. I got hate mail from 3 patients who said the virus was my fault. I was shadow-banned on Twitter and now I’ve been kicked off of LinkedIn. There is a price to pay for honesty if you’re a woman. Working to be a cut above has its challenges.

I get a kick out of all of it. The Universe has my back and if you do the same, they will have yours.

I’m not a Pub either. No way. Politically I’ve been a Centrist for a long time which right now leans toward Justin Amash 2020 who is actually my neighbor from West Grand Rapids. He grew up in this neighborhood and has actually visited my house.

I feel much better about myself being honest in the political stance I was raised to despise. My family are all liberal, far left-wing Obama worshippers, and believe he is the reincarnation of Jesus Christ, so…that’s not working for me. It’s just the government, not a church. My great grandfathers Townsend risked a limb or two and wrote the freedom of religion clause for the Flushing Remonstrance that was eventually included in the Bill of Rights. I’m not giving that one away. No establishment of religion in America!

The most nauseating part of this is that on my personal wall on Facebook unless my picture is smiling and cute or pretty and I post little niceisms about my son or the weather, I’m absolutely ignored. If I post anything powerful against the panicdemic that is absolutely true from licensed physicians or nurses, or epidemiologists, I’m ignored. I really want to unfriend every one of them that have dissed me because I’m opinionated and an activist for physical and financial sovereignty in a culture that views human beings as stupid commodities to be manipulated until the funeral industry can make a pretty penny off of your death. (They unfriended me actually)

I want to create a new, powerful, more outspoken than ever persona that is as calm, lucid, intelligent, and beautiful to the point where no one can see me coming. I’m not bothering with resisting idiots, I’m BEING who I am in my full power and could care less what anyone’s reaction is. Facts are facts. Feelings are feelings. We are each free under our Constitution. If you believe the news media or watch a lot of TV your brain is fried and I’m not helping you. I want to be intimidating. I do think it’s better to be feared than loved on this planet of little human love.

What I can’t quite figure out is the odd time fold where my mind flipped fully away from liberal, left-wing thinking. For years, I’ve found the Disney trope of Democrats to be nauseating; their fear of anything outside of their comfy Protestant church service, hometown, their grandchildren, and quilting to be mind-numbing, their WASPYness making me crave a raft of ants in the rainforest to gobble them up. (Wasp vs. Antman).

The Trump lovers on Twitter are even bothering me. I fully support the disclosure of 100 years of secrets regarding the ETs and tech but I wonder how it’s going to happen without the liberals losing their minds. Hillary and her elite clique being Luciferian, bloodthirsty pedophiles I don’t find hard to believe but if they really let this out some Americans will go over the cliff. Are the right-wingers serious that we are supposed to believe that there are NO REPUBLICAN Luciferians? , the Pubs are lily-white on this issue? No way. The entire government is corrupt and all the institutions with it.

I’m not sure what this new world will bring but I’ve most definitely run away from home, far, far away from the National House and I’m never coming back. They are the biggest pack of liars and their followers the biggest flock of sheeple I’ve ever seen.

May 10, 2020May 12, 2020

Thank you.

I have 311 followers on here now. Thank you! There are eight years of writing so feel free to explore. My books are available for purchase on the books tab and Healer is on Amazon.

I’ll do my best to get on the reader and see what’s up with everyone.

May 9, 2020May 9, 2020

Mothers Day

I wrote this ten years ago today and forgot about it. Good ole’ FB memories

To all the Mothers:

Happy Mother’s Day.

May the abundance of the Earth and the light of the sun, moon, and stars wash your feet with the holy water borne of many tears turned to a blessed stream ambling through a heart full of joy. -ME (5/9/10)

April 26, 2020December 2, 2025

Essay; No Possession in Relationships

just because someone desires you.

I guess the saying above could apply to women and to men but women are quite a bit more pre-meditated in choosing which men to talk to and then sleep with. Our lust does not control our rationality, much to men’s dismay. Sometimes mine does but I’m working on curbing it now that I realize men fall in love easier than women do, even it’s just our breasts they’re in love with.

This is especially the case for women of reproductive age. So mostly, this applies to women. Just because a man desires you doesn’t mean he values you. For men, this could say, “Just because a woman likes to talk to you doesn’t mean she values you or loves you.” But if SHE SAID she loves she does. We don’t say that lightly.

If people are not possessions then relationships with them cannot be assessed like an insurance adjustor would assess the damage done to a car.

Loss Adjuster Inspecting Car Involved In Accident
I’m following up on my previous post “Bonding Instead of Possession”, and suggesting a compromise between men’s dualistic approach to relationships which is either promiscuity or possession. Analyzing a relationship is not akin to being an insurance claims adjustor. It’s a matter for your HEARTSET to assess the situation which entails your feelings and then use intuition since feelings only lead to intuition which is the higher mind. No one is called to act on, indulge, or hold on to their feelings. Feelings are supposed to lead to the movement of Mind and Heart so we can make informed choices. You can’t leave out Heart or Mind or it will fail. That’s the whole point of knowing your feelings and it’s not minor. The Intuition leads to the higher mind and the rational leads to the lower mind. One is fast, one is slow. I didn’t figure that out, the scientists did, nor do I really like the situation but that seems to be the way the brain is laid out for now until we evolve differently.

Promiscuity or possession is an all or nothing approach, a decisive approach that actually is emotional, even passionate based on physical lust, need, and desire, not love.

Why is it considered normal and acceptable for men to not want a relationship but not women? Many women, including me, like being single, but I like friendship, love, and sex but I don’t want to be in a relationship. I like my absolute freedom and need it. I also like monogamy but only if the man doesn’t go overboard.

Can a man process all of that and accept that I don’t want to possess or control him and he can’t possess or control me?

So far, no.

Now in 2025, I think there are unique circumstances where two people love each other and want to be together. You have to go with the flow. But if STAFF and FAMILY or money are interfering with two people being together that is PURE EVIL. The universe needs to intercede and synchronicity needs to control the situation. There is no stronger magnet on earth than love.💞

April 22, 2020April 22, 2020

Physical, Human Connection…REALIZE.

human connection

April 17, 2020April 18, 2020

I Haven’t Written about Intimacy in Awhile

…because a panicdemic isn’t exactly an inspiration to intimacy.

IT’S A DIFFERENT WORLD SINCE I LAST REALLY POSTED ANYTHING!

I’m just going to say it. If you’re well and have faith in your immune system, know that you make antibodies as everyone does and feel like you can walk above the Fear Fray, HAVE SEX!

I’m above the fear fray. I’m incapable of following the crowd on this. Literally. I watch NO T.V. Because I know better. Being holistic, I know the facts about the body and take care of myself. I don’t rely on doctors and their pills. I use herbs and take Chinese anti-viral herbs that make it impossible for a virus to go into your lungs. YEAH, THEY SHOULD BE ALL OVER THE HOSPITAL but there is no way Big Pharma would let Chinese herbs that work in there, even if they can save lives.

Being who I am, I know how to pretend I’m complying and then do the little actions and use the little wipes, hand washing like it’s a religion, social distancing, blah, blah, blah that everyone thinks is SO powerful and make my office smell like Lysol which is actually not good for us. I actually do it, probably more than the fear people because I coddle the fearful people too much. I feel sorry for them having no faith whatsoever in their bodies.

It’s because they THINK THAT and FEEL that that gives it power. I feel it already without the little anti-microbial everything. Someone do me and people LIKE ME a favor and have a better understanding of how your body really works and some FAITH in your very powerful immune system. We never get that satisfaction. We just get to see darting eyes behind and mask and FEAR oozing out of every part of your body while you walk really fast from the grocery store. Do you know how TOXIC that is?

This whole thing is killing intimacy of any kind and sex and I find it very, very sinister to the social fabric of humanity. We’ll see if they really intend to open up normal movement again. Just start doing it yourself quietly. If everyone does without making a fuss then who is going to stop them?

What is intimate is the virus itself. It’s microscopic folks. It’s smaller than any moisture cells that come out of your mouth during a sneeze. The mask everyone is making like Betsy Ross made the flag aren’t helping with anything. If you sneeze, the microscopic virus goes right through the fibers of the mask. Outside particles in the air go right into and through because they’re microscopic. The only mask that stops it is N95 and I have one. A healthcare worker gave it to me so I could work on her. It’s asphyxiating meaning it works to keep out the virus. Oxygen can barely get in which means nothing in the air is getting in. That’s how you know it works. And you could faint wearing it. So the masks that do work don’t allow you to breathe. There’s a quick death. The whole mask issue is one of psychological false sense of security. If your vibe is full of fear you weaken your immune system.

Anyway…your mind (thoughts and feelings) control your immune system. There are all kinds of nasties, every day of your life in your body that if multiplied, would kill you quickly. Mammals are full of destructive microbes! All the time! We don’t die because our immune systems are 1 million years old of brilliant and are on vigilant guard and go after anything that gets out of line UNLESS, we tell them to stand down and let the killing begin. Meaning, you, the host, feel weak and sad and want to die. That doesn’t usually happen but this would be a good time to split if you felt like it. No one would question you, no hassle. The virus would be blamed, you would not be.

I feel the lack of intimacy and socializing is worse for people than the virus. We are meant to be together. This distrust of our bodies and the immune system is nonsense. That said if you feel weak and full of fear you should stay home because your vibe is toxic. Maybe not just now but all the time. You’ve got some meditating to do and choices to make about your relationship with Life.

April 17, 2020February 23, 2023

Intimacy; Panicdemic

…because a panicdemic isn’t exactly an inspiration to intimacy.

IT’S A DIFFERENT WORLD SINCE I LAST REALLY POSTED ANYTHING!

I’m just going to say it. If you’re well and have faith in your immune system, know that you make antibodies as everyone does and feel like you can walk above the Fear Fray, HAVE SEX!

April 13, 2020January 16, 2025

A Matter of Opinion

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“Some people need to take their own advice instead of endlessly propelling it at others. “The truth” is only “their truth” which is just their opinion. There are facts of science and nature. But when it comes to people, it is all relative. It is a matter of opinion.”-Me, Lisa K. Townsend

February 26, 2020November 9, 2025

Intimacy; Gray Area Between Relationship and Hookup?

I wrote this in 2020. I am not the same in 2025.-L.T.

I have to admit, if I’m not looking for a committed relationship with a man I don’t pay much attention to personally. I’m looking for an attraction for sex or a lover. Women are no different from men sometimes.

Having touch and sex is a health issue. We all need it! I’m not throwing guilt in there but I do notice that the emotional detachment with a man turns me off no matter how hot he is. I appreciate the beauty of a man though just as much as men do with women. Yet, it’s not even close to being like love.

Things get tricky when a man is your friend and you have things in common and have known each other for a while. If he has a disposable hookup habit with women who are not friends how will he handle sex with a friend? Another notch only meaner? He gets double points for disposing of a female friend? Ultimately, she’s only a woman and nothing stops him from devouring as much as he can for free.

Being women, we do have the ability to make a man fall in love with us by loving him from the heart, talking to him, and being irresistibly sexy even while we’re free spirits and have no intention of having him on a hook. Personally, I have no desire for a man around just as I have no pet in the house. I’m busy with the work I love. But I’m not sure I want the burden of a man in love with me to weigh me down.

I think you have to be ready to lose the friendship on the sex altar. It happens on the attraction and flirting altar too. That just ended one of my friendships. We didn’t even have sex but we may as well have because the energy and affection were there…then it left. It was his doing because he decided to hook up with someone else much easier to handle, blonder, and more tattooed likely with piercings in all the gross places. Lol. She was his level.

There is a gray area in there somewhere. I just haven’t found the sweet spot. Que sera sera.