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Essay: Follow Intuition, not Feelings


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Essay: Prejudice Toward Fat People


I posted this in 2014. I just cleaned up the structure. Here it is again, probably more pertinent than ever with all the gender dysphoria. The media programming is so toxic.

I have been a deep tissue manual therapist for 23 years. I have worked on thousands of bodies, all body types, male and female. I had one young female patient ask me once, “Do you ever hate someone’s body?” Wow. “No”. That would be a bit incongruous with being a healer, don’t you think? Yet, Dr. David Katz, M.D., a fairly well-read and popular doctor, wrote this great article for Huffington Post on obesity bias in healthcare. Please read it before you go on.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/david-katz-md/obesity-bias_b_3193410.html

He doesn’t support obesity bias either and is calling for an end to it. I don’t think he delves quite far enough, though. He cites the surveys that have been done in the healthcare profession that show that a good percentage of professionals feel revulsion, disgust, prejudice, bias, and emotional disgust when dealing with fat patients.

They have an emotional response toward large amounts of adipose tissue. Even people who are fairly large themselves will express revulsion at those with even more adipose tissue than them, feeling that they are superior because “at least they’re not THAT fat!” Everyone says, “But come ON! It’s SO unhealthy!” Practitioners in holistic health think that a thin vegetarian might live forever whereas a carnivorous fat person will probably die at 55.

It doesn’t matter whether you’re happy or not? Frankly, I see clinical studies going both ways. I dated a fellow who was built large, but he was fit. He had lost a lot of weight too quickly and suffered for it. The doctor couldn’t re-align his internal organs for him, so he was in pain.

I’m on the scientific fence on this issue. I think it’s healthier to be happy than to be a people-pleaser for superficial reasons. Yo-Yo dieting and intolerance of yourself and others is more unhealthy. Casting yourself into an elite, “beautiful people group” and exercising 2 hours a day, 5 days a week and dissing others is supremely unhealthy in a myriad of ways…and not cool. Some big people work out 5 days a week and are still big! Now they have muscle on top of fat. The fat doesn’t always burn away.

Diabetes is unhealthy. So is having cancer. So is having 3rd degree burns all over your body. But you don’t hear people emotionally exclaim, with disgust, “Your third degree burns repulse me. Get away from me.” “Your cancer repulses me. That’s it. You’re going to be punished! We are going to pay you less. What’s the problem? We are going to call you names. We don’t want you to work here. We are going to laugh at you. We are going to kick you off the airplane because you have something “different” going on in your body than I do.” Yes, people have a fear of being around the vibes of illness, especially cancer. But they don’t have a judgmental bias toward sick people. For the most part, they have compassion and are supportive.

Yet you continue to hear the social cover-up that belies hypocrisy to obesity, “But it is so unhealthy!” You know there is something deeper going on than a health issue. What’s going on is BODY TYPE INTOLERANCE or frequency of vibration intolerance. The person judging needs others to look like them. That’s messed up. And it’s very weak. It’s even vampirism.
It’s social intolerance!~ It’s Projection 101 from the person that has a bad self-body image. If you stigmatize or have emotional (intolerance) about obesity, frankly, you have a body image problem of your own and you really need to admit it to yourself and leave everyone else alone. Talk to someone who you can trust. Get some help. You likely have an eating disorder no matter what your body size. It’s not just very thin people who have eating disorders. You don’t like yourself no matter what size you are than it’s not about size. What addiction are you indulging in to cope with your self-loathing? It’s an epidemic. And it’s socially sanctioned.

It manifests socially as Xenophobia-not liking people who look different from you because you are so insecure. That’s as old as the hills. It’s what starts wars. It’s the cause of divorce. It’s the way criminals and predators are. They feel like victims, so they victimize others. It’s also a symptom of the scarcity model that underpins Capitalism. Capitalism thrives on the economic caste system. God Bless America.

Personally, I have been all body sizes. When I was a teenager (18-19) I was a size 9 and weighed 135. I was not happy for other reasons. When I was in my 20’s I was a size 12. I was not happy for other reasons. After I had my baby at 36, I was at 170 and was a size 14-16. I was happy because I had my baby. And I loved having a cushy, mama marshmallow body. Then, in my very bad, stressful marriage where I was attacked verbally and emotionally and had to defend myself all the time, I got up to size 24. I’ve been divorced for nine years and now I’m back down to a size 16 and going down and settling down, and dealing with the kind, sensitive person I am. I want to bounce around for the next fifty years and to save my joints, I’m working out every day and eating healthy. But I feel good no matter what and I get A’s on my yearly physical.

My point is, at all times, I kept moving forward, had sex, was told I was gorgeous, had men pawing on me, and succeeded at whatever I wanted to. It was not due to the size I was. It was due to the fact that I am the Queen of my body and my mind and I think I’m hot stuff. My jealous sister says, “Stop being a diva.”Ummm, no. I have achieved things and I feel confident. I’m not a diva, in fact, many people don’t think I take enough credit. I don’t like attention because attention from humans will eventually mean crucifixion when they get sick of you. They build people up so they can tear them down eventually.

I see how everyone has a “hot side”. I love all people. I support every woman and man to feel the same way about themselves. I felt comfy sitting in my marshmallow padding getting very intellectual in college and graduating magna cum laude. That’s what I wanted! I didn’t WANT to be small and bouncy. My plush body served my purposes then. And it serves my purposes now at size 18. When you look at cushy people, know that it’s serving their life purposes right now or they’d be different.

People have the right to have the size body they need at the time, when they need it, for their own personal reasons. When they want to change it THEY WILL, for their own reasons! Or, if they don’t want to, THEY WON’T, for their own reasons. You do not have the right to project your self-loathing and judgment, and teasing onto them, then justify it by saying, “But it’s SO unhealthy!” Your mindset of sticking your nose into judging other people’s body is unhealthy. Take care of your own. They won’t be changing themselves TO PLEASE YOU, WHO ARE UNCOMFORTABLE with yourself no matter what size you are!

This culture needs to stop scapegoating fat people, start loving themselves and taking care of themselves at ALL stages in their body. The health and happiness of your body are in your hands. It’s not in your spouse’s hands, your doctor’s hands, your kids hands, your parent’s hands, or the pastor’s hands. What you feel in your body is what matters most. It’s your body!

Everyone is different. Everyone has a story. Everyone has different needs. Be cool.

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One more Thing About Anxiety…


I didn’t say this because it’s totally taboo and freaks people out, especially religious. And I’ve never said this on here.

WE are God or Source, EMBODIED. YOU are God. God is love, NOT control. This is a free will universe of choices. Every great teacher and Master has said it and been ignored. Jesus even said, “The Spirit of God is within you. Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.”Well, your BLOOD AND GUTS are in you too. Whatever is IN YOU is what you are unless it’s meant to come out, like defecation or birthing a baby.

Birthing a baby is a great example of Source and us. Ask any mother and they will tell you that not in a bazillion years can they ever feel separate from their child, even though our sick patriarchal society does it damdest to separate parents from children by blowing them up in war, indoctrination in schools, sexual perversity, etc. Parents always love their children, and God birthed us and all creation into being.

Humans are full of longing to love and be loved, but it starts in you for yourself with Source. But this planet isn’t normal! We can barely have normal human lives here, struggling for fresh water, food and air, BASIC things we need! But we have free will and need to get rid of these leaders ourselves. It’s not going to be done for us. We did a good job busting their chops over Covid. Now we need to bust government and money chops.

Don’t blame yourself for how hard this planet is. Humans are fabulous and loved by stellar species. It’s the elite. They are way off and need to leave the planet so we can go our own way.

So do realize that Source’s only way to experience embodiment is THROUGH US. It is a type of longing, the way a parent or lover longs for their child or love. We long for Source and SOURCE LONGS FOR US! We are adored. We are not worms, ants, or insects, although they are cared for too. We are children of Source. We are Source and Source is US.

It’s a big secret.💞💕🩷❤️

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We’re in the Blood Clan Right Now


Right blood foot; Red Serpent survival, White World-Bridger change, death, and opportunity, Blue Hand accomplishment and community, Yellow Star Beauty, intelligence and art for the family, Red Moon express universal feelings in the group.

These kin are heavily ancestor focused positive or negative. They will hold their tongue or monitor their opinion for the group. Opposite of the Truth clan but they help us moderate.

We move I to Moon in.CANCER tonight, all about the family. So watch for synchronicity with family members through to Red Moon, Saturday.

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Essay: It’s Not Father Time, It’s Mother Time if You Follow the DNA and Not the Social Narrative for 5200 Years


Written in 2022

I started writing this yesterday and thinking about how wrong the designation is for Mother Nature and Father Time. They always use the phrase Mother Nature when something possibly devastating and violent as far as weather is going to hit like this bomb cyclone coming here. The males are natural and violent. Women aren’t.

Father Time’s image comes from the ancient Roman god of time, Saturn. The ancient Greeks often referred to Saturn as Kronos or Chronos, which means “time.” Saturn was usually portrayed as an old man with a scythe since his functions related to farming, and his yearly festival was a harvest celebration.

The Link

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Father_Time

Father Time is a personification of time. In recent centuries he is usually depicted as an elderly bearded man, sometimes with wings, dressed in a robe and carrying a scythe and an hourglass or other timekeeping device.

As an image, “Father Time’s origins are curious.” The ancient Greeks themselves began to associate chronos, their word for time, with the agricultural god Cronos, who had the attribute of a harvester’s sickle. The Romans equated Cronos with Saturn, who also had a sickle, and was treated as an old man, often with a crutch. The wings and hourglass were early Renaissance additions and he eventually became a companion of the Grim Reaper, personification of Death, often taking his scythe. He may have as an attribute a snake with its tail in its mouth, an ancient Egyptian symbol of eternity.

The link

This is curious right? Father Time is a PERSONIFICATION. A person is made of DNA. The person representing Time is DNA so they are hinting at it here but it’s male. Then he gets old. Then he’s in charge of death. Then he is the grim reaper and harvests death.

We have here a deep PSYOP archetype that programs humanity to believe in linear aging and death at the hands of an old broken guy with wings. Why?

It’s fine for Father Time to be seen as a manifested person but then he fulfills an archetype of White World Bridger; Death also. This is a psyop on humanity if I ever saw one. They are out of black magic in their psychopathic trick bag.

I think it should be Father Nature and Mother Time. Women like sex and babies, bringing them into TIME to play on earth and they keep we women company, the best company while the men are off playing in nature, or making war, blowing stuff up, tearing down forests or building nuclear warheads and trying to use them. You don’t see women doing that.

If you think about, why else would the geneticists do their damnedest to use CRISPR to slice and dice the genes, pull them apart and make the natural RNA sequence unrecognizable and then create an entire genre of so-called “genetic science” destroying the fact that the MOTHER programs our DNA in the womb. The father has an impact, but her mind and blood, her QI creates us. The male serves life, it does not make life says the Tzolkin. Yet, when a family is created, the child needs both male and female as CO-EQUALS in the home to have a balanced psyche. One could certainly get a more culturally accurate perspective on this by talking to the folks in the Mexican and South American cultures.

There were ten images of father time and about 30 references to books and art talking about Father Time so I’m not going to even put them on here. All you have to do is Google the image of Father Time to see how it has programmed humans due to the Reptilian dominance on this planet. It’s completely, rationally incorrect and has created out of balance Patriarchy on Earth.

Mother Nature is a 3D objectification. Father Time is a 4D abstraction that allows men to control time and dictate according to inaccurate 12:60 timing frequency. Then they take the accurate timing frequency, 13:20 and demonize it, with nature, and say that anything pagan is dark witchcraft and comes from females.

Mother Time who weaves LIFE automatically in the DNA Loom of Maya Illusion is Time. It’s what we do. Accept it guys. You’re supposed to help with Life, not destroy it or control it.

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Forgiveness


You can free yourself from a negative event or trauma without interacting or needing anything from that person. Forgiveness is 100% in your hands, for you, not them. All it does is cut the cord with that person. We call it bless and release. If you hate their guts or hold revenge in your heart you are hurting yourself by tying yourself into THEIR karma and making it part of yours. Your choice. People do it all the time. Probably to procrastinate on facing their own s…

In no way does your forgiveness of someone let them off of their karmic hook. That is the universe’s business and they can’t escape it. Neither can any of us! Don’t ever think that begging someone’s forgiveness let’s you worm out of your destiny. Always keep your own ongoing relationship with Source for the growth of your soul. And listen to Spirit guidance which most of the time is synchronicity. Learn well grasshopper. Lol 😆

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Essay-Check this out on Amazon-Everyday Intuition by Lisa T.


My newest book is now available on Amazon in paperback or ebook.

Everyday Intuition and the Science Validating It

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09WCMJJTX/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_i_Y1AE575AS3G4S042X7WE

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Parsing Your Own Karma-Dharma Status Based on the Interplanetary Holon


Hit the “Dreamspell Calculator” button to find out your tribe and tone on the link below. There is no fudging on your birth gateway. That is your destiny line-up. You have a choice over the details regarding how it proceeds but not on the actual placement. Your gateway pulses to your astrology chart, which is a 3D manifestation. The Mayan Oracle is upper-density timelessness.

http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/free_mayan_readings.html

Looking at it, karma is on the left and dharma on the right but in your body, it’s the opposite. The right side of your body expresses your karma and the left is your dharma.

It’s s good idea to make the most of your BodyTime on the planet by addressing your karma-dharma issues. Otherwise, you will endlessly be on the karmic wheel or hamster wheel as I see it. What a drag. Especially given how vast the universe is,  you could be checking out other digs.

There are many people for which life is like a hamster wheel. It might be you in which case, study your analog support. It can raise you up whether it’s an event or person. Look for and listen to your dharma teacher. Teachers will be in faithful service to your students. It’s paying it forward in gratitude.

Everyone is at a different point in their evolution and you are under no obligation to co-dependently try to help them if they are resisting. However, if you see that person often and a teachable moment comes up, it’s a good idea to say something as long as you believe they can hear it. Use your intuition for the teachable moment. The Tao Te Ching says, “What is a good man but a bad man’s teacher? What is a bad man but a good man’s work?”That’s karma and dharma in a nutshell.

We are each born to the planet as either a teacher of those who are asleep, or asleep ourselves and in need of a teacher. You know which one you are. The Tao uses the words good and bad but I’m not sure that’s in line with the heart of the universe. Good and bad are moralistic judgments whereas right and wrong are according to universal law.

Morality is just cultural mores, in my opinion, and doesn’t follow universal law. Religion is a perfect example. It’s moralistic, but it is not teaching universal truth. That’s the problem with religion. Religion teaches that a book and God are the sources of morals when actually it’s humans teaching their way, not God’s way.

Karma and Dharma between your Theme and Analog

Generally speaking, if you were born on the karmic side, starting with the sun tribe which is the left side looking at it but the right side of the body, you are here to learn, face your lessons, and use your analog energy to transform and be a good example to others. If you do teach, it’s by example when you’ve decided to face the situation or if you stay in shadow or go deeper into shadow you teach what NOT to do. That is just as valid.

If you were born on the dharmic prophetic side starting with White Dog at the bottom, you’ve already gone through many lifetimes and figured it out and made good choices. Don’t doubt yourself. “Been there done that.” You’re in dharma and here to teach what you’ve been through already. Kin on the dharmic side will tend to believe they’re not done with their karma yet when in fact they are so they are here to remember what they already achieved, let go of guilt and B.S and lead. They’re not done sharing what they’ve learned. The hindrance is karmic kins’ egos resisting being taught which is why they are still in the karma cycle. We all have universal support. We just have to call on it.

There is an issue on earth with respecting teachers bc people are little egos. It’s the root of addiction which is karma. We tend to kill the messenger, like a crucifixion. Your teachers are not better than you, they’re just in a different place in their evolution. Teachers can relate to those still steeped in their karma because we made those choices too and came out the other side! Don’t hate your teachers or be jealous! They’re here to remember and let go of their finished karma. They passed. No guilt. We are focused on the axis of the eternal present and if we keep punishing ourselves over karma we’re done with, we can’t focus on teaching very well.

The goal is for both sides of the holon to sit in the axis of the eternal present, the brain, and spine, and transcend both being a student and a teacher. I know that T9-12 in the spine refers to HF33 so keeping the muscles completely loose there may be helpful. Those nerve roots innervate the adrenal glands on top of the kidney and have much to do with the deterioration of the body Qi and stress. Also, L2 refers to White 4 Self-Existing Wizard which is self-existing timelessness. I believe that attribute resides in the body. Physical death isn’t necessary.

Let’s start at the top of the holon. This moves from karmic kin to your exact dharmic kin, left to right across from each other, although any dharmic kin can teach karmic kin. Just look at the top image to understand which kin needs to be close to you.

  • If you were born a karmic Yellow Sun kin you are here to learn to become enlightened. You are not yet enlightened even if you think you are. Your analog, Blue Storm is enlightened and is going to give you the gift and support of seeing and feeling your ability to Self-Generate in this lifetime. You will be presented over and over with events and people that will force you to take care of yourself and feel your power to step up and do good and LOVE. You may go through hell in mind, body and spirit while you get enlightened or the suffering will come and teach it another way.
  • If you were born a dharmic Blue Storm kin you are here to teach self-generation because you’ve already gone through the fire and the suffering that it takes to become enlightened. I know quite a few Blue Storm people and are they ever hopeful hippies with loving hearts. I love working with them as lightworkers. They use their karmic memory of the trauma of enlightenment (Yellow Sun) to relate to others in a compassionate way.
  • If you were born a karmic Red Dragon kin you are here to learn family bonding, loyalty and what being a mother or a parent is all about, good and bad. White Mirror kin are going to support and teach you to meditate more and to become more reflective and spiritual. After all, your spiritual family is not of blood and birth but of the spirit. You will meet or be presented with opportunities to deepen your spiritual life.
  • If you were born a dharmic White Mirror kin you are here to teach reflection and resonance of the 4th dimension and higher density frequencies with Earth ancestry, QI, primordial history, possibly eastern mysticism or Chinese and Hindu ways to those that are imprisoned by their idea of birth ancestry in the Red Dragon tribe. Your memory of your own trauma and clenching of family power and ancestry will help you relate to those that need your teaching.
  • If you were born a karmic White Wind kin, you are here to learn the art of communication inspired by Spirit and Synchronicity. The shadow of this kin is political rhetoric and lying. We see a lot of this in the world right now. You will be presented many times with exceptional sight or observation of synchronicity (anaolog Red Earth) to help you navigate spiritual communcation that is in the light, helpful, and not shadow. If you stoop to senseless ego motivation of greed, earthly power, unloving sex, manipulation etc, the syncronicity that comes will be karmic and swift since it’s locked in to the GPS of the Matrix. This hindrance is a bit dangerous right now because of technology.
  • If you were born a dharmic Red Earth kin, you are here to teach spiritual attunement to the holgraphic field,the Earth Cycles, the Body, Intuition and general cooperation with Life around us, especially to White Wind kin. A Red Earth kin is a sponge for the frequencies and energies running around the planet, the weather cycles, having weather-head, being very psychic with the earth which is shamanic stuff. You will be reminded by your karmic analog that chaotic communication is very damaging. The Tiamat accident (The asteroid belt) is a perfect example. You are teaching balance with digital tech vs. using THE BODY for telepathy and healing which is totally possible, safe, and higher quality.
  • If you were born a karmic Blue Night kin, you are here to learn to receive and create abundance in all it’s forms and dimensions. Your analog, Yellow Warrior attributes and kin will present themselves to you over and over while you incorporate their intelligent lessons into your life. Opportunities to increase your intelligence, questioning, courage and trustworthiness to increase your status will come forward. You can teach through shadow or struggle regarding what not to do; intellectural laziness, fearfullness and lawbreaking would be the case.
  • If you were born a dharmic Yellow Warrior Kin you are here to teach how to express yourself intelligently, to be socially fearless yet considerate of differences, good to your word, psychic, spiritual, high standards and pragmantic. You’ve already been through poverty and victimhood or were born into a family like that to help you to remember what you already finished. You don’t have to be like them! Be sure to let them go and stand in your individual power so you can teach.
  • If you were born a karmic Yellow Seed Kin you are here to learn to focus your awareness and expand your soul through compressed DNA (the body) in this lifetime. DNA is spiritual, not just family blood but you may have been born into a family hindered by that. You will meet Blue Eagle kin or be presented with the attributes of vision, using your mind to create, being more independent, a receiver, listening, scientific, over and over so you can incorporate them into your life. Losing any bias toward others whatsoever, dropping ancestral bias or resentment of family history and class, becoming more independent and rational is your destiny.
  • If you were born a dharmic Blue Eagle Kin you are here to teach open-mindedness, vision, mental focus on restoring harmony, DNA expansion and flying above the fray. You may have been born into “an old guard” or “old money” family that had many biases and indolence to remind you of what you already finished. Let them go and stand in your individual achievement so you can teach others to LISTEN and problem solve by gaining a different perspective rather than asserting their ego.
  • If you were born a karmic Red Serpent kin you are here to learn a more spiritual approach to sex and physical passion or just the body fire. You may have been born into a sexually inappropriate family where the boundaries were absent or karma with the females in the family being too domineering or matriarchal in reaction to overly patriarchal males. This kicks in the dysfunctional cycle where the women are controlling of the weak men. You will be presented over and over with White Wizard kin or their attributes of timelessness, receptivity, magician, heart-centered and psychic while you incorporate those lessons into your life. Family members and friends will be White Wizard kin.
  • If you were born a dharmic White Wizard kin you are here to teach spirituality beyond religion, more body and earth centered and a balance between female and male. You are a heart-knowing shaman and have already come through the karma of wrong use of the body and sex so you may have experienced some of that in your childhood to jog your memory of what you already know and can teach. Let it go and focus on teaching the positive aspects of passion and the body. White Wizard understands eros.
  • If you were born a karmic White Worldbridger kin you are here to learn to accept change and death in the Matrix as part of the deal here. It gives everyone equal opportunity to have it set up that way so no one vibration dominates the planet. It helps evolution. You will need to internalize the action of forgiveness and surrender to Synchronicity in the holographic field the multidimensional waves coming in and being disruptive and grounding yourself in Spirit to thrive. You will be presented over and over with having to ADJUST and adapt to movement and the need for you and those around you to wake up. Red Skywalker kin will be near you or the attributes coming forward to stimulate your lessons. Being more retiring as White WB, Red Skywalker with their high-handed and high-minded ways will likely bother you but they have much to teach you about accepting what comes. We bother everyone so no matter.
  • If you were born a dharmic Red Skywalker kin you are here to teach that earth is a place to explore and discover, not be complacent lest you be run over, distracted by the toys, or preyed on. We ask people to get moving and work on themselves, set boundaries, and develop courage when the time is right. There is no coddling here. Earth is just space and 4D manifestation only, it’s not full reality. We’re in a hologram and most are asleep to that fact. We are crusaders to form a connection between heaven and earth and have already done it in other lifetimes on other planets. Red SW will come upon kin that are rigid or stuck in their ways, resistant to change and need to be more independent. It’s important for Red SW to lead in whatever work they do and never feel guilty for knowing which way to go in dimensions one through four while others are blind. We are time travellers. You may have been born into a family focused on death and virtue signalling through suffering to jog your memory of being done with that. There is no need for it after you’ve learned that it doesn’t work to improve anything. Personal empowerment and action rules the day. God is in us, not out there, unconditionally. Any other teaching is incorrect.
  • If you were born a karmic Blue Hand kin, you are here to learn to be a healer, be accomplished and know that you know, not doubt yourself. Yellow human kin or their attributes will repeatedly come up forcing you to see that people have freewill no matter what you prefer, for good or ill and you can’t control it. Humans hold the grail, the chalice or vessel of higher power and influence. Being wise, responsible and a hard worker are good things. Accomplishment is not high degrees and letters behind your name. Being a farmer, harvester and abundant in friends and life is success. Don’t give up your independence.
  • If you were a born dharmic Yellow Human kin you are here to teach freedom, freewill, abundance, working hard to create what you need independently,  and being a straightforward down to earth person. You may be born into an atmosphere that is somehow restrictive or not demonstrative so you have to bounce back knowing that you are strong and have already accomplished much on a personality level in other life times. There are different kinds of intelligence and not all of it is book knowledge.
  • If you were born a karmic Yellow Star kin you are here to learn to be an artist and create beauty for a living which you will do very well being clever and energetic. However, you will have lessons that Blue Monkey can teach you and you will likely resist. Yellow Star cares very much about appearances, like all of the yellow kin. Social networking is Yellow Kin life-blood. Issues of integrity, honesty, social principle and applying yourself will come up over and over.
  • If you were born a dharmic Blue Monkey you are likely charismatic or a performer. Physically very attractive, Blue Monkey kin understands magic, chanelling and creating. You are here to teach the value of being lighthearted and less serious. Some of you are clowns but there is always magic in your sphere.
  • If you were born a karmic Red Moon kin you are probably an empath and extremely sensitive. Ignore others who criticize you for that. Mean criticism is not love and your analog is LOVE. That’s what you need. You have a special healing skill, are usually very psychic and dreamy and like to be alone. Red Moon needs to sit in their own space and remote view in the ether. Your purpose is to purify, flow and use Universal water to do it. You can also be quite funny. You are fantasy prone, mutable, aware and strong in feelings. Don’t get cynical about the severity on earth. Attract White Dog kin teach to you or a mate who is White Dog. They will stimulate your lessons about using your empathic healing ability to create love and loyalty in your own life without feeling like you have to defend yourself.
  • If you were born a dharmic White Dog kin you are here to teach Love, loyalty and heart-centeredness. You are a mellow, strong leader and good companion. You can be faithful, a team player and a joiner depending on your tone of creation. You benefit from teaching a Red Moon kin. They need your highest vibe. So if you haven’t remembered that you already went through Red Moon lessons they will stimulate your memory. There is no way that any White Dog kin needs to go through emotional upheaval or addiction. Let it go and sit in your open heart chakra to heal yourself.
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Essay: Maybe We’re Ghosts of Our Real Selves While in the Body


Thomas Beaudoin-Foxiest Man Alive IMO. Is he real? Maybe he is a ghost.

Have you seen the hokey Christmas movie “The Spirit of Christmas”? #1…why would I watch this dumb movie? To look at him! Holy Pete. Seriously. He is a good actor too.

He is White 2 Polar Dog and has Blue 12 Monkey as his Hidden Wisdom. Hmmm.

White Lunar Dog
Green Central Castle of Enchantment
Earth family- Polar      Clan- Truth
Galactic Activation Portal
I polarize in order to love
Stabilizing loyalty
I seal the process of heart
With the lunar tone of challenge
I am guided by the power of spirit
I am a galactic activation portal   enter me

In short, an Inn is haunted, of course, and the only reason this fellow is in physical (as a ghost) for 12 days is because he has karma (he was a rum runner, got a woman pregnant, and was murdered) of which he needs to let go. The two people he knew who have passed over, with whom he has karma, end up visiting him at the Inn so that he has the opportunity to forgive them or let go of them, which he does. Then they disappear into the next density. He decides to stay in 3D to be with his woman friend.

Because he’s able to cross densities, which he proves to his woman friend who is fully human, he can be in a dense body that others can touch but he doesn’t need food or sleep. That’s pretty interesting. Obviously, he’s receiving his sustenance from the other side. (we are to assume)

This is all fiction but it caused me to wonder about ghosts. Many people have experienced ghosts and it’s actually very common. My boyfriend Michael (Red 1 Serpent) visited me all the time after he died in 2016 and only occasionally now at my request because I’m trying to find a new boyfriend, maybe. He is a jealous type and needs to be at a distance.

If you want your family member or friend-mate around, it’s no problem. But sometimes people are haunted or don’t want them around, maybe because they have karma they don’t want to deal with. At that point, you have the right to command them to leave and they are no longer allowed to bother you in 3D. But if you have karma with them you will have to either deal with them in the next density or come back to earth to keep going through your karma. Death is not a “get out of jail free” card. When you die you’re just ending your karmic journey here for now.

It got me thinking about the possibility that our lives here on earth, in this space-time suit we call a body is a type of ghost. We are in a holographic matrix after all so none of this is real. It’s real in time but time is ultimately an illusion as well and functions so that we can manifest and spiritually keep learning our lessons. What manifests the body is DNA which is the karma-dharma lemniscate ∞, theme, and analog. We are holographic projections into this matrix. That is pretty much a ghost. It might be helpful to view ourselves and everyone around us as ghosts of their real selves so that we don’t get so caught up in what others do and say so much.

What are we really, walking around in this life appearing to be human? An eternal, timeless soul with many lifetimes under our belt. But ultimately we are all children of God with our karma and dharma and no one is better than another and no one gets off scot-free. How would this perspective change how we interact, how we see and treat one another knowing that death is not our destiny, physical death is a choice. Nor is it “the end”.

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Saturday-It Doesn’t Hurt to Nurture and Bond in a Relationship


As long as you don’t lose your own life, what you value and need and become co-dependent, it’s all good. If someone loves you they are going to want you to center in your own self, not give it up and feed it to them for their sustenanace. Run from the needy vampiring energy. It goes into shadow for both parties. It could just be facing karma too but it is possible to jump to dharma and let it go. Just be a glutton for love and goodness not punishment. PIVOT!

Remember tone 4 and Blue Storm kin. 💙 All of the amino acids are evolving daily in us. It’s just that on some days specific ones are highlighted.

Today is electric tone 3 and this takes us out of Sun in Scorpio and the full moon in Taurus and ACTIVATES the new astronomy alignment. Speaking of tone 4 and Blue Storm, they are both pulsing tomorrow on Sun in Sagittarius for its first day. Get your quiver and arrow ready to focus. And it will be moon in ♊ Gemini and White 4 Wind. Let the TALKING begin. Synchronicity.

Body Holon

Relationships and their body are changing for many people.
  • Theme is Red 3 Electric Dragon; memory and ancestry, karma
  • Analog is White 3 Electric Mirror; meditation and reflection
  • Guide Power is Red 3 Electric Serpent; physical passion, grounding
  • Antipode is Blue 3 Electric 🐒 Monkey; Magic
  • Hidden Wisdom is Yellow 11 Spectral Sun; dissolving enlightenment, birth, letting out the old and bringing in the new dharma.
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  • Planets mediating are Pluto, Maldek, Venus, and The Sun

Astronomy

  • The Moon spends the day in connected, observant Gemini.
  • However, Mercury forms a sesquiquadrate aspect to Chiron and a square to Jupiter which rules Sagittarius, pointing to some issues with perception. We enter Sag tomorrow.
  • Later today we find it easier to focus and strategize with Mercury and Pluto heading into harmony. Symchronicity with the Tzolkin alignment.