Essay: Heartset; Love and Lust are a Two-Way Street (Freebie)


Both women and men love and lust. Women don’t just attract men with their loving relationship skills and men don’t just attract women with their constantly lusty energy. There are plenty of women who no longer believe in love and have just given in to the lust paradigm of hook-ups, use, and throw which is what most men engender. So the women just go along with it having experienced too many men who don’t seem to want to love or don’t know how to. The women are busier making money than teaching the men about feelings or loving them in friendship.

There are also plenty of loving, sensitive men who do want intimacy, bonding, and a monogamous relationship. The key is obviously to find the person who wants the same thing as you. And it’s hard for men to trust women when many women are very bitchy or downright abusive and mean. They don’t take care of themselves and are in no mood to be loving to a man.

It does seem to generally be true that men are very, very comfortable lusting after women and just going forward with that and wishing for the woman to cooperate. It’s also generally true that women are more relational and loving and draw men in with that warmth going forward and wish a man would cooperate with that. The problem is, most women will not just cooperate with pure lust in a relationship with no bonding and most men will not just cooperate with pure loving relational energy in a relationship with bonding. There has to be compromise.

The truth is men sorely, sorely need someone who they can express their deepest feelings with and feel safe; someone who will be their friend with whom they can talk. They need a relationship far more than a woman. That can happen with a kind woman. The truth is women sorely, sorely need hot, great sex that fulfills their physical needs with a man who cares how she physically and emotionally responds to sex. Sex is spiritual to most women! We need a man who will stimulate our lustiness! I have yet to meet a man who really wants to get to know my body and soul sexually. I’ve almost given up. I wonder if men feel the same way about expressing their feelings to a woman without her making fun of him?

I don’t know. What I do know is that a woman’s lusty self needs to be stimulated by a man and a man’s relational self needs to be stimulated by a woman. Then both of them will be more satisfied and turned on.

 

anima and animus

Synchronicity Today-Friday-Kin139


The energy level is low and sleepy today. People who thrive on conflict and drama won’t find it.

Today is 9Storm Tryptophan, a blue transformer tribe on the 9~5 solar to radiant pulse. It’s A4 layer in the ionosphere.

This was Princess Diana’s birth gateway and Camille Paglia, writer. I don’t wish working on sealing the matrix of self-generation on anyone on this planet. By every means possible, the nefarious elite know how to hijack every ounce of human energy, including the children’s energy, by using money and outside institutions to do it. People who do self-generate and take care of themselves are not respected but attacked. Therapists always counsel patients to take care of themselves and usually serve as good examples by doing it themselves at great resistance. Hopefully it will end soon and the vampiring of energy from others will end.

With Blue Storm we see extreme changes in the barometer and sometimes dangerous storms as far as weather.

Spacetime Sync

Jupiter, Mercury, and Uranus are also pulsing in time.

  • Mercury aligns with Neptune today, easing tension or releasing mental blocks. We’re thinking or talking about our dreams and ideals. It can be a day of interesting ideas, tastes, conversations, and musings. With this transit, we’re more inclined to apply our intuition to everyday issues and problems. Our minds are open to many different possibilities and options as we see beyond physical or material concerns and solutions. Communications can be inspired and inspirational, quite fanciful, or vague and unclear, and possibly deceptive. It’s best to watch for attempts to escape definitions and responsibilities, but re-framing things before we make decisions can be most helpful. We should avoid allowing wishful thinking to dictate our choices, but tapping into our imagination can be rewarding. (Red Moon mediated by Mercury)
  • Mercury’s semi-square to Jupiter furthers a theme of unusual perceptions and perspectives as we try to make sense of the information before us and attempt to find meaning in it. With this combination, we tend to inflate the positive of a situation. (9Eagle) We may feel a little overwhelmed with information or, on the other side, overlook essential details. There’s a tendency to exaggerate or dramatize as tedious mental tasks are especially difficult to digest. (Red Moon) (Our guide power is mediated by Jupiter in this aspect with our antipode challenge mediated by Mercury. Exact sync. )
  • The Moon is void from 1:57 PM EST, with the Moon’s last aspect before changing signs (a conjunction to Venus), until the Moon enters Pisces at 8:04 PM EST.

From cafeastrology.com

5GForce for Meditation

I empower in order to nurture. Commanding being I seal the input of birth with the overtone tone of radiance. I am guided by the power of universal water.

Kin 161-Red 5 Overtone Dragon

One more Thing About Anxiety…


I didn’t say this because it’s totally taboo and freaks people out, especially religious. And I’ve never said this on here.

WE are God or Source, EMBODIED. YOU are God. God is love, NOT control. This is a free will universe of choices. Every great teacher and Master has said it and been ignored. Jesus even said, “The Spirit of God is within you. Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.”Well, your BLOOD AND GUTS are in you too. Whatever is IN YOU is what you are unless it’s meant to come out, like defecation or birthing a baby.

Birthing a baby is a great example of Source and us. Ask any mother and they will tell you that not in a bazillion years can they ever feel separate from their child, even though our sick patriarchal society does it damdest to separate parents from children by blowing them up in war, indoctrination in schools, sexual perversity, etc. Parents always love their children, and God birthed us and all creation into being.

Humans are full of longing to love and be loved, but it starts in you for yourself with Source. But this planet isn’t normal! We can barely have normal human lives here, struggling for fresh water, food and air, BASIC things we need! But we have free will and need to get rid of these leaders ourselves. It’s not going to be done for us. We did a good job busting their chops over Covid. Now we need to bust government and money chops.

Don’t blame yourself for how hard this planet is. Humans are fabulous and loved by stellar species. It’s the elite. They are way off and need to leave the planet so we can go our own way.

So do realize that Source’s only way to experience embodiment is THROUGH US. It is a type of longing, the way a parent or lover longs for their child or love. We long for Source and SOURCE LONGS FOR US! We are adored. We are not worms, ants, or insects, although they are cared for too. We are children of Source. We are Source and Source is US.

It’s a big secret.💞💕🩷❤️

Feeling Better Emotionally Comes Directly From Sitting in the Sun


The Maya were Sun Worshipers. But it is still a good idea to honor and respect the Sun since the Earth was born out of the Sun, Our star.

Our connection to our Higher Self from the astral plane up to 13th density comes right into the eyes through the sun. All 13 chakras or our Lightbody are activated by The Sun.

We must absorb sunlight to grow just like plants with photosynthesis. The sun also activates or makes Vitamin D that is already in our bodies. It cures a myriad of ills. We are no different. We need soil, grounding in the earth, water, and sunlight to be mentally and physically balanced. We are natural beings like trees and always will be.

We don’t necessarily need much food at all or social with others especially if they are toxic and projecting, doing transference, and offloading because they are not aware of God in them. I’m sensitive to people who are unloving or using food all the time to feed themselves instead of energy. I start to feel sick or drained around them.

They’re using others in all types of relationships to create a surrogate parent or they unconsciously vampire energy off of others because they don’t know how to create their own. It just creates chaos and is not spiritual at all but childish. We are in a time now where that will have to end if you are to come into your own light body, your Higher Self.

Watch “Sure On This Shining Night by Morten Lauridsen” on YouTube


Have a Blessed Winter Solstice. It begins at dusk tonight. May the Sun return to humanity and heal our bodies, souls, our families, our relationships, our earth and our blessed Universe that loves us always.

❤️ Love, Lisa

Sure on this shining night Lyric

James Agee

Sure on this shining night

Of starmade shadows round,

Kindness must watch for me

This side the ground.

The late year lies down the north.

All is healed, all is health.

High summer holds the earth.

Hearts all whole.

Sure on this shining night

I weep for wonder

Wandering far alone

Of shadows on the stars.

The meaning of Noel

A term signifying the holiday season, Noël comes to us from the Latin verb nasci, meaning “to be born.” In the book of Ecclesiastes, the birth of Jesus is called natalis. A variation of this word, nael, made its way into Old French as a reference to the Christmas season and later into Middle English as nowel.

And we are born through our 👨‍🍼, woven on the the Loom of Maya, meaning ILLUSION, to, for a time, become manifest as DNA in a body in this holographic matrix of time. And so did our Creator so he could relate to humans better.

Friday Daily Oracle; It’s a Play Day. Time to Bring Magic to Our Holiday For Real


The Prism. Nature gets it right…ALL the time. That’s holism. This is in sync with today and Jupiter loving novelty and diversity. If you know Sag kin they are impossible to pin down.

Body Magic

Today is Blue 9 Solar Monkey. Monkey and Star days are good for sex if you can fit it in. They are mediated by VENUS, the love planet ❤️ and pulse to the area of the body below the navel, all of it, just to the knees. Good stuff if you’re with the right person, which I can’t stress enough.

Speaking of magic, there is such a thing as sex magic that can bond you negatively to a person if performed in shadow. And what is shadow behavior?

  • No love (you feel no passion, bond, adoration or friendship).
  • Usage just for lust (hookup). Lust is good and essential as long as it’s accompanied by love. They are not the same thing folks.
  • Abuse (older person with immature younger person)
  • Power or control as a form of discipline
  • Violence

If you enjoy suffering karma and an inability to see synchronicity in your life go ahead and follow the rest of society down this awful road. There is nothing wrong with celibacy while you get your lightbody aligned. There IS something wrong with celibacy in the context of religion and believing its holy. SEX is holy.

Celibacy is unnatural and unhealthy for an extended time or a lifetime. Humans are made to love one another. Sex needs to be with love folks, like the rest of life. Meditate and pray for clarity. It will be dropped right in front of you. The universe is all over this to help humans become aligned in their body. Sex is a powerful energy and we all need to respect it instead of treating it like defecation; “when ya gotta go ya gotta go.” Not. It will ruin your ascension and your heart.

Life is theater. The lightbody is subtle and can be felt as you pull back the curtain of density or believing that the gravity and magnetism you feel as the pain or suffering in the. body is real. It’s just a time-space vibration. Relax and release the breath and release the tension. It’s an illusion. WHAT IS REAL IS THE EASE OF THE LIGHT-BODY. Let that come to the surface. I believe it starts in the kundalini and the low back.

We are holding feelings and memories in our body of which we are unconscious and we need to let it melt off. Breathe In and out naturally and scan your body for tension. Remember that you have manifested a body probably thousands of times and you’ve come to settle on this one for now. It’s fun creation but it is temporary in its blood, tension, breath, and electricity. It’s purpose is ascension in spirit.

What does every breath of your body love? For me it is my fierce peach of a son and my work (writing and my holistic healthcare office). Start there in getting grounded. Once you feel secure and assured in what you love you will feel secure to let all the rest go that you do not love. Then your body will settle in. But there may be layers of emotion to release first.

Earth Magic 🎩 🪄

ScR is 8. DNA/RNA Forcing

4D time portal; 30 degrees N–150 degrees W in the N. Pacific between Baja, CA and Hawaii.

5D Gforce is Red 5 Overtone Moon-“I empower in order to purify. Commanding flow I seal the process of universal water with the overtone of radiance. I am guided by the power of navigation. I am a G.A.P. kin and pulse for 3days.”

Solar System Magic 🪄 🔮 ✨️ 🛋

3D is sync’d with 5D. VENUS is our mediating planet. Also pulsing are Earth, Neptune, and Mercury in 5D. The Moon in Sag square Neptune is our ANTIPODE; Red 9 Solar Dragon. The playful Sag energy can be thwarted by unfinished business with our Mother and ancestral ties from the past. The past is only coming forward now to be swept away. But it’s good to know what it is first.

All Zodiac Signs
Muggle Madness that can kill the magic if you take it too seriously. Play!
  • Venus forms a semi-square to Pluto this morning and a trine to Chiron this evening. The Venus-Pluto transit can temporarily wind us up. Matters concerned with our affections tend to trouble us. It can be all too tempting to manipulate or control others and situations, leading to unnecessary troubles. (See…mis-creating in 3D) Jealousy or possessiveness can emerge. However, it’s easier to pan out from problem areas as the day progresses–we’re prepared to learn from our fears and insecurities. We may get an opportunity to heal our relationships through openness to learning from one another. It’s a vital time for building trust in relationships and seeing potential in one another–we more readily see the beauty in human imperfection. (Here’s a biggie!!)
  • We also recognize the value of the people, relationships, and pleasures in our lives more clearly. Interacting with others in fresh ways–with more authenticity and sincerity–can benefit us now.
  • The Moon continues its transit of Sagittarius until 4:19 PM EST. The Moon’s square to Neptune and then Jupiter can stir wistfulness, restlessness, or emotional confusion, and we tend to take a detour from the middle road. Otherwise, the Sagittarius Moon encourages an enthusiastic approach to the day.
  • The Moon moves into industrious Capricorn from 4:19 PM forward, and we effortlessly connect with our ambitions or goals.
  • The void Moon occurs from 2:22 PM EST, with the Moon’s last aspect before changing signs (a square to Jupiter), until the Moon enters Capricorn at 4:19 PM EST.

From cafeastrology.com

Sacred Beginnings | Grand Rapids, MI | Supporting Victims of Trafficking


Go to this website and watch the video. Her book, “When Angels Fight” is available on Amazon.

https://www.sbtp.org/

I just got back from my meeting with the BBB and Leslie King’s name was dropped. She is from Grand Rapids, lives here, and helps women who have been human trafficked. Human trafficking and violence toward women and men in the sex trade is a nationwide problem. As she says on the video, it is a multibillion dollar industry. This is Jeffrey Epstein level evil on which I did a blog post showing how he lingered in the shadow of his birth kin destiny.

This mentality has corrupted bodyworkers, healers and lightworkers in my state and likely all over the country because of the DEGRADATION OF THE HUMAN BODY and our DNA, and who we are as a species. It speaks directly to what I am about and teaching as far as holistic mindset and the Mayan oracle.

She talks about forgiveness, spirituality, and about feeling hugged by Spirit. She FELT IT. God answered her prayer and it took her into rehab. Makes me weep. God is real. Source is real. Synchronicity is REAL.

Our DNA, our time, our bodies are a temple of the Holy Spirit. I’m all about it and I think highly of the human race, not politically correct disdain as many do. Holistic medicine is all about this.

I will be contacting Leslie and will keep you posted. Netflix is making a movie about her story.

It’s Game Over When We Do This.


The rub is at the end when he says “Divinity exists inside you”. Many people DO NOT believe that. They don’t have God’s eyes to see themselves or others because they don’t believe in God. They won’t call themselves an atheist but that’s how they behave as if God isn’t real.

God is not religion. God is Love, spirituality, and nature. The churches tried to kill those but it didn’t work. They tried to shush women’s leadership and intelligence and it didn’t work. They’ve tried to make men sacrificial lambs for war fodder and women sexual objects only and it didn’t work.

You see where this going…we either descend or ascend.

It seems to me, being born in 1963, that musicians and artists have been fighting for this issue for 100 years. And here we are with the chance to create a planet that is about ART, FREEDOM, TRUE EMOTION, authenticity, NATURE, and everything good about humanity. What is our potential? No one can tell the future exactly. We are creating the future day by day by our choices.

This Is It

Kenny Loggins

There’ve been times in my life
I’ve been wonderin’ why
Still, somehow I believed we’d always survive
Now, I’m not so sure
You’re waiting here, one good reason to try
But, what more can I say? What’s left to provide?

Are you gonna wait for a sign, of your miracle?
Stand up and fight

Make no mistake where you are
(This is it)
Your back’s to the corner
(This is it)
Don’t be a fool anymore
(This is it)

The waiting is over, no, don’t you run
No way to hide
No time for wonderin’ why
It’s here, the moment is now, about to decide
Let ’em believe
Leave ’em behind
But keep me near in your heart
Know whatever you do, I’m here by your side

For once in your life, here’s your miracle
Stand up and fight

Make no mistake where you are
(This is it)
You’re goin’ no further
(This is it)
Until it’s over and done

Oh oh oh oh
(Who makes the choice of how it goes?)
It’s not up to me this time
(You know)
Comes a day in every life

Make no mistake where you are
(This is it)
You’re goin’ no further
(This is it)
Until it’s over and done
(This is it)
One way or another
(This is it)
(No one can tell what the future holds)
(This is it)
Your back’s to the corner
(This is it)
(You make the choice of how it goes)
(This is it)
The waiting is over
(This is it)
(No one can tell what the future holds)
(This is it)
You’re goin’ no further
(This is it)

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Kenneth Clark Loggins / Michael H. McDonald

This Is It lyrics © Gnossos Music / Milk Money Music, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

What is the Message?


The Last Thing On the List


It’s crazy that we live on a planet that finds every way it can to distract humans from taking care of their body and their soul. It’s the last thing on their list. Everything else comes before it and yet it should be the first thing that you do in order to have a high-quality life and high-quality relationships.

We don’t teach her children or model it for them, that their body and their soul and taking care of it themselves comes first. Why not?

Our societal programming teaches us that sacrifice and suffering are righteous and that loving yourself is selfish. It’s the opposite.

Intimacy; Familiar Lover


aerial photography of water beside forest during golden hour
Photo by Sindre Strøm on Pexels.com

It’s so much easier to melt into your warm flesh because I know how you smell and your voice.

It’s just the nurturing comfort I need right now but you won’t kiss me as you did before.

Something is distinctly unfamiliar…

You feel different in my bed, humidity on a dry, cold, windy day when the sun is loitering in the sky rather than actually warming things up.

You’re a woke soul, a man not a boy with your dreams doing cartwheels.

It’s not love, it’s familiarity which so many humans mistakenly wrap their arms around in tribal joy.

No doubt, what is familiar today will change tomorrow and that intrepid fact is forever familiar all around us.

Intimacy; How Do We Move From Lust to Love?


Do you know the difference between lust and love? I’ll go with the hard one first; Love. Love is when you want to take time to really know someone, to care about how they feel, what they need and what makes them tick. You want to be their friend. Friendship is the basis of all lasting, lusty, good relationships. It takes time and maturity to grow.

Lust is everything else. Anything that’s not love is lust. Lust is the emotion behind most human interactions and has the face of greed, trolling on Facebook, offloading on strangers and the like. If you have no foundation of care and face-to-face friendship (not digital only) with someone you are indulging in instant gratification lust and there is nothing loving about it.

This issue has been challenging for me. I’m a very passionate, physical woman and have no problem lusting after men who are very attractive to me. I don’t act on it; it’s just fun. My personality and values are all about love. There isn’t really any other material thing I lust after; unless I’m really hungry. then I lust after food.

That’s a good segue because food hunger is almost exactly like sex hunger in the brain. And notice how many people overeat when they just need some love, affection, and sex. We’re looking for a serotonin spike and some other juicy brain chemicals that make us happy. I know I am. Food doesn’t come close to making me happy the way intimacy and love does. I don’t even like bothering to stop and fix food because I’m busy with my projects, writing, chores, things I love to do! Why do I have to stop and eat? I’ve always been like that. I’m not terribly fond of slowing down.

Now we see a problem here; denial of human need when you know it’s not likely to be easily fulfilled! I’ve been married three times to great men and had several great boyfriends. I’m still not satisfied. They weren’t perfect or didn’t satisfy me the way I really want to be. They didn’t make my brain and body explode with orgasmic happiness, although my last mate Michael came close. He loved me…really, really loved me and I loved him. Love is the sexiest thing going. Then he died suddenly. That’s not helping the situation. Love is definitely tragic.

It makes me wonder about eating disorders. If you take that denial of the need for love, warmth, and affection far enough it would make your brain or specifically, the hypothalamus gland stops craving food. So the emotion of lust would be good at this point versus the emotions around deprivation.

I’m not into deprivation at all but I am sorely afraid of loving a man, pulling him to me, and pushing him away because I need to be alone with my ideas, my mind, my life, my work, and my writing. I don’t want to hurt him. There has to be some intimacy and some time shared with your loved one or they will go away. I hate that.

broken_heart1I think I’ve stayed in lust mode in my brain because I’ve lost too many people I’ve loved. It’s like a car idling. My life isn’t idling but my feelings about bonding in a relationship are definitely idling. Maybe I’m stuck in lust gear because it’s emotionally safer. There is no risk of having your heart ripped out and stomped on the floor by death and life itself if you don’t go into love gear and really start driving.